The RavenWing

The next Post

2010-05-12T08:26:00.000-07:00

Lol I bet there are no readers left,but I guess that is fine,I just want to vent in a way I guess.

Lol after a very very long break,I have decided to start posting again.I dont exactly know why I stopped posting.probably because I am lethargic and easily tired lol.Yeah I am guesssing I am that weak physically as shown during my recent Napfa test.I failed 4 out of 6 stations.

For a long time,I always considered myself a mentally strong person.Just that even so,sometimes I do break down,and its extremely frustrating when people dont notice or think that I do not need help.

If you are wondering what breaks me down,its simply the future.As the current state now,I am unsure of my future.I have the burden of taking care of the family after NS so I can just throw away what ever notions I have to want to go to a university.I am poor too soo....

Another thing is I am tired of being alone.Just so tired....tired of getting drowned out or ignored.

Short post for now,but will update for sure

Begin's night

2010-01-23T14:46:00.000-08:00

What...i am only left with 1 reader........

Okay in any case I am going to talk about something that has been at the back of my mind for a while.

Why dont I have a large circle of friends?I am not an anti-social 0_o
I myself is unsure of this.As they say to have good friends,you need to be a good friend yourself.But I have been good to others,for most part ^^.I dunno its just strange.I do want to have fun and stuff.

Maybe in real life I just dont know what to say sometimes that it comes across as something else.

Its nothing big,just that went compared to others who are socially active,you question these things.

Recently I found out that zero-ey and Cheraliyn got great results for their O-levels(damm buggers say their results suck when it totally pawns mine - -,havnt got into contact with faithy yet)and I guess a sense of proudness came about?lol.Its great to see their on their way to something.Its even more interesting to look back at how it all started.

Zero-ey and Faithy were the remaining people from SG(not singapore lol) that still talks to me and I have met atleast once in real life(that was ages ago). Come to think of it all of the people I knew from SG all dissappeared from my msn contact list.Faithy from then has become a great cosplayer and zero-ey...well still sends me cards which I keep and keep forgetting to send a thank you one back ^^;;

Cheraliyn I met through the mage manga class.She's nice and alittle spontaneous?lol.She's really good at drawing than I was(I even lost to a kid....seriously) and I reckoned she be even better now.Since then she been messing around with music and I guess she will get good one day(Just dont play moe songs/korean songs).I havnt meet her since then which was....idk 3 years ago?

I reckon they all must be even more interesting people by now.I also reckon even if I walk pass them on the street,I be unable to recognize them(esp faithy,I be running from her ^^;;).

As you grow older,I guess certain things you come to see in different light naturally.Like responsibilities or the future.I was forced to mature earlier on in my life so thats why I am making it up by being childish nowadays?^^

Now I have to say that I am sick of heaving korean songs.Not that i find it bad particularly,its just that I hear it at home,I hear it in the bus,I hear it in school,I hear it at home when I get back and I hear it when I sleep.
''- -''
Its funny that almost no one,I mean no one(I know anyway) listen to good music.I know its subjective but a song created as a hook will be stuck in your head but has no message or purpose what so ever.

For the record,the only songs I hate are songs from animes that has cute voices and sing about love or whatever and etc.It makes me go bat-shit insane - -;;.

One amazing singer I have recently come across is Aya Kamiki.I got to know her songs through Kamen rider Double(she sang the opening) and she is pretty amazing.She has done several english covers as well.She has been liken to avril lavigne but thats on surface wise.She's infact alot more crazier(has different hair color each time)and her videos feel very real.Not the ones that give your mind an acid trip or rely on sexy themes or skippy clothing.Just song,stage presence and her band and maybe theme to reinforce the song.

I cant say much since I next to nothing about music.

If I ever have a girlfriend(which I dunno I would) and she's trying to be moe,I will personally perform a lobotomy..- -;;

Finally

2010-01-09T12:11:00.000-08:00

I havnt updated in over a month because
Starhub cut my internet - -;;.Yeah SCV bills were piling up and they combined both bills into one.Apparently if you dont pay one,you cant get the other

So for over a month during my holidays,i was very very bored at home and forced to leech sucky wireless connection from some guy.

Finally got it back through subscribing to MIO,singtel.

And i guess I lost all my readers..T_T

School has started for me and there is an uneasy feeling.Because it was block teaching,there is no way to know block A's subject results until the end of the whole semester.Not that I know I failed or anything,just that probably my GPA drop lower...- -;;.I am predicting somewhere a flat 2.0

As it turns out most from my course is probably doomed according to some teacher as we all cant program to save ourselves and do not dream to even try modeling etc.Yeah it was the truth,but the way he said it was in a way promoting his course is better and your's just suck.

To me I guess there is a small flaw in the way my course is taught.The first 2 years should just be intense programming as most of us is able to code,just that we need more practice and examples to properly code.

Ah well,here's to my doomed future

This dance we call life

2009-11-16T11:46:00.000-08:00

I havnt been updating because since the start of school,its been hectic and tiring..well mostly tiring and I been busy trying out some games here and there.

Oh yeah,the O level must be over for most and the time between now and the next step in your life,well savour it since you wont know when is the next time where you can actually not think about your life or future lol.

Its been hectic because its block learning.Its basically instead of learning 4 subjects at once for 6 months,its 2/3 per 3 months.It may sound and look good on paper but,learning is accelerated and assignment deadlines are way too close.I have submitted the first assignment for game AI and I am fearing the random partner that I will get for the second assignment. I am no code genius and chances are i would take a while. I dont expect to be partnered with a genius, just that a guy who knows more or less more than me ^^;;. I sure hope i dont get one among the dammed 4 though lol.

I been sleeping outside as my sister and her kid came over again.This time under circumstances she fought with her husband again,over i dont know what and yeah the usual"lest divorce etc".This time however it got alittle more out of hand as the husband came at night a few days later and demand to take his kid. My father and him were like tigers and I had to bring the kid inside.The husband proceeded to kick the gate several times making a big scene and mess up my mother's laundry outside.My sister finally called her in -laws to come down and the police too.They later went back home.A week or so the husband called up to meet down stairs and I am pretty sure my sister is thinking of going back.My parents leave it up to her but strongly advise against it,since he obviously has no respect for my parents.

For me well,Its her choice.This wasnt the first time the husband pulled the kick the gate stunt.Back when my sister was dating him,he did the same thing when they fought. On another ocassion my mother fought with him underneath the void deck and even a taxi driver uncle join in since I was abit too scrawny in case anything happens lol.

I think its best to actually know the person before committing.All this notion about love on first sight is b.s to me - -;;

I am still sleeping outside since akeel sometimes roll around,a sign he wants milk lol.And I got to go make it.Aside from that when the mother goes to work,I am sleep beside him since I usually go to school alot later.And he usually wakes up pretty early.He likes to play though lol.One task I dont enjoy is when he poo poos lol(I cant think of a better phrase XD).

Like I once told my mother,our life is like a long drama serial.
Like I told my younger sister why our life is so drama,"Its because its in our blood"

Holidays

2009-10-13T10:50:00.000-07:00

Let me tell you,holidays with nothing to do is extremely boring and mind wasting.

And now i have absolutely no idea when my school actually starts cause no one knows and havnt received any email bout that.

Recently my elder sister and her son stayed over for a week cause she had a fight her her husband so she takes refuge at my father's house.And I got to say,it was a pretty fun week with her son.I mean I have played with him once or twice but never for such a period of time.He's seriously growing up and recently turned 1 year old.The bad thing is,he has grown teeth and is still growing teeth which explains why he goes around biting people.He's very active to the point even I am tired going after him sometimes.He likes to touch and grab things which he ends up biting.So got look out for what he puts in his mouth.He also has keen eyesight..- -;;,in which he may find cookie crumbles or etc on the floor.One of his habits is that when its milk time,got to make it fast as he will cry if you give it to him slow.I ended up making most of his milks and carrying him when he was to be carried.Not that I mind,but he has gained weight.

And yeah my elder sister eventually had to go back to her husband's place and had to say goodbye.Its sad cause of the bond you had formed with him and him being a small child,may not even remember it.

As I said before,Its amazing seeing a child grow and discover things for himself.Its almost like watching yourself back when you where that small.

Last week i think,my secondary school friends asked me out for a hari raya outing.I was fine with it until she mentioned this line which I decided to make a stupid excuse to not go.It was
"bella and her bf will be driving etc etc etc"
Okay to keep you up to speed,I used to liked bella but over time it turned to hate.
The stupid excuse I made?
I had Hands,Foot and Mouth diseases.
Syam laughed his head off when i told him.I didnt want to go also because syam or hermi or atleast Naz wasnt there either.I needed a buffer or friend so that i dont get bored.

I guess I dont make a very good friend huh?People rarely remembers me when they have outings,or my birthday.Sure they talk,but it just ends there.There is no real exchange or the feeling they have your back sort of thing.

Honestly I been looking for a friend ever since I lost my good friends back in primary school.The only one I can truly call a friend during secondary school was Syam while during ITE was Jufree.I guess its because we went through alot and in that process I believe.Dont get me wrong,I dont demand alot.Just that when we talk,there is a sense of the person knows you.And you can virtually can talk bout anything.

Found out about Ueta Aya.Amazing stuff.
Been watching Russell Peters,he is amazing.MIND BLASTING.

Festivities

2009-09-25T08:57:00.000-07:00

Hari raya came and fortunate enough I didnt have to go to malaysia,did go a few days before that. In any case its the standard fare of forgiving and stuff and my family visited 3 houses and thats it.
Primarily because

1) my faternal grandmother passed away this year and so I now no longer have grandparents to visit

2) My mother side,my mother have a cold war with them so not visiting their houses.

Although its a season for forgiviness etc,humans being humans its not always easy to forgive someone because of either hate or anger or the heart not fully satiated.No amount of religious sermons or people talking or begging will turn it around.Only when time has healed the heart only it will be ready.The only question is,will it heal in time before the person draws his or her last breath.

I guess thats why being a parent is the toughest job in the world.

My nephew,Akeel has now learn how to walk,although he walks similar to chucky,its pretty cute to see.Its amazing thats hes already going to be 1 year old soon

In any case,the money i got from visiting house,I bought inFamous.Been playing it for awhile as EVIL as thats how I am and gonna replay it as good later as evil and good has different powers with minor differance in story.

Oh and in the end I didnt go to GCA.Surprised that Zero-ey didnt go either so I cant see pictures...- -;;...Karei hasnt been on so I cant see anything.

Potential Calamity

2009-09-11T10:31:00.000-07:00

It seems that I made a slight miscalculation or rather unaware on when exactly Hari Raya was suppose to be on.Because its usually a month and it started on august 22,I assumed it ends on September 22,but no..- -;;

For some reason its on the 20 of September,which since my parents is again gone emo this year,are planning to go to malaysia to i dun know do what there cause since its MALAYSIA and its HARI RAYA most shops are closed so....- -;; Its also the same date GCA is held(seriously,these guys set the most "great" dates.) I didnt become last year's and this year's usher because I am fasting and I am the lazy. So before hand I may or not be able to go to GCA so I gotta say sorry to karei cause i sort of wanted to see her there..- -;;.

On another note,my nephew had high fever and had to go to hospital for a while.I dont know much of the developments as its late at night.

Another thing that well bothers me is how frequently my father gets into these anger phases. Do your fathers get angry for no apparent reason or the reason is unknown to you and he doesnt spell it out for you?
Its becoming increasingly frequent recently. He normally gets angry when
1)my mother wakes up late,thats also cause my mother has insommia
2)over sensitive issues like beliefs and friends
3)reasons beyong my understanding
Dont get me wrong,he's a great guy,just that he is highly impatient to the point of unreasonable sometimes and like most guys,we think we are always in the right even when wrong.I still feel though he's still angry at me for still not getting the driver license.

And now we go to the driver license issue.

After I turned 18 and passed my Basic theory and Final theory tests,my father reccomended me a private instructor that he found for me.At the same time i also found one that my friend kenneth was learning under.Trusting that my father knows better,I went with his.
This uncle assured me confirm pass etc,plus he picked me up near my house.I learned under him for about half a year i think and it was about a week before the driving test.I never entered the circuit(training and test area) before so its natural I would feel alittle dioriented and lost.But the uncle keep railing at me instead of helping me out so my performance went down from there.

The next day I stayed positive but again,it was too hard for me to take in under 2 days with the test being tomorrow.So I didnt take the test in the end and didnt engage that instructor again.This same instructor also allowed me to make a mistake on purpose to vent his frustration.
My father nagged at my mother who nagged at me to go learn driving again after about 6 months.I took the instructor kenneth gave me.

This time it was alot different as alot of the mistakes that werent adderessed when i learnt under the first instructor,became apparent with the second one.Weeks go by and now I am 20,and I still have difficulty.I feel as if I am stuck in a rut as I feel that I am not improving at all.When I feel stressed,I make mistakes and forget things,and leaving me to do it on my own just adds on more mistakes.
So an alternative would be maybe to go learn under a driving school,since its more systematic but it costs alot more ard $70.I been meaning to bring up this subject but I have no idea how to bring about it cause contrary to what you might think,my family isnt rich.

So i dont know....kinda lost.At the moment I havnt booked any future lessons.Maybe the first instructor was right, I am the worst

Okay wat happened

2009-09-08T10:13:00.000-07:00

Okay i messed up my old blog beyond repair so i had to export my old post and import them to a new blog so this is now my new home...of sorts.The current template maybe temporary or permanent as the new tagboard seems to only work with the updated template?

Whats left of my readers anyway.....- -;;

In anycase I am now experiencing total boredom at home....2 Months of no school may sound great but its not if you have ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO DO....

I spent the first 2 weeks playing dragonica,which now i have no idea why i played it in the first place.

I am typing now with a permanently broken backspace button as my newphew.......pulled it out and its now beyond my repair..- -;; So people,appreciate your backspace button.

And now we get down to what has happened thus far.

My exam on C# wasnt the best and the most confident that i could do but,i am guessing I more or less pass the subject as a whole

The cause for concern now is GRDV as I submitted a game where you cant die,have no collision detection and you cant win the game either.I think I passed the lab test and I hope that with my first assignment with what measly marks i get for this one combined I can pass.

On my birthday.....there was no cake.Elder sister called for help to settle a debt so no cake which was a first for me,which was no a real big deal except it was a bit strange that there was no snackage.

Although I did get a new phone that I quite like. Although the software,my laptop seems to not like it as it cant detect my phone so I got to use old dusty(my desktop). I call my phone Bloody rose ^^.

This year again maybe another not so great Hari Raya since because of incidents I am not very sure what happened the maternal unit had conflict with the relatives on her side and yeah this hari raya would suck again like last years..- -;;.Its not like mine was any special,just that the feeling is different when the parental unit does not want to celebrate it.

Anyway I been watching Kamen rider Kiva ande Kamen rider Decade and I for one am surprised for a kids show,its pretty good.But because its a kids show,there were plenty why he didnt do something else and loop holes in bound.I tried reccomending it to others but they all scoff at it cause its a kids show..- -;;I for one am glad i watched it because now I know the genius of every millenium,Otoya kurenai who was pretty epic.Kiva had some pretty nice songs like destiny's play and lighting to heaven.A shame though its a limited band so no chance to hear future songs like that.Oh I got to admit,even for me as a guy,I found Seto Koji...cute....- -;;....WTF.....

Oh btw one of my classmates got his hands on the miku volcaloid software. Save to say,her voice irritated the hell out of me more than the wonder girls song.Same goes to black rock shooter etc. I did my research on youtube as well and it was more or less the same if not more irritation.

Songs I reccomend marie Digby as she just had an album breathing underwater and breaking benjamin has the new single"I will not bend"

Again

2009-08-01T11:07:00.000-07:00

Err I guess my tagboard has expired or something cause I cant see anything....
In any case again now I am busy.Seems the older you are, the busier you get. I dont like being busy, I rather a care free life.

Curently I have these to work one
1 presentation on CMSK(have to add some stuff)
1 Role-play for French(memorize lines)
1 presentation on Public Speaking(memorize speech)
1 game (havnt started)
1 animation(more of less done,need polishing)
1 GDD(drawing of game characters)
1 exam but thats a bit far off
add daily school work to the mix too.

About the GDD, I know I am delaying the thing, but I have the above list breathing down my neck so progress would be slow. Its another thing to tell me HOW TO DO MY FKING JOB. Thats just......Thats it,after this project is done,this so called group,I am going to find another group for future projects as I cant work with people who have no faith in me.

And my cool watch,one of the clock stop working...- -;; and now I have to rely on the other clock(It has two clocks in one).And my stitch keychain,he lost a leg so he's now captain stitch hook..- -;;

Wow,long chain of bad luck,so does that mean eternal good luck for me?^^

So far I have read a couple of good manga's that I would reccommend
Rabbit doubt was good,only I hated the ending.Maybe cause I hate overpowed lolis.

Wolf guy is getting interesting.Same authors as Akumetsu

#C was okay,just that it seems to lean to shojo as in the guy look like girl and err...for some reason they seem to like always gonna kiss or something..><

Akatsuki is nice

Trying to read Veritas next.Maybe going to stop fairy tail as to me,it lost a reader once it went
"dragon slayer is the answer to everything" and plain reuse of oracion seis.

HUH?

2009-07-10T11:46:00.000-07:00

Okay,Blogger just messed with me.There was suppose to be a post before this and i realised...IT WAS NEVER PUBLISHED...- -;;........

I have to revert back to using my desktop and my noisy old keyboard as my laptop committed suicide. Thats right suicide. Its suicide cause it ran a game when it knew it couldnt, causing the motherboard to crash and killed it self.

I wish computers have this message"I CANT RUN THIS,DONT MAKE ME PLS ><".That makes things alot more easier.

So I had to venture to the area around Vivocity(okay not exactly around there) to the HP service center...which I have no idea why they dont have a branch in the city or something.Anyway the service was good and I thanked god when the person told me my warranty is until july 2011.

In any case, take care Sin Claire(My laptop),you be in good hands till you are ready to be my aid again..T_T

I just realised my sister has a blog.....

And that my blog is now akin to me talking to the wall lol.

Oh yeah I have a new skill
Called ruining people's songs ^^
like for example MJ's song
"Kill the world, Make it an Evil place"
"Not for you but for me and my army in outer space"

Akumetsu's origin werent so straight forward after all. It was supposedly a method for world domination but failed and the shous were purposesless. The only thing they havnt explained was why was the mask shaped like that.And
People
READ AKUMETSU.I cant stress how great it is even though the hero doesnt have a bankai or flashy powers or a moe partner,he has accomplished more than all of them compared. Yeah its alittle gory but nothing like Rambo 4 gory

1 month update

2009-07-02T10:37:00.000-07:00

wow this is the longest since i updated.It was primarily because

MY WHOLE FUKKEN HOLIDAY WAS SPENT DOING ASSIGNMENTS...T_T

Yeah all 2 weeks of it.Maya too most part of the time cause it was modelling and i had to model a city with textures and animation etc.The details of submission were vague too so I assume i get a C- at most for that.

The least amount of time taken was surprisingly was Sprites.I am very proud of them as they turn out to be cute and cool too.I will upload the sprite sheet soon

C# programming well....lets just say i did the basics and I had to take someone's code to help me out.><>_>

I still dont get transformers though.I loved transformers as a kid and bought their toys. But movie transformers.....seem alot more macine-y than the normal transformers. It makes their transformation alot more unbelievable. I guess this is wat normally happens when lore of a fiction gets a movie and is holiwood-dized.

This is a relatively short post cause I am sleepy nowadays.Sorry

Loki outake 1

2009-06-04T13:23:00.000-07:00

Okay after a long while of busy(LIES! Loki was playing games all the time) I finally have the chance to update.

If my life were to be a drama series,It would be a blockbuster hit and have 11 seasons.LOL

I will begin with some news.

I am now officially,grandparent-less.My fraternal grandmother passed away last Friday due to cancer of caecum(a part of the large intestine).It was kinda sudden as my parents just visited her a few days ago.Again,it reminded me of my maternal grandmother a few years back and the same question came to mind.

I never really knew my grandparents and i guess was never really close to them.I guess part of it is my fault for not making an effort to get close.My maternal grandfather passed away when my mother was in secondary 2 and my faternal grandparent passed away when i was 2,so i cant recall his face.

Interesting enough,there was strange coincidences leading up to my grandmother's death.The friday before,I got an impromptu test and the question was values my grandparents taught me and usually i would have a driving lesson on a friday but for some reason I couldnt get through to the uncle this time.

When I arrived at the cememtry,it somewhat dawned on me.The number of graves out there is staggering and it makes you feel that you re insignificant.Cause when you die,the only thing is left is your headstone and no one other than your family would know that its you.

OH!

and I meet my lost younger brother.And I got to say,I am much more of a handsome devil than he is XD.He is like a cross between me and my sister and plus teenage ache lol.
He didnt even acknowledge me as his brother and my sisters either when he was leaving.What could possibly his foster mother been feeding his mind....

My sis and her husband came to the burial site too after much miscommunication bout the location(The cemetry is freaking big,no kidding,its like vivocity).She looked like some village girl on a motobike.

My nephew,is seriously getting smarter.Last i saw him,he could barely stand up to a table on his on but now,he could crawl and stand up to a table on his own.But he does have a curious habit.He likes to bite and lick stuff.Like your hand or even a table edge ^^;;.I will post pictures in future.

My little sister has a drama production today...I have to go since my mother is busy.Should be interesting.Never been to a play before.

As it stands I got 3 assignments to finish
1)IN3D-make a city-30% done
2)DSAG-Make a sorting thingy-well the code is in pieces...
3)GRDV-Make sprites....ummm i dont know how to make one

And wat happen to my challenges suggestion...only wat a kick a dustbin in public is it lol.Nevermind,I went ahead and got a challenge.I held an albino python ^^
Pictures would be in next post.

Methods to madness

2009-05-12T08:40:00.000-07:00

I been looking around for a new skin for this blog...again....
But so far I came up with nothing as....90% of the skins out there are....emo or are made by rabid fan girls of a star,anime that i dont like or some stuff.
Seems like I got to MAKE one although my skills are rubbish.....

I am falling back into the same tired and sleepy routine again.Today in class I was about to fall asleep when a teacher asked me a question which I could answer thanks to some help.She went on to comment that even though I was in the clouds about to sleep,I was still paying attention lol.

But atleast I am saving money again,god knows how long that will last lol.I am aiming for an mp3 since my psp is filled with games and the triangle button is sort of....stuck.Sort of heavy to carry around too.I like to travel fast and like.Like ninja lol.

My french class is alot more enjoyable now,although she has a tendency to mess with you^^;;.I been listening to some french coaching audio to help the learning process.Its strange that I am always alone in learning something new.Why's that.Here is a list

joined east view secondary- came there with no one i knew,emo-ed for a while
was in my secondary school band - alone was why i quit,also was lazy
went to ITE simei - alone
went to hong kong - alone as in no classmates
took up manga drawing - alone but atleast met cheraliyn
took up archery - alone was why i quit
took up story telling as a CDS - alone but fun
took up french - alone but okayish
took up public speaking - alone and fun

Okay I am going to come up with something called the Achievement list.Its a list of random stuff that I set out to achieve.Post some on my tag board and I will try to do it if its within my means or you have a way for me to do it.Its inspired by bucketlists old people in the states write down the stuff they want to do before they die.So far I only thought of one stuff which is

to cosplay as something..- -;;...maybe Akumetsu or something

I thought of that as being around cosplayers is my fear.I am not joking.If one touch me,I will jump.The touch will burn my flesh like acid on a wooden table.Hugging me will give me a seizure as if I was electrocuted...XD

So when I accomplish it,I take a photo and its on to the next one.So people think away!Note that I am only collecting for now.

In any case got to say the new x-men origin's movie...well if you arent a fan of the comics,you wont be so affected.But if you are,you will be pissed as I am as they butchered deadpool.....
It was the same with resident evil, dragon ball etc. If you cant make a decent movie out of it...by god please dont.

The recent vgcats.com comic strip,that i agree with. Casual games are....its slowly making future games more easy and causing most developers to go mainstream to cater to this crowd.It used to be cool and where beating a game actually means something..- -;;Now with games like cooking mama etc,the feeling is not the same and since games are getting easier,the levels and amount of time spent is shorter in a way.

I can honestly say the last good game i played was Metal Gear Solid 4 for the PS3 and some others for the PC.

I seen the game examples catered specifically for the female casual gamers. The games are so easy that you dont need even 1% of your brain.Not that its anything wrong,just that its painful to watch cute graphics with simple actions and they are satisfied with that...

I am someday gonna work in that industry,I just hope I am not part of some bastardization of a series.

The same can be said about anime...I hate moe as it causes a series to be dumbed down just for some otakus to enjoy.A little is okay but when lolis start to be omnipotent,act tsundere and have a brother complex OR all girls like one guy for no reason OR the art is cute and some are moey(albeit K-ON),thats where I just stop watching and wish more anime like black lagoon or manga like Akumetsu is out there.I get irritated when my classmates talk about a moe filled anime...just a natural reflex i guess.

Can someone think of a word that means ANTI-POPULAR STUFF?
lets see a trend of popular stuff in Loki's life that he didnt like
1) My Chemical Romance - Hate
2) Harry Potter -Hate
3) Twilight -Hate
Cant think of anymore.

The 7 day trial

2009-04-25T05:43:00.000-07:00

Okay I survived my first week and is here to break down each sub in my opinion.
GADS cant remember what the letters stand for is so far the easiest sub.
DSAG is the most heaviest sub
GRDV is 1/3 of the nightmare that was OOGP
IN3D is the most fun subject but kinda technical too
French had a bad start to it...
Public Speaking is the second most fun.

I had a bad start to French as I came late...and the teacher proceeded to grill me with questions in French..- -;;which was evil.....I hadnt gone to the lecture either so....

Public speaking,the teacher was damm nice and easy to talk to.Are all Americans or British people these fun to talk to?And for once...my god,I got into a conversation with a girl,well alot of them actually.Now I can confirm I am not freaking gay lol.And I sort of am interested in one ^^

Its another year with the same class....which...well I dont really like my class quite frankly.Save for a few people,the rest i would leave them in a burning building if i had a choice.

Since friday is a public holiday,I was suppose to find and attend a makeup class.So far I decided to skip the pub speaking one and attend the french one cause I couldnt find the timetable for that subject.

wow i am getting worse this term ^^;;....
Oh and I have to include this question
Eh Syam,what was the date you got injured?I want buy 4D.Confirm kena.

lately I been reading
Akumetsu
This is how superheros should act instead of think they can make a difference by saving one person at a time.

Yankee-kun to Megane-chan
Her logic is...simply incredible

Ocha something
Learning about tea ceremony is pretty cool

Deadman Wonderland
Something like black lagoon only friendships are more treasured

Deadman was reccomended by Cherily which turned out to be good considering her other reccomendations were....
Yankee-kun was reccomended by some forum member
Akumetsu and Ocha I found myself.

I have watched both Akagi and Kaiji.Akagi is an imba genius while Kaiji is well just plain unlucky.
Akagi could get away with his death match while Kaiji lost his fingers and an ear.The difference was simply Akagi did not panic,did not even entertain that thought while Kaiji panicked when his trick backfired.

A new dawn

2009-04-19T08:17:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow I will finally go back to school.Not that excited but not that dreading it either.
The junior briefing was i dont know,the usual psycho to get you work better to be top 10 or on the director's list,which isnt that motivating to me.There was however new developments like the stipulation where I can skip exam provided I pass the coursework.
The university talk however did get me thinking.It is highly unlikely I would go on to get a degree as....I am not rich to pursue studies abroad provided my current gpa is 2.32 and to apply for local university is atleast a 3.5.....which is impossible.
The same talk too,will lift up your spirits and make you believe that you can do anything,like become the next Kevin Mcnick or take on Erza the titania.

My timetable is....evil.It has long breaks before lectures,so in a way,its tempting you not to go for it.
My CDSes this time were random....I got Public Speaking and French.I will be honest,I choose Japanese as a lower choice primarily because I have lost the reason to learn it....in a way.And of course my friends start to bullshit about french..- -;;Thats why I sought chibi zero's help which proved invaluble.

Thank you Chibi-ed one,you are wise as you are short XD.

I do plan to do better this term and I am starting to work out alittle bit to improve my health.
When Loki is sick,he is sick like terrible sick.So I want to be less pathetic ^^;;

The last week

2009-04-11T11:09:00.000-07:00

I havnt updated in a while cause,since i am at home 90% of the time,there isnt much stories to tell ^^.So i have gathered my thoughts and stories so far.Ah yeah I am sick too.

Lets start with the class chalet,which in my opinion......one of those ideas that seems really nice on paper,but when you actually do it,its like watching a monkey do the square dance.I mean really,in the message they gave you the time to either go there at 10am or 1pm.So one would think those who went there at 10am would have sent up the stuff or start cooking or something.So i went at 1pm,which is actually 3pm because the chalet wasnt open or something.
- -;;

And I had to make the journey into the deep parts of pasir ris which was surrounded by rich bungalows.Only to discover there was a shuttle bus service.And then it rained.And then I had to pay $15 for food which I dare say I could cook better and they havnt even set up a damm thing.
It was bloody boring too.Luckily Zul was there and it alleviated the boredom for a bit.So I and Zul split after an hour or so there.This incident sparked off 2 seperate incidences.

One of the incident is that Zul was suppose to bring his vista recovery disc cause my sis com had crashed.But he forgot.Okay fair enough,I go to his house then.But little did I know,its one of the most time consuming journeys i took on a bus which I could have avoided...^^;;.He lived in Chua Choo Kang,so I took the bus there,after warnings not to take the bus there....and yeah the warnings were not unfounded.It was a 2hr bus trip.The bloody bus keep going around bukit timah.So i managed to finally arrive at his house and stayed abit to transfer stuff.Then I had to go to Haig road cause that's where my sister is living.Oh and I did all of this while wearing my boots cause my cat shoes were sort of damaged.I managed to fix the problem and went home at about 11.30pm.

Another incident is more of a thought rather than an occurance.During the chalet,Rosanne and John were talking about their recent trip to Japan.Of course they would talk about what they encountered and what not.To me though,I would go to japan only for 3 things.That is

1)go to a Yuna Ito or Anna Tsuchiya Concert
2)See sakura flowers
3)See an Iaido tournament or demonstration

Thats it.No trip to akihabara or what ever it is that most people want.Almost everyone who have watched anime would want to go to japan for some unknown reason and they would do what tourist do.Rosanne and John fit in both categories.I agree with what Anthony Bourdain has said.
"Be a traveller,not a tourist"

Another reason is that I already have established because they are one of the most stressful cities to live in,they have also cultivated some of the most disgusting criminals known to man.
Why I say this?read about the schoolgirl encased in cement(type in wiki) case which is about the sickest thing one could do to another,and they are all minors,which the justice system only gave them only 8 years of prison.For gazette fans,their song Taion was a tribute to the girl who had suffered.
As evil as I think I may be,I wouldnt kill even if my survival was at stake.

Faithy had mentioned on my tagboard that we all changed,just look at the years before posts.She's right.My style and thinking process had drastically changed.Its alot more random,matured,and more of my thoughts are able to be worded in a way.I guess this comes with age huh.It slowly shows how I deviated from the mainsteam animes to cult or animes that actually has some moral,issue or social/psychological effects.

Recently I have been readin Bakuman,which I swear is trying to tell me to draw a manga....its like a sign from the dude up there to do something.But its not as if I can draw....or I know a person who can draw much less he/she is willing to pour all the hours and energy into it.I am willing,just that its hard to find a partner thats as passionate as you.

Oh and on the same topic,Bakuman also shows more about the manga making process etc.I didnt know that it was that strainous ^^;;.

I have also been watching Akagi.Its basically an anime about Mahjong.Its pretty good but its quite hard to follow if you havnt been able to play mah jong before.I would love to play but I no no one to teach me how to.Its the first anime also that has no girls at all,which is pretty good considering it was considered a success.

My baking skills are okay to say the least as only my marble cake,which my aunts have tasted,they say its good enough to sell lol.So far my other attempts to make other cakes are well not that successful.Most of the case is either it doesnt rise up or it does rise up,but it falls flat and it doesnt look very appetizing...- -;;
My aunt still doesnt believe I still dont have a girlfriend.Probably cause her son has one and she considers him useless.

Dance with the devil

2009-03-19T17:09:00.000-07:00

I walked through the valley of the shadow of death
and danced with the devil with no regrets

Oh
Just gimme a sign~
let the world fall apart
Just gimme a sign~

taken from kevin rudolph's song

I think this picture pretty much sums up how close and how much luck i have left,if you can see lol.
I escaped taking the sub paper for GMAPS...BARELY.
And now empty-ness

I got no ideas on how to repair my story,cause well its alittle disjointed right now and cant think of a way to tie it back together.Its hugely cause what I thought was awesome back then,didnt really give me the awesomeness later on.So much so I had to change a character's weapons cause his original weapons were too weak.Oh but recently I thought of something awesome.Its called the Hood Of Defiance.It helps the user hold or pass to the user his/her weapons with arms and it comes with a cool emo-ish hoodie.I cant draw it out though.......

I guess I will release the new version by June when people are actually free enough to read it...........................

In any case my sister and her nephew are taking refugee at my house(okay my parent's house) cause she cant stand her mother in law and now is thinking of going back soon.Its been bout 5 days i think.My nephew is pretty smart for a 5 month year old.Although he has a nasty habit of trying to bite everything.Lucky for us,his teeth havnt grown yet,so its just a wet and warm feeling of tongue on skin with his gums clamped on you lol.His name is Aqil i think sp?

Recently I got in touch with Farid.Apparently Syed,according to him has quit his course as he couldnt take it anymore.He's the last person I would have thought of who would quit.Cause he was so sure of himself and was the smartest dude back in my ITE class.I guess I would too,as the older you are,the thoughts of cutting your loses and just going straight to the work world to earn a decent living is always at the back of your mind.

Try finding kevin rudolph's other songs like great escape or welcome to the world as its pretty nice.His most known song is Let it rock which in my opinion shouldnt have lil wayne in it cause he just spoiled the song.....

Crunchyroll now is pay per view for membership?WTH.....It used to be cool...but now I must find a new source to view anime online.Someone suggest something and a few titles to watch.I will try to restrain myself from shooting down what you suggest with extreme prejudice

Burn boredom

2009-03-10T12:23:00.000-07:00

Strangely enough,I was so bored,I actually read what faithy wrote on her blog(usually i just skip past the threatening parts lol).Since she in on the subject on the origins of her sisters etc,lets do mine ^^

In the past i did have a few of this kinds of sisters but in the end,i ended up on the ignore list cause well its only interesting in the beginning and then later it gets boring lol.My mentor,FA even when to the extend of changing his msn and his forum user name.He was at one time,at least i thought was a great friend.I guess those who are left from the SGF era is faithy and zero.I even witness the evolution of Faithy and I am scared lol.Zero-ey,well i think she should be atleast alot taller now.Dark alpha has gotten alot creepier......he apparently been playing too much eroge games.

Oh have I told the story of how I came about using Loki as my nickname?
I came across it reading Matantei Loki Ragnarok.I decided to use it cause I can indentify with the main character.No one knows who you are and you are all alone.Then over the years I decided to stick with it.Only one girl ever called me Loki in public,which was oddly my cousin's girlfriend.She yelled"LOKI!"I and my little sister was like wtf and waved hi.

I am thinking of changing my msn,but its troublesome to re-add people.I want my list to be less cluttered.Maybe revert to my early days M.O. Mr deja Vu lol.Sounds alot more mature and cool.

Okay back to the Boredom of Loki Loki(had no idea what to replace suzumiya)
I am now pretty stressed.The results would be released this thursday.I cant help but to feel that I failed........Roy who may be in the same boat as me also not answering me on msn.I want to sort of talk this out but dun want to talk this to a guy....but the girls in my list are either
1)Crazy
2) Unavailable
3)Cant be bothered
4)will just go oh okay and then ignore.

Yeah sadness is Loki.

If Toh Da Jun calls me,I am going to say."Is your refrigerator running?"lol.

Well atleast life going great for syam,save the least the training of being a CD is tough.He may just become the next Solid Snake.

Due to boredom again,I somehow watched Leah Dizon's music videos.With video,her songs is pretty cute and energetic.Without it,its sort of lost and like there's no identity.I guess she is still finding her own niche,that is her debut album after all.

I watched finish the first season of Eureka.It is great.Has elements of sci-fi,humour and the special effects atleast arent cheap.Who want this can call me and I give it to you somehow.I finished watching reaper but for some reason the torrents on the net is 1-10 for season 1 when its actually 1-17.So i am missing 7 episodes......

Black Lagoon,the current plot is alittle too drawn out for my liking.I have no idea why hotel moscow is now involved and the americans seem too reminisce about ideals alot.Well atleast fabiola is still alive.^^and that kid seriously.Needs.To.Die.

alittle history note

2009-03-05T08:13:00.000-08:00

Before i start my usual mad rantings of the past few weeks,lets start with how this blog began.
This is not my first blog,rather my second one.I made one during my sec 3~4 years as sort of a journal for my english teacher.From there i guess i found myself writing was quite interesting.My first blog named was http://www.lokimasteroftricks.blogspot.com.Dont bother looking it up,its gone lol.I deleted it.The reason why i abandoned that site cause it was too filled with hate and emo stuff.I guess when you are at that age,this sort of phase kicks in.I repicked it up and my this blog during the long O level result period holiday.And here it is,3 years later,still alive.I thank you for being my audience.^^

Soon my ex-classmates would be graduating and enter either work or NS.I am sort of.....feel left behind in the race of life.They may say"Its okay"and stuff,but its not okay.I feel incompetent and other things which i cant exactly describe.Thats why I try to avoid them if possible.

Okay my CMSY exam was a synch so no problems there.The only thing that is worrying me is GMAPS.Roy calculated and told me I atleast need a 44% out of 100 if I got a B for my assignment or 55% out of 100 if I got a C.I am not sure about my assignment and I am pretty sure my exam paper i get less than 44%....The only saving grace is the sup paper which is both math and physics.I dont think I can even pass that.I been dreading phone calls and the sup paper revision is on the 13th.So it means soon,i hope someone wont call me about the sup paper....Worse come to worst, I have to retake the subject...which is not good at all....So yeah I am stressed in a way.

Oh yeah,I met the most paranoid people and its apparently contagious.I went to my local supermarket to buy cheese and a few bottles of pepsi.I reached the counter and saw detergent powder on the counter.Seeing it was just alittle around the area where you place your stuff,I just put my cheese on the area where there is no detergent powder.

Then I got the shock of my life.The philipino woman infront of me shouted"BOY DONT PUT THERE,ITS POISON YOU KNOW!".Then the cashier also joined in so after recovering from my shock,I retracted my cheese and tried to carry two bottles of pepsi at the same time.She even when to the extend of holding her 6 pack of lemon tea over the counter while the cashier scan the thing....- -;;
Later it was my turn to pay.The cashier asked me if i wanted to change for a new one.I said it was okay and she proceeded to wipe my packet of cheese with a dirty wet rag like she was polishing a shoe for the next 2 minutes.I just stood there,stunned lol.I went home and told my mother this and she said they are all crazy.If I have food poisoning,I bet its the rag....- -;;

I finally bought Dawn Of War II and its amazing.I liked the single player campaign which I am almost done...in 3 days.Playing the multiplayer though,feels sort of empty.Its what people describe as the proverbial game of cat and mouse.I bought it cause out of the respect I have for relic,the people who developed the game.

Yuna ito's new song"Trust you"is pretty epic.Somehow its used in the ending of gundam 00 and the most stupid comment has surfaced.
"The long version is different from the short version 0_0"
Dude,people make the long version first then the short version to fit the time space allocated.
And oh yeah,give Kevin Rudolph a try.His songs are pretty nice.And yeah thanx for telling me I dun appreciate music....- -;;

Say I dun want to be in love

2009-02-21T12:25:00.000-08:00

Unlimited Loki Arts

Random,socialess,inquisitive,evil,fool
Those are some masks I don
For no reason or for any reason
What matters is what I gain

No one has been able
To navigate the labyrinth
So deep
So many dead ends.

That is Loki

My heart was murdered
My feelings erased
Friends for now are tools of life

Nothing more,Nothing less
Mercenary,but that has always been the way

Is this the fate of the one
No one remembers his acts
No one remembers his birthday
No one remembers to ask him out

Is this the fate of the one

Err that's random stuff I just thought off. Its sort of the same with most people with the feeling why no one has understood you or etc. I'm not a very good poet or have good English for that matter.
And for some reason I can sing it out....0_o....

And apparently sometime ago,they celebrated suhendi's birthday which was cool to me.But the fact that Izzati had to bring it up and say she forgot to ask me if I was coming really stung.It was better if she never told me - -;;.It sorts of reminds me of how i was in the group.I was an outsider looking into the box everyone was in.Although she did give a weird vibe.I dont know if thats just the way she is talking online or something.I dont find myself an enjoyable person to talk to.Too many philoshipcal random thoughts in my mind.

Monday would be the last exam for semester 1.CMSY.Looks like I got to burn the midnight oil again.

I am abit concerned with my situation.My GMAPS paper is currently something like russian roullette. I could answer the first question and maybe the last question. 2 and 3 were alittle......wild card. I hav a feeling i may fail that paper, so a sub is maybe in question. Now that brings me to the question, is doing a sub paper enough to make me pass the whole subject?or did my assignment do enough?. Currently I think its I have to do the sub,I just hope a pass would pass the whole subject. I think its that cause I failed my term test which was 30% and my assignment wasnt that stellar. Roro thinks otherwise but I really dont know. I really did study, just that I forgot some stuff during the paper.

I am currently working on how to draw in photoshop.With any luck,you would get to see atleast a face of a character from LEgaCY(Yes I havnt forgotten my writing).I realise that you cant write something after seeing something awesome cause it would seem really cool at that time,but later on it would suck and leave plot holes.I did earlier want to make a small trailer with flash but i figured i get around this drawing thing first.So far drawing eye is a pain due to I having a sucky mouse pad....- -;;

It also sucks that faithy,zero-ey and A7X-ey are busy with being sec 4 and all. I would be really honest with you,if you have faithfully done practices for the past 8 months,O level is nothing,dun even need to study.

I got no one to read my stories and be a grammar nazi(Looking at you A7x-ey).
I was thinking of penning down my family history.I can safely assure you,if you thought that nonya show was awesome,You aint see nothing yet.Its as epic and its as long as the days of our lives drama(Its not on channel 5 anymore).

On the subject of sucky mouse pad,I recently went to vivocity's challenger to find a mouse pad,but I could not find one...0_o....no one use mousepads anymore?are they extinct?

On another note,my sis came over with her child earlier.She came cause she wanted to escape her mother in law.Seems the women in my family have the same probs no matter what generation lol.Its really interesting to see how a child gets aware and learns.His name is Aqil(spelling i think) and is only bout 3-4 months.He's pretty active and could be the next Danish.Danish is the smartest 2 year old i know.Seriously he could practically talk to you and he can pick up words fast...which is a bad thing ^^;;.I havnt seen him in a while cause each time i come over,he's either somewhere else or sleeping.

On a sadder note,my aunt's shop has been having bad business.From my view,its because it's location is its prime problem.Its virtually unseen,low human traffic,high rent,the fact that a seafood stall is at end where most people are walking pass(sort of a deterent) and its plagued with probs .These probs which i dont know true or not.Apparently the previous prata man used a black supernatural thingy to make his business better.After my aunt took over,this prata man worked with her for awhile before upping and leave.After he left,it seems like the business left with him.So my aunt consulted my father's friend to do a good supernatural thingy to boost business but has no luck.Dont ask me about the supernatural part,I dont full understand either.

Now there's a shop at hougang and they all plan to go there instead.Which is bad for me and my mother cause its damm....bloody.....far.

My friend told me"You arent an anime fan"
I just replied "I am the anti anime fan anime fan"LOL
I hate all things moe....period

Recently have been finding songs by Abingtion Boys school(I finally got around to them cause of the sweetest coma was awesome),Gazette(I didnt know they were awesome,but some songs were a miss to me,they shouldnt rap) and now finding base ball bears(They have the electrico sound but they sound better)and angelo(used to be Pierrot,which i only know 1 song from them).Currently looking into LM.C but the only song i liked so far is juliet.

The GodSent

2009-02-10T10:10:00.000-08:00

Its been close to a month since i last blogged.Been busy with assignments and been on a holiday during the chinese new year.

Just got news that i failed my OOGP lab test.The good thing is my assignment 1,whats left of my lab test and the term test marks provided salvation provided i atleast get a D for my assignment 2.So teacher denied me of a last ditch effort to save me and instead ask me to focus on the assignment.

IDES,i think i should manage to pass as although i screwed up the color scheme,it atleast looks good.

The wildcard here is GMAPS.I and my partner have no clue on how to go about doing it and its due this friday,along with the intensive assignment 2 OOGP..- -;;

I am more or les finished with my digital story,am thinking of showing it to ms jenny before exporting it to a movie file.It seems kinda funny to me and i sound like a china man lol(No offence).

I realise that I am pretty weak in coding as I rely on friends and references to code.Thats why during the holidays,i plan to seek out the dummies guide to C++ coding to atleast lessen my suffering if I make it to year 2.It has been hell and so far I always managed to scrape through.I atleast want to improve me already pathetic GPA....i predict it would drop to a solid 2 or even worse.

Currently about 25% done with OOGP and I got a presentation tomorrow.To give myself a recap,I so far managed to redo everything,got player,enemy,items,weapons to work and the state machine is about 1/3 done as some minor giltches as my items not showing and i dont know how to code the clear screen.Whats left is the attack system which I have an idea on how to do,just dunno how to implement.Hope tomorrow someone would guide me and help me along the way.

Its hell,but i believe if I make it through this and get a gaming job,I want to revive games that dont need to be graphically beautiful and are story rich.Like the Legacy of kain series or threads of fate.Playing it again btw.The music is enough to bring me back memories.Just that cause I already know what happen,its spoiling it for me.

Sigh....i wish I was alot stronger cause I am tired most of the time....

burning a hole with ice

2009-01-14T12:08:00.000-08:00

Good news,you remember the test that i thought i got 0?
Well i got 9 instead lol. It still constitutes a fail so...>_>.

I nearly passed my OOGP by 1.5 marks and results for CMSY will be known soon.

So far i guess i can code...mediocrely.The tutorial questions usually i am able to do the frame but i dont know how to go about coding the answer.....maybe its because although i know what it is,i dont know what to do with it.In any case the pass 2 weeks has been slack cause the dictator of "north korea" was away due to open house and this week for some unknown reason. Although slack,I do prefer Mr Ng's teaching as its quite relaxed and wont get railed at if you cant code.....

Suddenly Everyone in class is down with the Left 4 dead craze. Its funny cause i got the game like a month ago and even played it in class,but no one bothered.

I even had a weird dream where I am a survivor and lead my group to safety.I think in an event of a zombie apocalypse,Asia would die first cause we cant get firearms that easily.Atmost I would just stay in my house and tide it over.....but there also the chance of the country getting blown to oblivion.

The recent attacks of Israel on Palestine has really got me thinking.What could motivate a country to go as far as attack another country and not allowing a ceasefire for humanitarian aid.Whats more the more powerful member of the UN protection group,the US refuse to do anything.I just hope and pray it gets resolved fast.War is never good as all sides lose.

Syam has finally gone into the dreaded NS.Lets take a minute to pray for his safety and give condolances to him for the suffering he may encounter.
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Lol if i didnt go poly,I would have been in there earlier than Syam.Ah well I hope he has made lots of friends and having the time of his life.I havnt recieved any news of him so maybe he
MIA?

Recently watched the movie,Resident Evil Degeneration.Its the most true to the game series than the movie versions.But its somewhat illogical in somemeans and could use more personality.Its been what 3 years since the raccon city incident and people are still approaching dead looking people.....- -;;.Claire Redfield...oh man damm she's cool and her outfit is hot lol.
Leon looked like he could use a tan....and a does of happy lol.

I am forever hungry but if you give me a drink,it will kill me....what am i?

This is new year

2009-01-02T08:19:00.000-08:00

And so a new year rolls in

Havnt had a comment since last month,everyone must be busy....

Abit unsure about this year.Not really expecting anything or have a resolution.

Maybe finally getting my driver's license this year.But have to take baby steps again as I havnt drove for 6 months and I forgot some vital steps.

If I am not wrong,this is year 3 of the so called "in 5 years time,i would go see you" promise.Lol to those who know what I am talking about,you can call me crazy.To those who dont know,you can laugh at me.I remembered cause,I guess I didnt get any form of closure.

My little sister is secondary 1 now,so its even more of a headache for me.I am not exactly the best brother in the world and I guess I may be a candidate for the worse,but I am trying...alittle.

My laptop has been freezing....recently.So am alittle freaked out about this as I may have done unrepairable damage or something.I started to backtrack the problem by uninstalling recent games like Prince of Persia(Sadly) and Magna Carta(the translation patch i messed up).

On the bright side,Dawn of War II is coming out in febuary so I am alteast excited for that.

This post is short as well...Lazy

The feedback

2008-12-22T11:17:00.000-08:00

Its been close to 3 weeks since i last posted.I been busy and well i am tired both physcially and mentally.

Cutting long story short,I will get zero for my GMAPS paper.I did study and well i guess its not a matter of knowing how to use the stuff you know,its knowing how to apply it well and knowing what the question wants.I would have to get an A for both my assignment and Exam to even pass.
Thats one obstacle.

Another bomb was when the same day I took the GMAPS paper,I recieved news that my assignment for OOGP was unsubmitted.My blood really....ran cold as I already screwed up one subject,I cant afford to screw up another one.So I verified this and consulted with a few people on what to do.I sent an email to my teacher,which I think he is on vacation.So after 3 days of waiting,I sent another email to the supposed teacher who was grading the assignment.Soon enough he replied and requested the assignment to be sent via email.Now you must be wonderinf,what is the big deal now.

The big deal is that I already deleted the files containing all my assignment stuff.So i got nothing.I have to start over again.

So within 24hrs I had to come up with a 2 new set of codes and a report.Luckily enough my code was similar to a friends so I borrowed his codes for reference and for some reason there was a beta version of my code somewhere.

First time I coded something faster than I play dota lol.In the end I did submit and he replied it was recieved,so thats another thing out of the way.

Currently my mind is tired and my spirit is low.Its hard to kid yourself and tell yourself that you can do it and perserve etc.Thats how I get through tough times.Keep telling yourself that its not that bad and just perserve and soon enough it will blow over.But sometimes I cant help but to think God is dropping hints like this isnt your thing and you should just give up.

In any case happy news now.My good friend Rauf is getting married on the april of 2010.I am happy for him and made me think its so fast that time passed.It was only like 7 months ago that we last saw each other and he's already progressing in life by alot.He's 24 btw.He has a decent technician job at some hotel.My other friend Faizal TZM is also there.Jufree by now would be in NS.Its funny that you only miss the good times only when it has really passed or you no longer see the person.I guess my time in ITE wasnt a waste afterall and it did help unjade my eyes to certain things.

Seen 1 of faithys cosplay pic.Cant say thats her best.Maybe its because she was suppose to be a character that I dislike lol.I couldnt be there in person as I am finacially strapped due to the holidays.

I am now left with only 1 week of holidays.Sigh

Oh I recently come across a new drama series burn notice.Its quite nice.About a spy out of a job and using his skills for random jobs lol.The myth about using compressed air to break a lock is true.

Currently I am reading the Yatsuugin Ninja scrolls.Its the sequel to Basilisk.The only thing that I have a gripe about is its female versus male now.And the female's ages is 15 at most and the male is the most sadistic lots you will ever see in any manga besides majin tantei neuro.What I like is despite the female not having ninja skills or powers,they somehow manage to kill 1 of the seven male ninjas,I only read up to that cause they only translated up to that.But stiil,I prefer Basilisk.It reminds me of why I like Rurouni Kenshin.

I havnt seen any anime as........unless they animate fairy tale,i cant be bothered to watch anything now.

Lastly,Dawn of wat II will be out febuary next year.Cant wait.I will buy it and toss dota oneside lol.

METAL BOXES

2008-12-01T09:44:00.000-08:00

When I first started blogging about 3 years ago,I didnt think it would last this long.
I guess its a sort of autobiography of myself as I tend to forget some of the precious moments of my life.

I thought I was a weird person to begin with.But turns out there are even more weird people out there(Not meaning it in a bad way).Why they decide to have a so called split persona is beyond me.And the disorder of having split personalities is still being debated whether is a legit medical condition.

This week is assignment week as every subject for some reason decided to have the deadline on the same week..- -;;I managed to barely scrap through OOGP and IDES was okay.OOGP had to have some help but the question 2 I could do most of the stuff so I guess thats a redeeming point.
Only left CMSK which I have no idea what I am suppose to do and CMSY.

Father have been having bad coughs lately and sometimes he gets nausea cause of it.I hope its nothing serious.His medical report was slightly okay.My hope is that both my parents atleast gets to enjoy life alittle before their batteries run out.

I think age has a factor in watching anime.I say this cause I can no longer even stand to watch 1)moe
2) loli
3)tsundere types
4)combination of 1,2,3
5)Overexaggearated actions being used alot
6)mindless
I shot down every show my otaku-loli friend gave and even challenge his concept of what is a loli.
I think I was where he is now 2 years ago where I thought Tsubasa Chronicles is the saddest thing ever and love was some kind of force and would watch anything.

But I guess I wisen up and learnt that there is no such thing as love.The french created the word to mask the primal emotion of lust and catch the prey.(Learnt this from watching Reaper lol).

Sadly enough my choices have gone down to 2,Kurozuka and Casshern Sins.Dont plan to continue Toradora as well,I lost interest.DUN DUN DUN

Recently I read Basilisk as I heard it was good.It wasnt only good.Its what ninjas should be like.
Ninja techniques arent killing tools,they just help you achieve it.The sword still is in play.
Ninjas are merciless.
They are suicidal lol.
The ending is quite sad though as Genmonosuke didnt get to see Oboro before she died.I liked Oboro cause she stood her ground despite her clan kept pressuring her to kill Genmonosuke.
Tenzen is a bastard though lol.

Guze no Tomogara

2008-11-20T12:43:00.000-08:00

I am a vampire/zombie.....literally.

During the day,the rate i take in audio information is so slow,i usually misinterpret what people are saying lol.
And everyday after coming home from school,I go to sleep until 12pm where i roam the internet and go back to sleep at 3-5am.

By the way,was pleasantly surprised that someone I know made it through to October intake,which was Hermi.Although he's an engineering course,knowing someone is on the same level as me does makes me feel better.

Another surprise was although my GPA is 2.55,I am in the top 10 of my class.Believe me,the first thing I was was,"sure or not" lol.

The first real hurdle is OOGP assignment which I sort of 1/8 completed.The other half of the assignment is pretty........doable just that I have no idea how to put it down into code and it took 4 brains to even come up with the interface...- -;;

Oh,my elder sister,her husband and her child is staying with me for a temporary 2 weeks.I admit at the beginning i did object to it,but I guess my forgiving nature just gave way.They even somehow fixed my internet/tv problem.

DMC is too short,they should make more.I need more RAPE.
Getting lazy to watch Toradora cause its starting to get more and more...i dont know what the word.
Kurozuka is getting awesome,and still pretty confusing.
Jigoku Shoujo Mitsuganae episode 5 is plausible,just that its stupid..- -;;

Been reading another 2 mangas.
One is Skyhigh,which is something like hell girl,only more fair.
The other is Jackals which is like black cat only more gorey-er.

I am finding more and more than I absolutely cant stand moe.I prefer real people.
Evidence is when my friend was watching kannagi and rosario vampire and i keep going"That is so annoying man" and their whines and tsudere-ness kept me twitching to close the video player.

So who'se here with me?

Finally

2008-11-05T08:14:00.000-08:00

Currently having alot of stuff to deal with and my timetable is the most evil one concocted ever.

Today I volunteered to go basically tell stories to kids.Didnt know TP hostel had a kindergarden in it.
Was a very fun experience.The kids were very active and kept interupting my story lol.So I just went along what they were trying to tell me.I even had an encore lol.I had difficulty trying to explain the emotion shocked though.

Its times like this that reminds me that as you grow up and know more things,the harder it is to find what really makes you happy and you have to constanly worry where you will be a few years down the road.
This brings me to another incident.I think he's my senior of my same course and he was explaning that our course is the worse one in IT cause no one can fix what is the prevalent problem which I dont understand what it actually was.Based on his claims and views,I say he's alittle conceited,biased and sore as it sounds very personal and logically thinking,how else are you gonna teach a gaming course?lol.From my understanding of a company,although you are influential,you cant go around telling people to screw TP over cause its not beneficial to the company,that is even they give you the time of their day and its even more worse since he uttered..

"Microsoft"

The ultimate evil lol.

I am increasingly getting lethargic and tired.I guess its due to sleeping less than 8 hrs each day.I cant help it cause its a habit and if i try to sleep early,I may end up not being able to sleep anyway.

A classmate in my class has been telling people to go buy dead space.He mentioned it to me and I said I will think about it.He just shot pussy at me...- -;;.Cant be blamed as he probably never played the original slient hill or F.E.A.R before.I can assure you,slient hill will make you not want to advance from the spot you are standing in the game lol.Still get the creeps from those blue ghost like babies.....><.

recently uncovered another gem,DMC or Detroit Metal City.Came across this after there were some pictures of it over 4chan and a classmate was talking about it.I never though someone could take a music genre like death metal and make it funny without knowing a thing about metal.

The recent episodes of casshern was great although it seems he gets a little emo-ey every now and then.But then again,you caused the world to be reduced to nothing,cant be caring about only rainbows and butterflys right.

toradora is nice,although my fear is slowly coming true....cmon man,atleast make a love anime that the leads dont fall for each other.

Kurozuka is still alittle hard to understand due to its not specifying which is a flashback and no background info.Its still a great show though.Lots of blood.Khorne would be pleased.

Swampped

2008-10-23T08:36:00.000-07:00

This term is officially hell term for me as the learning curb has been kicked up a notched and i must atleast focus and study the stuff that i am learning as they are heavy as hell.I am starting to get scared that I am fall behind as even though I learn fast,technical stuff like maths,I take a longer time to fully understand.I do have second thoughts from time to time like I should have went to an engineering course instead of this one.It is hard and sometimes convicing yourself that you can do it wears you down.

My fridays are no longer free as CDS have taken its place and i am now down to two rest days.
My CDS is The Powerful Art of Storytelling,which alot of people seem to underestimate...- -;;
Frequent puns are "so the whole time are you just going to tell stories?"
Yeah fits me well as I am a human sound effect machine lol.

I would have to cut down on my lazy-ness i guess,its a hard habit to kick actually lol.I miss waking up at 3pm everyday and just lazy infront of the tv until night comes.

My aunt have decided to cut her losses and close down the stall in the coming months as they are taking in great losses each month.Its a pity though as its quite interesting to have someone you know in the food business.The main reasons the stall isnt making money is because
-Bad location,the stall is hidden at a corner
-Bad fengshui,the stall is beside the toliet
-Bad timing-they opened a few weeks before the fasting month so they couldnt make enough to tide them over
An alternative is that they operate in the morning while someone else operate at night.I just suggested they find a factory canteen.

Jufree asked some questions about the ps3 as he plans to buy one soon.Even though I own one,i didnt really tell him to go buy it as my taste is different from him.Right now the market is filled with FPSes which will entertain the normal user.I am just pissed at the lack of solid rpgs for the PS3.I have already lost faith in Square-enix as for the pass 4 years,all they did was milk the FF7 series..- -;;
What about threads of fate or brave fencer musashi?Those were the classics fans ACTUALLY
want to be remade or a sequel.

October is truly the magical month for anime as I found another gem.Kurozuka.I loved the first episode.Nice clean bloody fights and kuromitsu held her severed arm with her mouth and finishing off someone with the other was strangely gratifiying.The second episode was confusing as it didnt flow nicely and one couldnt tell which is a flashback.

Seethers are a nice band.Listen to fake it and rise above this truly hits home to those who have fallen from grace and is struggling to get back up.

head feels like water flowing like a wave on a sunday

2008-10-12T11:47:00.000-07:00

I am still sort of sick when typing all this.

I did mean to go on saturday.But unfortunately I feel sick on friday onwards and its the weirdess sick kind of sick that I had.

Friday knight I feel weak so I took febs and went to sleep.Couldnt sleep the whole night.After the sleep effect of the pills wore off my head was like a radio station.

Before I go on,I got this weird sort of insommia.If I think alot before I sleep,my mind end up going on and on while my body sleep.They are like seperate entities so to speak.Its like my eyes are asleep and my body is still,yet I can still think lol.

The morning that I was suppose to go,my sister noticed my hands were hot and so was my forehead and neck.Funny thing was....it didnt felt hot to me.I touched my forehead a few times but it felt normal to me.Tried to get a thermometer.......but since the government has stop issuing free ones,cant get one.So i just doused my head with cold water which on me head....didnt feel very cold...lol.Anyways had to clean the house so loki soldiered on until mother called and got me to the doctor.

I think the doctor was at a loss lol.So he just gave me something for sorethroat,blocked nose and cant remember the other one.

I only went to sleep at 1am cause of other house work and someone came.
The next day,my throat feels like there are knives in them..- -;;

My holiday now is down to 7 days....which I dont want it to end cause I want to slack forever.The next term would be more evil and I just hope I got enough brains to pull it together and pull my gpa up slowly bit by bit.My gpa is 2.55,so if i do good the next term,it should be about 2.81 maybe?.Oh and that gpa isnt a good gpa - -;;.It was a miracle that I passed maths with a D+ grade.I guess the next term I got to study more and keep games/doujin/funny material at bay.

Oh and the parternal units have made up which is good.

Read a classmate's blog and he mentioned he isnt typing what he feels into his blog cause he knows if that person reads it,she would be hurt.

Hmmmmmmm,dont tell her you got a blog in the first place?(*crowds laugh*)

and how come my blog isnt on the class blog.Maybe its too haiku-ish for the normal person

What you read here is as real to what I feel and experience as it gets although I cant blog some stuff cause I dont know how to put it to words or too irrelevant to mention.
And no I still got no girl in my heart.

There was 1 anime that drew my attention by just looking at it.Thats Casshern Sins.
The op song is cool but the opening cinematics explain nothing lol.From what I gather,its a remake from the 70s version and is different from the live action movie version.Even saying his name is addicting.

Another one that I anticipated was toradora.I guessed it turned out good except its going way faster.They completed 11 chapters of the manga in 2 eps and they cut out the dance your way to the seat part.I hope for one thing though.That taiga and ryuuji dont end up with each other but their targeted pair instead.Cause if that happens,it would be way to cheesy and cliche for me.The way things are looking though,its doesnt bode well for me lol.

Seriously people,go watch the soup on youtube.For some reason singapore cant get that show on E! entertainment channel.He makes fun of other shows and the celebirty culture.

Again

2008-10-05T01:24:00.000-07:00

Just when you thought things are getting better,the dude up there slams the brakes and your life grinds to a halt again.

This by far is the worst hari raya ever.Period.The first day,we didnt go anywhere.Parents are fighting again.Mostly cause of my father's indecisive-ness.The second day,well I thought my parents have made up but no.Because we(me,my sister and mother)forgot to ask for forgiveness before we left home,he was pulling a long face as we went out and didnt say anything.My mother got upset and went home half-way through....

- -;;

The next day,father proceeded to lecture me and question my religion etc....- -;;
Its not that I didnt want to ask for forgiveness,which was the tradition of hari raya.Its that the whole"not celebrate it thing" in the first place got me confused on what I should do and my parents fighting didnt help me.My father also apparently hasnt forgiven me over the driving incident as well.The weekends were very long for me as he was at home and it felt like a ticking time bomb.I cant even really sleep in peace.

I think I may have to accept the reality that my parents arent going to last long together.

Also got me thinking that if i got married one day,will i be like this?I certainly hope not.

Verdandi sent me a the yearly message of asking me to go on the yearly hari raya outing.I dont know how to respond to that exactly.

Havnt been online cause mother is sleeping outside and I am not comfortable using the com with someone beside me lol.

Someone please send me some girls or something cause I could use some company lol.

Another road

2008-09-29T10:10:00.000-07:00

In the dimness that shrouds.....
One line simply pierces through the darkness and brings on the light

Jigoku Shojo Mitsuganae

Hell yeah man lol.

I admit I was skeptical that they couldnt and shouldnt do a third season.But I guess they found a way to pull it off.Ai seems to still play a role,but I dont know...she is supposed to be dead dead.

Went to Johore for the weekends.Parental units are not at war so all is good in the world.
Bought 2 t-shirts.And I never thought I would buy a striped T-shirt....
After being driven around in taxi's there and looking at the road conditions.I say you got to be quite skilled to drive there.Many potholes,people dont give signals,cut through lanes like being chased by cops.I hope in future I dont drive there...- -;;

I missed the F1 thing.I am quite a fan of the F1,just that I dont fancy the whole race around the same lap for 90 rounds kinda thing.Been following it since I was a kid since they cancelled monster trucks on tv lol.Am a fan of Michael schmumacher and now a fan of lewis hamilton and kimi raikonen.It takes alot of skill to drive fast and handle the car well.

Been listening to rev theory.Hell yeah is great.

Somewhere on the internet,Loki converses....

Judging from the amout of zerozaku etc etc etc,I would guess that Code Grass has ended?
Yeah it has ended dude,where have you been?
Err...its not my cup of tea and I dont acknowledge its existance?
lol then somethings wrong wif u dude since many do

well the main reason i dont like mainstream stuff is that,usually it tends to become something that i hate.The propaganda machine.Fans would rave why its the best thing since sliced bread.Thats why I hate the melancoly of Suzumiya haruhi.It was good.Fans turn it into....- -;;
Haruhi-ism etc.

Yet again

2008-09-25T09:38:00.000-07:00

Been roaming around for a nice blog skin,found one...but ultimately too lazy to make the transition.

Lol everyone has atleast changed their skins.Even weirder is Zafirah who changed the add of her blog like 6 times this year before finally moving on to live journal.

5 more days and fasting would end.The most challeging thing for me is to control sleep and thirsty-ness lol.But its not a great time for mother cause she works and have to prepare pre-dawn eating stuff.As a result she is more cranky than usual.My father is no better and both have gotten into another cold war...again.Thats like the 3rd time this month alone.

Mother have ranted on how she wished her elder brother let her drown in the past instead letting her live and suffer all this torture.She added on about how all malay husbands are all good for nothing but getting angry and insensitive to their wives(really,not kidding here)examples are my auntie and my auntie's daugther.She proceeded to push my buttons on how other my cousin defended his mother and that i wasnt doing the same.I just kept quiet.I did not want any part of this thing as well,i dont like to take sides as in the end,both parties stand to lose.She eventually snapped out of it.She is currently now down with the flu and father not talking to her.- -;;
At this point,I guess I am the only one sane in the family.

Another 5 days,would be hari raya also.But for my house,it isnt.Due to my actions of my elder sister,my parents have been disheartened to celebrate it this year.Although I can tell they are wavering about that decision but alas,nothing can be done.

The last five post has been filled with unhappy stuff,lol.I wonder how long before all of this tides over.Even I,cant stay positive forever.

Its at this time that I feel truly alone.

Nah I havnt gone emo lol,just well bothered and down

Lets dance the mariachi

2008-09-18T08:56:00.000-07:00

The holidays.
It does your brain and body bad.
Brain go mushy and body go lazy.

Danish has got to be the smartest 2 year old kid i know.For a two year old,he can already
-know people's names
-imitate people's actions
-recognize stuff
-can say what he thinks(not entirely or in full sentences)
He's fun to play with,but the kid runs around like an energizer battery and likes to go out for walks.He also grown heavier haha.His father still scares me though ^^;;

Recently I watched a show on Discovery travel and living,and the host went to japan to eat the world's most expensive steak,the Kobe Steak.Along the way he went into a Maid cafe.After watching the maid cafe and what they do inside,lol made me think how much of non anime fan i am.They play games like simon says and etc.The girls there also were like told to be extra cute.
Now I realised,how much of a non-non anime fan I am lol.I dont like stuff like moe.I dont follow main stream titles and I am still scared of cosplayers ^^;;.I think I would fear faithy more now than ever lol.

Yuna Ito's newest single "Miss you" is the perfect song for valentine's day in my opinion.Her song breeziin is catchy and will have you singing along.Too bad this singer isnt well recognized here despite one of the Superband contestants using her song,"Truth".She was 6th in the most princess-like and best suited for bridal wear lol.

sorry short.Cause i havnt been going out of the house alot due to fasting month.
Loki is tha Lazys

More Le sigh

2008-09-13T09:05:00.000-07:00

After the circuit lesson on thursday,It was very clear to me.

I had no chance in hell of even passing the test.

So I had to make the decision of postponing the test.The uncle didnt tell me to prepare another $175 for car rental anyway and I didnt have the money.

This didnt set well with my father at all.My mother told him about this over the phone.And when he came home,he just said"All his hopes has been dashed" and didnt even eat dinner.

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Yeah his rather upset by this change.He hasnt spoken to me in a while.Alot less than usual.
Believe me,if I even had a small chance to pass the test,I would have tried.But it was simply impossible.The uncle even said even more terrible stuff like"You better not take the test ah you,waste money."I dont know.It was just my second lesson(circuit wise) there.I now know how Rezza manage to get so many demerit points.I think I am going to find another instructor to revise what I have learnt.My problem areas seem to be just parking and being more alert.

My exam results were.....less than stelllar.I got Bs,and alot of Cs and a D for math.The only positive thing is that I dont have to retake my maths paper(I think).And my GPA is now 2.55 and I tell you,GPAs are the hardest thing in the world to raise when it has gone down.

And yes,Loki feels like he has to bang his head against something like titanium.Maybe adamantium.

Overall,This year sucks for me.I just want this year to finish quickly.I feel that I am the only sane one in the family or maybe Insane beyond reason lol.

My elder sister been trying to patch up with my mother.I knew my mother would forgive her in time as all mothers forgive their children no matter what they do.My father,I think is afraid to do so as he doesnt want to get sucker-ed in for another dissappointment i think.

Oh yeah,Zero for asked my address.Dont know what its for(cant remember).Hope she doesnt get it wrong like the last time.

There been so much depressing things this month..- -;;,I just wish for something good to happen.

Stressed

2008-09-10T09:37:00.000-07:00

Today had my first lesson in the ubi circuit.....

It didnt go down so well.It was difficult to focus on what to do cause I was at a loss and I cant remember exactly what I am supposed to do,including my left and right - -;;.It doesnt help also that the uncle keep railing at me what to do.I am fasting too btw so my reaction and memory would be alot weaker.I cant think also with people breathing down on me.My head felt like an over-heated CPU.

And then he said

"You're the worst.You drive confirm accident.Dangerous"

- -;;....that isnt exactly the thing i need with my test just 2 days away.And now I am stressed like I never been stressed before.Not even the O levels.I dont think I can pass my TP test on friday.....I got no confidence.I drive too slow and yet still makes mistakes...amatuer,first day learn driving mistakes.Now I know why some people give up driving entirely after their first try.I have another two lessons,gonna see how tomorrow goes.....le sigh
If you are thinking of learning driving,think twice.....IT WILL SCAR YOU FOR LIFE lol.

The release of my exam results does not help me either as I can honestly believe that I failed my maths and I probably must take the Supplementary paper next week.Well there goes my daily game room privilages.

In times like this,even Loki can get down and currently feels like smashing his head against something.I guess thats why I blog in the first place.Cause there is no one for me to talk to about all this things in the first place and no girlfriend to vent/throw stuff at lol.

Recently heard an unerving tale about a close shave my father had at work.There was an explosion and something blocked the debris from the explosion,that was in front of him.My father had a fair share of accidents throughout the years,like leg fracture and finger fracture.Kinda makes me regret pursueing higher education and not work to help support family.

Over the years,my father's temper has caused much misunderstadings and problems.And over the years,I guess my mother is starting to feel tired putting up with it.I can understand that she feels under-appreciated and everyone just dump chores on her.And recently my father have been flaring up often and there will be cold wars for a period of time between my father and mother.I dont like this but,I cant really do anything about it.I figure they have about another 2-3 years together maybe.

The main cause of it is the cause of every working class citizen out there,Money.The plan was my elder sister was to support the family now and my parents can take it easy.But thats not the case.The lack of money causes overworked parents,which flare up alot and dont communicate.

wow

2008-09-04T10:40:00.000-07:00

Wow,am surprised this year that no wishes for me this year?lol I must be seriously pathetic..- -;;

In any case,no presents this year again cause there has been an increased number of driving lessons due to my TP test being just next week.Atleast I got cake,although I made no wish.
On the topic of presents......well in my life I hardly got any from friends cause I guess I am not close enough or matter enough in their life to get one.One of the nicer ones I got was a few years back,the card Zero gave me.That was the nicest present I got from a friend.My aunt no longer gives stuff cause I guess she no longer knows me well and usually gives me money.

Jufree msged me today,wishing about the fasting season and got into a small chat.Found out he is working at DHL at tanjong pagar and would be enlisting to NS at the end of the year.He's one of the guys that to me knows what is important in life and is working hard to achieve it.

Only in hardship,will you ever discover what is important and that will drive you to go for greater things.

Another guy was Faizal TZM.TZM is the name of a motorcycle.He works two odd jobs and still goes to school,although not so often.He is often tired when I see him.Listening to his stories,he used to race and drink,but came to his senses and is now supporting his family.He even has scars over his arms.What was cool was his still took it easy.

And then I come to poly,and I am re-exposed to young minds who worry about nothing other than exams and how much their life sucks.- -;;

I guess once you gone to the lowest of low,the highest peak doesnt seem so bright after all.

I recently bought Siren:New Translation and it is seriously,a hard game.Its hard due to
1)The zombies/Shibitos dont die....they just get up about a few minutes later and they will hunt you down with weapons.
2)It is quite dark to see stuff sometimes
3)You will die if you dont have a weapon.The chapters where you play as a Kid sucks therefore.
What was cool was there is a blog connected to the game.Its for promotional purposes as its not updated at all.The game is scary as heck as usually its hard to spot shibitos and the not dying thing.

I realise that in dota,my skills are lower than the AIs...and they are stupid to begin with.I am thinking of stop playing it as I cant get any better.A recent game against a friend revealed just that.
Come to think of it,I was never good in any online game.....maybe Dawn of War but I got no one to really go against.

Continuation of a dream

2008-08-29T13:44:00.000-07:00

At long last,its holiday for me.No more events to help out or exams which depressed the hell out of me.I have no idea what i will be doing during the holidays,but i think it would involve a heck lot of doing useless things and maybe continue my story after about a 3 months hiatus.And also its the fasting month so I cant be "seeing" evil things....- -;;

I realized the story that i write would be something like the book in the movie "The number 23"(it was an okay movie,just lacked suspense in the right places).It will only be known to me and only I will know what if could have been and of its existence.Of course,I would not give up on it.I would just continue to write,maybe it will ease my soul or something.

To be frank,MGS4 is the last game i bought and that was like 3 months ago and I am dying of boredom.I do want to buy Siren:Blood curse but again,cash is an issue.What I notice so far,the PS3 or rather,consoles of this generation are sorely lacking good RPG games or adventure games for that matter.I compared this to Brave fencer Musashi,that I am replaying using an emulator on my laptop.People just dont make games like that anymore I guess.

I recently visited an ex-ITE classmate of mine's blog,and she seems to be in a dilemma.I havnt really understood her situation but seems quite dire.I wanted to talk further to find out more but yeah she's busy and such.My exam papers,cant say I would do well for them.I think I may fail the maths paper,until now I dare not check whether or not I answered the questions right and accumulated enough marks to pass.I admit,I did played more than practice and study so its my own fault that it has come to this.

oh look,peanuts*goes over and eats peanuts*

My TP driving test is about 2 weeks away,and I still havnt finished learning all the lessons and revised.The uncle is fully booked so its harder.I have two lessons with him next week,although its unclear how long each lesson would take.I assume if would be more than 2 hours so I asked in advance the parental unit to set aside atleast $100.Cant say that I am confident to pass,but I think I drive good enough.

I came across this manga series called Tora Dora.And sure enough,I like it.....alot.When it comes to anime or manga,I am rather picky.I will not choose mainstream titles as usually they are popular for nothing or destined to have fillers every 3 episodes.Thats why when lets say my classmates discuss about whether or not akaitsuuki will capture naruto or whether lenalee would grow a ponytail again or lelouch would finally realize that he is an emo glam boy,my screensaver wallpaper would pop up on my face.Its even more worse when guys talk about some new ecchi anime.....which I have no interest at all.
Its to the point where I actually question myself if I am an anime fan at all lol.

Back to Tora Dora,its about a dude who have menacing eyes and people normally mistake him for a gangster.Its the start of a new term(isnt it always the start of a new term..- -;;) and he bumps into the legendary "palmtop tiger",Taiga Aisaka.Fast forward alittle,they realise they like each other's best friend and work together on their mission of happiness.I think Syam can relate to this lol.I really like Taiga cause she's like shana in a way(fiesty,short tempered) but at the same time she is human(realizes her mistakes,although not admitting it)

Haha,I hope I find this kind of girl.My life would be more fun then.

Also reading High School of the dead which is...meh okay.Quite philosophical and tend to focus on gore and action scenes alot before giving you a moral conudrum of sorts.

Finished Fairy tail.They must animate this series.Erza the titania is too cool.

Again

2008-08-19T10:16:00.000-07:00

In any case,like I told my mother,"Thats one chapter of life that has closed."
She has now moved on and hope the best for her.

If you are wondering,Yes I have survived the first onslaught of assignments.Although,it wasnt exactly the way I would liked it to be.
It was harder to do stuff when you are sick.I was down with the flu for 2 weeks and had to stay up every other night to finish the assignments.

My storyboard assignment...well was okay,i think.The video was iffy at best and has no sound at all.My PRSP or coding assigment...I had to resort to getting the codes from someone else as I had practically only 1 day left.Spent the remaining time making it look like its from me and not from someone else.

WDS or web site was easier as my layout was simple,just that it lacked pictures and I just talked rubbish during the presentation lol.

The only thing left is my exams.I have 2 papers.Maths and Introduction to computer games.Maths...well I must pass so umm...wish me luck?lol.

So far my grades are above average at best.I dont aim to be on the director's list as I know my limits and I dont want to be on his beck and call.I know Damien lives for that.I dont.I actually got something called LIFE...although it aint much.

My mother has been working at my aunt's stall and it seems to be picking up.Although its strange that the roti prata there is in high demand and the customers there are regulars.She been complaining about hand pains.I think age is catching up on her.The same goes for my father as recently he spent a few hours at General Hospital for observation.I know that he has gastiric.He has an appointment coming up,hope it isnt anything too serious.

Another strange thing is that.What has happen to Zero and Faithy?They seem to have dissappeared and not online or on msn.I guess they are very busy with their lives or busy with O levels(Are they even sec 4 0_O?).Either that they have been taken in by the inquisition lol.

Dont know how this oct intake works but hope syam gets in.Atleast wont be so well alone.Yeah there is izzati,min,suhendi and bella(- -;;).But they are of different course type(design and enginneering).I am not that comfortable with others cause..well i dont know,I am not of the same level as they are?Knowing that they are ahead and farther in life,sort of dappens my spirit.

Been wanting to watch this TV series called "Dexter".Its about this detective who uses his job to find murderers and kill them himself.Its already in the second season and the FBI is on his tail.Its like deathnote only minus the death by name lol.

Finished Libary war.Its a good anime and sort of reminds us what we take for granted,that is freedom.The people demand a sequel,but I dont see how it can even get made.And now I am watching Nabari No ou....which is has a number of guys and sort of leaning into......- -;; which I hope not cause its pretty good.What I like is that the lead character,although has the power,isnt spamming his power....okay its just cause he cant use it and cant be bothered to use it.His charm and devilish ways are downright evil.He is a guy,who can throw a guy into confusion by just acting cute lol.

The king has returned

2008-08-03T10:44:00.000-07:00

After along hiatus due to reason already told.

The void dragon/Loki hath returned!

Rejoice in the coming oblivion!!!

Okay now back to the situation at hand.It seems to have calmed down.Alot has happen but parents manage to come up with a solution on what to do with elder sister.She will be kicked out on national day and from then on,it will be official that my parents disown her.

As a result of this incident,my parents have declared that they wont be celebrating Hari Raya this year,so they wont be visiting friends etc and its closed house this year.So comrades of Loki,pass on that this year Loki wont be following nor you be visiting.

On a lighter side,my aunt finally open shop and my mother is working with her.Its pretty cool to own a business of your own,although there is alot of kinks you must work out yourself.LOL it does come with an interesting story though.The story revolves around the previous owner and her black magic prata man.Apparently the prata maker used black magic to make the prata either very delicious or attract people there for no reason.Evidence of this is the scatter-ation off thailand coins all over the shop.So my aunt called the equvilant of a priest of my religion(an Ustad) to so called exorcise the shop.And my aunts and uncles claim they say all sorts of apparations come out..........

I am on the verge of insanity.You would be too.Just see what I must do in the coming 4 weeks.
1)INCG presentation/Exam
2)WDS website/presentation
3)PRSP test/presentation/Code submission
4)Storyboard submission/movie
5)Maths Exam

In other words....I AM F***ED.

how in the red seas??!!

2008-07-08T09:16:00.000-07:00

Been sleeping less the pass week due to two things

1)MGS4

2)PRSP assignment

BAD combination considering one is personally important while the other is DO OR DIE!!!!!
I managed to do 2 out of 5 questions.I cant come up with the program for question 3 and 4.Question 3 requires a certain math formula which I dont know and question 4 is well.....umm dnt know how to use string nested.
Wonder how the others are coping with all of this.Cant be better off than me though lol.Yes i cant think any deeper lol

MGS4 hath been bought.
And it is the awesome.
Although it is slightly on the long side with the explanation and cutscenes,but thats to be expected as it is snake's final chapter.
Gotta say though,Hideo Kojima really does know how to really screw a guy's fate from worse to you must die tomorrow lol.
Have defeated 2 Beauty and the Beast units...
...yeah the girls was hot lol,although alittle psycho.
Their stories are quite realistic though.

The lunch box idea would work really well....

If I actually remembered to make the lunch before going to school lol.

The state at home has now risen to the worse possible scenario.
My elder sister has committed the expected but didnt realise she was that stupid.
And now my mother is talking about being stressed and maybe jumping of buildings(not joking)
As usual,it doesnt concern me so,I just dont care about it.Thing would have been alot better if my sister was alot like other people's sister,one that is actually responsible for the family and acutally care about siblings,but I get no such luck.
Now parents is scrambling to get to a solution as soon as possible.
They have imparted me with a promise
That if they were dying or sick,not to let my sister know or attend or see them.

Again from the top

2008-06-30T11:20:00.000-07:00

As promised another GFX...which isnt exactly one considering I didnt do much.Was trying to make a DMC like logo.The picture used is actually Lunamaria with her butt facing you lol.

Its been 4 weeks.......
AND STILL NO MGS4 FOR LOKI...- -;;

In any case,just got back some of the test results and umm..hmm.Seems I have slipped back into sucking at maths.I can do maths and such,but most of the time I required something to refer to as I cant remember how to do it.Good thing though I just passed by 2 marks.Bad thing is that I have been scheduled for some coaching classes...- -;;.....INCG I did okay so no worries there.Only down to PRSP and WDS test results.

I have resign myself to fate,a fate that dictates I cant draw to save my life.The next best thing is 3D modelling..which well I may suck at as well.LOL.

It seems Blizzard is trying to do an ultimate seal of doom on other companies by annoucing Diablo 3,with Starcraft 2 still in development and could see it being release early next year.Now I am by no means a fan of either game or the company itself.But hearing how people are getting excited over it is enough to make me laugh.It is because all the company is doing is reviving old games and put some fancy new graphics and some trinkets here and there.

Oh and I just discovered a manga that totally rocked.
Its called Fairy tale.Same author as the one who did Rave.So expect women with huge........and whacky characters.The lead guy,the lead girl and ice dude look like Haru,Elie and Musica respectively.Plue is even in it as an Astral Spirit.But one character that totally got my attention is

Erza the titania

She is made of win and awesomeness.

The beast

2008-06-22T10:09:00.000-07:00

I am now currently trying to get a project going.
Its project"LEgaCY".Its based on my story,LEgaCY and people contribute Ideas,drawings(PLZ!) and well help me correct stuff if there something wrong there.I have found an alternative to blogspot which is Wordpress,and I dont know how to use it..- -;;.IN anycase I will upload all my current chapters there all this week,seeing that I am not that busy..I think.

In anycase to justify the apparent grammatical errors,you cant exactly blame me cause I wrote it with ideas streaming in and I finished English about 3 years ago so my standard have dropped.

Now on to the current affairs.School would be starting today,the return to normal life.
If I had my way,I would like to slack all day and wonder what to do today.
I came up with a system to help save money,which is....THE LUNCH BOX.
I got to do my bit to help the family,so...
Oh yeah been wondering.
You know in anime,the girls have lunch boxes right?Are they hot or cold?Cause eating cold food is alittle uncomfortable.

I had some success in making Spaghetti Cabornara. Its just creamy white sauce with the usual noodles.Although I did make some mistakes.
The pasta was...undercooked and was hard and chewy.
The meat pieces was alittle on the raw side..-^^;;.
One the plus side though,the sauce was good,surprised that it only took 3 ingredients...

Someone mentioned to me that in all of my blog posts,I talk about the apparent lack of money and money situation that I am in.
Well I am by definition a poor kid.And I am not going to pretend the money situation isnt there and as if it doesnt concern me cause its my parent's problem.

Driving wise.Its getting more and more fun.Learn strobing(?) and checking of blindspots,which I errr..dont usually do hehehe ^^;;.Finally learn how to properly control the clutch..it was due to my feet postioned wrong lol.My goal is to pass before Hari Raya.Maybe I can make it after all.

MGS4....I NEED IT...><.......Someone who has a copy...PLEASE LEND ME!!!!!!!!!Must defeat the bosses....which they will turn back to normal girls....WITH SLIME.....XD lol.

Dude

2008-06-15T10:59:00.000-07:00

First off,A publice service Annoucement
-Please Ignore weird offline msgs that you may have recieved from me as its not me who sent it and I am usually offline at that time.
The prime suspects from who and what I consulted is

Either a virus/worm-Thats currently being system scanned by another scanner and would be done in a few hours.

Syam proposed a System restore..which is alittle drastic.Wont resort to that even though the problem still persist as its not that big of a deal.

A hack from a spam site,Says Farid.....I have now changed my password...maybe that helps.

And as promised,I have done a new GFX.Although...I cant use it to replace the shana pic which I am using now on the blogskin....as its larger..- -;;.The pic would "Spill" into the words and thus making it unreadable.So here it is,enjoy.
http://i69.photobucket.com/albums/i69/loki_hafiz/Ino.jpg
Its not so detailed due to my lack of brushes and well her skins is alittle bright on my laptop but looks just nice on a normal screen.I do not know how to adjust the brightness level of my laptop...- -;;
I am now thinking of doing another one...the next one could be alittle more on the ecchi scale....

My Mother did not continue working at the changi Airport as the rumours turn out to be true.That the boss is cutting off $5 out of the total hours that she worked.Put it simply
my mother worked 9hrs and its $5 per hour.Total would be $45.The boss would only give $40 due to she cant give unwhole numbers like $45.So again its buying the straits time and berita harian for my mother again lol.

This year,I got to say,it sucks.The reason?Money is in way shortage this year than previous years.Its all because I entered poly and poly takes up a huge amout of money that my parents can bearly sustain with my father's salary alone.Even I did not anticipate entering poly would take such a huge amount of money.I am trying to find a job but poly rules are more strict and its hard to find a job to fit in the hours.I already come to a conclusion that IT schools are more strict than Engineering schools for some apparent reason.I guess its some universal law.Thank god though Mendaki is supporting me as the school fees are reduced from $2k to a $119 and its paid through a loan that I took out from DBS,going to check with the bank to see if it goes well.

This of course,adds more weigh on to my shoulders as this is something that I CANNOT FAIL OR GIVE UP HALF-WAY.There are dire consequences to be had if I fail.......Starting to think maybe taking up JC 3 years ago was a better option.

Checked with a few game shops and so far,only one has MGS4.It costs about $84.....which will again take a long time to save...DAMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I WANT IT NOWZ.....><.
My PSP earphones are missing...great.More stuff that needs to be bought when you dont actually have money..- -;;

I cant sell anymore games as,well I dont want my game libary to shrink down to nothing.Even though I dont play it anymore,its sort of nice to see that you have that game.Same thing with your favourite book or CD,where you listened to all the songs or read the book several times and cant bear to part with it.

Oh year,Listen to Hitomi Takahashi.And no she hasnt stop making music.She is just now more low-key.Her latest single "Atashi No machi"is damm good and is the OP of Libary war.Her last album,"Bamboo College" is good,although she seems to have mellowed down alittle.I think you expect her to dish out powerful songs like her debut songs "Bokutachi wa something" but her music is very creative and different.She's the original Rocker chic that existed before Yui and can actually sing .

Watch the soup on youtube.Its a show on channel E but for some reason,they arent showing the show here although its still on going over at the states.Joel Mchale got have the best job in showbiz.Making parodies,making fun of shows and such.
Lastly,read somewhere that she would like Oprah winfery's number,cause she may get free stuff if your her friend.Well I rather be Ellen Degeraness friend as she alot more fun to be around lol.

Beast of harlot

2008-06-10T10:25:00.000-07:00

Holidays.
When you are busy,you practically beg for them.
But when it comes,you have no idea what to do with all the free time and is bored.
That is exactly my situation right now.Yeah there is alot of projects and homework and such.
But like any decent student,they are meant to be done last minute.
Poly holidays suck as you only get 2 measly weeks.
Been using most of the time to do....absolutely nothing.

Mother found a job at Changi Airport,working at a food stall.It isnt far from here and the hours,to her seem acceptable.Although she fears she may get cheated of her pay just like I did,but thats highly unlikely.As for me,havnt been avidly finding jobs.Trying to avoid the ones that have to do with food service.Something like 7-11 would be nice but am afraid to work alone and would rather someone apply with me.Heard Syam got a job,just that dont know what job it is.

MGS 4 will be out in about 2 days.Same day as my mother's birthday.And I have no cash for either.Oh yeah,I did what a gamer wouldnt do unless he was desperate for cash.Which is to sell his games.I sold off 2 games.The money I got back wasnt even half of the original value.
Burnout paradise which I bought for $69 only got it for $10!
Kane & Lynch which I bought for $81 only got it for $20..which is quite....not okay.

Had to sell them to buy an uber expensive book to be used in my PRSP test.In the end wasnt enough and my father had to borrow from friends to buy it.Its things like this that I hate alot.I hate the fact that someone else like my parents had to do something like that for my sake.I never brought it up as I know they will just say its for my sake.They also mentioned its up to me in future whether or not I repay them.

My driving lessons is coming along nicely.Have learnt quite a number of things,but the hardest to master for me is clutch control when turning and reversing.Its hard to pay attention to the clutch when you are fixated your attention on turning and reversing.Instructor said I am making good progress.

Working on my next GFX...just dont know what picture to use

Chapter 6 is currently finished and is in the middle of proof-reading.Those interested can ask me for it.Lol pls ask me for it ^^

Coup de'grace

2008-06-02T11:35:00.000-07:00

Now have alittle time to update my readers on the ongoings of my life.

Recently heard one of my uncle on my mother's side had passed away.From what I heard,it was sort of a good thing considering from what I heard from my mother and my relatives on how he used to treat people when he was alive,funniest story was one where he challenged my father to a fight.So my Aunt and the remaning siblings somewhat disown him and placed him in a care center seeing that he constantly is drunk and is a danger to himself.From also what I heard,he was also one of my grandmother's favorite sons.

When to my Uncle's Laguna club day,and it was fun,seeing that I played with Danish most of the time^^.He's getting smarter each time we met.I even got wet on his sake - -;;.Pictures would be up soon.

Got back my EZ-link,which forced me to journey to MND,which is damm far.Now,its pointless as the concession pass fare is no longer 27.50,which i enjoyed during ITE.Which got me thinking.
Why is it Poly have to pay full adult fare while ITE can pay student fare although they are both tertiary students?
My hypothesis is this
ITE/JC are goverment funded institutions
Poly are Goverment supported private institutions,something like MDIS..ETC

Just finished PRSP test yesterday and well I think I am able to pass.I even got the first question wrong.Tomorrow would be WDS and it would be harder considering I cant bring a book in.Should be able to pass...I think.
Been trying to study,but I am afraid DOTA keeps calling me.Its the need to pwn people that keeps me going.So far I am about above beginner level.Cant expect to catch up to errant anytime soon as I still dont know some things.Wish this was more like Dawn of War as ranged units can shoot and run...- -;;

I am enjoying Libary War alot.
The heroine gets abused alot lol.
Although the heroine should wear something to define her as a girl sometimes as I could swear she's a dude each time I watch lol.
And Is surprised why people think fighting over books is ridiculous and strange.
To put it simply,Information is power.
You control the flow of information,you can control what you want your citizens to think.
So you can make them mindless militants of your cause without them totally knowing the world outside.
In history,this has taken place in Russia and North Korea.This thing is called the Iron curtain.^^

Come back to me

2008-05-27T10:00:00.000-07:00

Recently heard an old muse song that
I never knew.
And damm sick.
You should listen to it,the name of the song is muscle museum.
And yes,the video is damm weird,standard muse lol.

Recently made a banner.First one after a 2 years plus hiatus.It was a request from my little sister lol.It took me longer than usual as I forgot how to do certain things and the short cut keys etc.

Now to address something that have been bugging me for awhile.
Why would you create a blog.....
....and then put a password so that only people that knows it can read it?
I mean its really pointless considering you put up a blog for people to read in the first place.
What?Afraid people would flame you?Dont want your enemies to spam your tagboard?Afraid or embrassed to post stuff about your life?Then dont post it in the first place and dont put up a tagboard lol.Might as well keep a pink frilly diary that you keep in your back pocket right?

Someone said my blogskin looks gay and girly.Well for one,I was going for cute,and I rather look forward to seeing something cute rather than a green background with black vectors blog which is baseless.Another is that I cant find a decent enough blogskin as they are literally millions out there.

Oh and someone i knew in the past,is what somewhat crossed that I didnt say hi to her when I bumped into her(yeah she even put a "I cant believe a friend wouldnt say hi" on msn)?Lady I bumped into you atleast 2 time before(yes we even looked dead in the eye) and I aint even a least bit crossed.But I have resolved to NOT acknowledge anyone from my secondary school(with a few exceptions).Its a personal preference.I got reason.Respect it.WORD lol

Now on to the heavier side of things.Have spent many sleepless nights on vislit and Am finally glad that its over.Hope storyboarding isnt as intense as this.Havnt been going to PRSP lectures as even If I go,I dont follow what he is talking about.So I just read notes...which I dont XP.Maybe a day before the test.I havnt gotten around to buying the PRSP textbook as it cost $39 and is currently short on cash.Its needed for examination and tests....- -;; and I have to get it by monday.Maybe...I have to sell one of my ps3 games.....Mother and Father is seen pressing numbers at the calculator everyday....- -;;

Finally my calls to translink got through.The lady told me to go collect it at maxwell road.A place which I somewhat know.Been there a few times to umm do stuff on father's behalf.Planning to go there with mother on Friday.

Lol after about 2 years since Mai gone ghost,I am still somewhat girl-less.By this I mean I am not interested in any girl and is not rabbu-rabbu(madly in love).I do wonder if I am gay XD.Lol kidding.The "videos" and growing picture gallery proves otherwise.

I admit DOTA is quite nice.But it requires knowledge about what stuff to buy and skills to use....which I cant be bothered with most of the time.
MGS4 is coming out in about 2 weeks time and I am afraid I may not be able to buy it immediately when it comes out due to again cash contraints.HERESY!!!!

My current low cash situation is attributed to 2 causes
-my elder sister not fulfilling her role to provide atleast $300 per month on purpose
-my elder sister and my mother had bought jewelry from a friend in the past and is paying through installments...which is part of cause 1.

Reminder

2008-05-22T11:05:00.000-07:00

Its time to list the stuff I have to do and submit

WDS proposal,must go find books on kites,write out the requirements...the works.
Visilit pattern design...2 on A3 mounting boards and the development process
CMSK roleplay and poster....not much to do thankfully
INCG board game prototype.Garry hasnt asked for it,most likely next week

Its only later that I realized that I have somewhat maybe doomed myself by choosing kites as my web design project.Lol no turning back now.

In my class there be a mix of characters which are either
-super lazer and like to touch people
-normal
-arrogance
-the too laid back and rather go home and sleep

I fall into the too laid back and rather go home and sleep considering I sleep at 3am daily doing god knows what XP.The super lazer's are tolerable provided I am not their target.The normal are great to talk to.The arrogance,well maybe they still young guns and percieve themselves as god's gift to the world.

Recently managed to finally download mugen...which actually is the version which always crashed.Then dowloaded another two version,and now using the latest version.Went through all the headache cause the forum didnt list down what was the lastest stuff.Managed to play and well was button mashing most of the time as I dont know the move set,nor was there a move set tutorial.Some characters were obviously imbalanced..- -;; and surprisingly haruhi wasnt even much of a push over lol.

Anyways will post more later on in the week.

superfulous

2008-05-19T10:01:00.000-07:00

I am a Warhammer 40k fanatic.Even bored my sister with it lol.

I just had a great idea and have been toying with it for awhile.As you would not know,Dawn of war has already 5 additional races that are playable and about another 4 races in the works that were created by the modding community that are top notch.I was thinking about making another race with fellow modders once I know how to model and code which probably is next year.The race I been thinking about is the Ordo Xenos,which is the most diffcult race to do as well,there isn't much info on that.So I would be in the meantime researching the Ordo Xenos.I do have a basic idea how to they should work out.

Okay I actually been not eating lunch inorder to save money should the need arise.Although my mother been nagging not to do that,I know better the situation and feels sort of responsible to do my part somehow.So if you found Loki sprawled on the ground somewhere,please take me home and revive with cold water XP.

My little sister is finally excited about LE gaCY XD.I count that as a victory cause thats one more person who reads my story.As for the posting of the chapters....well I think in the mean time,if you are interested,just msn me and I will give it to you.Please repay with feedback.I think I remembered a while back someone feedback to me he/she outright hated it due to it being very different and did not like the stuff I suggested you to listen to inserts.

Recently had a chat with Syam and again with some people of the past whom i come across,he hasn't changed.....well atleast from what I can assume.I thought it was impossible to go through 2 years of ITE and come out still the same person.I knew I wasn't.I admit I was an impudent and thought the world wasn't that big.Now I guess I more evil-er.But hey atleast I am being honest to myself.Kinda surprise how violent Syam reacted to those "kind" of videos.Its like he was 16 years old or something.Well thats his mindset and I won't taint it lol.

Good news is that my parents bought printer Ink....much to my dissapproval and under reason that my mother didn't want me to run around helplessly to find a printer to print stuff last minute,which I always do.

OH yeah,last friday something so the f***ed up happened to me.
I flashed my brand new EZ-link to the bus driver and dropped 55cents which is perfectly the way you should do it.My EZ-link clearly states tertiary student and has the temasek logo on it.
BUT NO.....
The bloody driver asked me to give me his EZ-link and dont know gibberish he was talking about and took my EZ-link under the reason of investigation...- -;;...atleast thats what it says on the piece of paper he gave me.
That was before he profusely said"THIS CANNOT CANNOT CANNOT CANNOT"
I of course did argue but he said something about apply etc....
And now I am back to s*** square one.Thanks alot translink.Thanks for not training your staff to recognize an OFFICIAL EZ-LINK THAT YOU ISSUED THAT YOUR OWN DRIVER CAN'T RECOGNIZE!So much for your bus captain titles huh

To resolve this,I have to call the office 5 working days later.God knows when I will be collecting my card again.Had waited 2 weeks for it and I haven't even held it for more than 48hrs!

Just found out something so impossible....
The creators of Haruhi Suzumiya which i used to like and now define as Heresy
The creators of Air which I really like...

ARE ONE AND THE SAME.

My god...- -;;

Grad

2008-05-15T10:53:00.000-07:00

Graduation was fun.It was great to see and know what your classmates have turned out or become the past 4 months.Although the supposedly tribute video didnt show us Engineering students alot.
And the auditorium was freaking hot - -;;.Gonna miss that life.It was the only time in my life that I actually wanted to go to school.Now,well not so.More to because I have to keep the dream alive.The dream that is to turn LEgaCy into either a game or an animation.Its my brain child,thats why I am very particular about it and want feedback which unfortunately sometimes is hard to get.

As it turns out,quite pro at CS after all ^^.Last time I played,I was alittle behind syam's level of skill but I think now I am alot better.I guess playing all the console shooters had help build up my skills after all lol.

Cant wait for MGS4 seriously!After watching the new trailer,made me want to go out and buy it and play it and not sleep until I complete it.Especially when you defeat the Beauty and the Beast boss unit without killing them,you are rewarded with the beauty side of the bosses....Laughing Octopus is HOT!...well minus the tentacles that is.

Finally got around to watch anime again.Had to force myself to watch.Watched Shakugan no shana the second episode 2.It was nice,although the standard girls fight over one guy whom is a wimp but is alittle smart gets alittle old on me.But its shana's reaction that keeps me going lol.The battle scenes could be done alittle more as Shana was attacking atleast 4 times and was blocking the whole time while Yuji was being a target and...

WHY THE HELL THE VILLAIN STOP SHOOTING WHEN YUJI WAS STANDING STILL AND THINKING???

Have started to not eat lunch in order to save money due to possibly having another finacial crisis due to

1)Laptop payment
2)Poly fees
3)Driving lessons

- -;;Feel so godamm guilty cause its my fault.Been asking around for a job.Planning to work on weekends.Not something intensive.Maybe something like cheers or 7-11.

Cant find a blogskin to accommodate the format I want.So at most maybe
1)re-edit it to make it fit nicer into blogger
2)Upload it somewhere and you download it(My choice but chances of getting people to feedback is low)
3)Send through msn....
4)I say the latest chapter is done and you ask for it and I send it to you.

OR

someone help me find a blog skin that the content can span atleast more than half the webpage.

Emo-ey-ness

2008-05-13T09:09:00.000-07:00

Last Saturday was Danish's big birthday party which in my opinion,got alittle too large for a 2 year old's birthday.I have no photos as Danish refused photography.But the kid is like a little energizer battery!Even though feeling unwell,he's running around outside the house and playing with kids way older than he is.And there's the occasional fit he throws when he is dragged inside by his parents to make him meet relatives and friends.Even I am afraid of Danish's father to be honest ^^;;....

Before going to the party,I had my first ever driving lesson.I got to admit,I wasn't listening half to what the uncle was explaining as umm it didn't really makes much sense at that time.I counted about 9 times that the car stalled and one which stalled violently ^^;; lol.Its because I forgot to step on the clutch each time before braking.And I almost ran over someone XD.Key word Almost.

I now believe the qoute that I now coined during a conversation with a friend.
"After O'levels everyone become monsters that is unrecognizable when met again later."
In my experience,some have taken a huge step back in maturity department,some have the live life hard,die harder and there those who never changed.

I had two 3 hours sleep nights due to design 101,which was the bane of my existence.Never before in my natural life that I had to color like a mad man until up to 3am in the morning.Although end result,quite happy with it and quite happy that the teacher said"Now this is graphic design 101".Will provide pictures soon.

- -;;,NO ONE seem to have noticed that I took down all my story post's at my story blog for editing purposes as blogger doesnt allow to many spaces in one post....so it cramps all the text into a wall of text.I now have to break it into 2 parts each.
Still sad considering Chibi only read - -;;.Maybe I should write stories for her only instead...hmm

This friday I have CCN day,which you set up shop and sell stuff for charity.Everyone who is in first year HAVE to be involved...- -;;.I think thats the only real reason why the class stuck together in the first place.The HAVE clause and the "might as well do it since we have to do it "mindset.Unfortunately I have the "Lets leave it to burn and die"mindset I got from ITE lol.I "volunteered" to be on the ice-cream team cause I thought origianlly we had to scoop ice-cream and seeing that only yours truly have the experience to scoop ice-cream,"volunteered".But I think I will be the umm.......not to sure actually.I can frankly say though we are a facade of a class ,but heck,most of the time I am not too concern with it anyway so thought its hap-hazardly working,at least its working.

Tomorrow is graduation.So excited XD.Unlike those who think "I CANT GO CAUSE IT WILL LEAD TO MA DOOMZZ!!"

Howdy

2008-05-05T10:37:00.000-07:00

Here there,howdy howdy ho!Its kero's corner time(err the flying thingy in cardcaptor sakura)
*Blasts away kero with Loki's mind power*
Just realized something.In my time at ITE,I have somewhat lost what is know as grammatically correct english and have used what is known to me as you can understand english.May not be grammatically correct,but you still understand it anyways.I admit,my story entires does have have a little problem with past tense and when to use S at the end of a word like developerS.
The way I write is through the sound of the words...weird huh?lol

You would be pleased to know I would be writing chapter 6(I think) this week end....even though no one EVER reads it......- -;;well maybe except Clare.......provided she isnt emo or busy
My sister didnt really like it as she says its too deep...
come to think of it only about 4 odd people ever vist my blog.
Syam(recently),erist(occasionally),Faithy(depends on the moon)Clare(depends on the sun)
My rants must be too deep or something.......

At the present moment,I am about 1hr44mins away from regaining my GFX status back.Would be faster if the computer didnt actually die 3 time in a row - -;;.

Also,I will be accepting suggestions on what anime to watch right now,no matter how downright senseless,stupid or cliche it is.

My cambodian research has made headway,my WDS project I choosen to do kites(dont ask) and for INCG 1,200 word report maybe a game review on FF7......dont actually know how to write a game review......maybe the social impacts of gaming....hmmm

The adeptus Sororitas mod is off the chains man!Seriously the Canoness(even saying it is so cute lol) and the inquistor is so ****ing hot XD.Although the mod is still in beta.Playable but once relic units and vehicle comes in,your dead.Living saint life is too low and do too little damage for any good.All the mods had custom voices...which was fine,but lack ANGRY and FERVOUR!

My faternal grandmother seems to be recovering from her stroke,previously couldnt move,now can sit up.To be honest,I always been afraid of my grandmother on my father's side.Dont know why,just is.Something like you see a gun and you fear it for no reason.I havent been close to either grandmothers as my mother and father sort of have a treaty that no grandparent must stay at our house,due to past experiences with them that usually turns bad.Thats why I sort of regret that I wasnt close enough to my maternal grandmother when she passed on.As for my grandfathers,my maternal grandfather passed away when my mother was 12.There was this running joke that he died falling from a bus when he actually died at home.My fathernal grandfather(passed on too) I met him when was young,but I dont remember what he looked like.

Since on the context of family and the mood is sort of sad,going to share alittle about my life when to me,was quite dark.
I was about sec 2.To be honest,I was never close to anyone,in my so called clique there were 7 guys,so I was left with no "partner"so yeah we talked but,no one really knew me.Family was in crisis due to financial difficulties that lead to my mother going out to work.So no one at home most of the time except me and my pretty young little sister.My elder sister had already upped and ran away from home,so she didn't care.So I was put incharge of taking of younger sister. I sacrificed my afternoons staying at home for my sister's sake.Thats the other reason I quit Military Band.Sometimes food was down to just eating fried rice everyday - -;;.And it was apparent my father was alittle short on love for me as he used it all on my younger sister,the pampered one.So I had every reason to turn into a void deck gangster and lost.....which for some reason I didnt lol.My story aint that tragic like those you read in the papers,but it did have some impact on my life.Brighter note was family managed to come up with something to tide over crisis.
Fast forward 2 years later you get the Idiot phase where Loki gets used(in more ways than one),dumped and blamed for trying to psycho a wimp into tell the girl he like that he likes her...sheesh
I guess what my mother says is true:"The good always gets used and bullied"

All this came up because my little sister is complaining she has a hard life and it sucks etc.

Lights at the end of the tunnel

2008-05-02T09:48:00.000-07:00

Got mixed news in the bag this past few weeks.
Lets start with the somewhat seemingly bad one/s

My grandmother on my father's side recently suffered a stroke,which was apparently triggered by stress and she not eating her medication.Was sort of scary when we went to visit her.Like any normal human being,i do feel sympathy and alittle well,wish you had been closer to her.It was the same with my grandmother on my mother's side.I wasnt aware though,that I was in the house of flying daggers.I was this because I do have an idea of what evil lurks in the hearts of the relatives on my father's side.In short,my mother wasnt the intended candidate for my father to marry,and you can figure out the rest.

Managed to lay my hands on a laptop(typing this blog on it as we speak),which was sort of bittersweet.It came at a cost of pride on my father's part,and that very well makes me a hell of alot guilty.Long story short,my father cant exactly use his name to buy stuff at courts or best denki.Another hint is that my father cant leave singapore without the IPTO officer's approval.He had to ask his younger brother to use his name while my father will pay the installments through him.It may seem trivial but,knowing again my family history.....

The laptop is still quite unfamiliar to me as I have never used Vista before.Its quite nifty but its quite a jump from XP to vista.I dont plan to kill this laptop though.By killing means visit questionable websites ^^;; which are filled with evil viruses.Good thing is that the internet behaves well on the laptop,Although it is weird as I am using a wired connection,and the cable is strecthing across the living room to where I am sitting at my throne.

EZ-link situation.You would think you would get your EZ-link on the spot after going to the concession office.BUT NO.....they will screw you over by saying to collect your EZ-link 2 weeks later at your school.- -;; and me being an ITE student,cant fall back on my old student EZ-link as it long went expired along time ago.

Its sort of harder for me now to acquire games now cost poly drains my cash alot.Using an adult EZ-link means I have to set aside atleast $10 incase it runs out.And food dont come cheap either.Add random cost of other stuff like printing costs,buying of books.
I give poly the huge middle finger - -;;
SOULSTORM is out now,although despite the only plus point it being the 2 new races,still going to get it.The uncle at my old game joint reccomended me to buy GTAIV,which I lack cash.Why the heck is it M18?It doesnt contain any nudity or sexual scenes last I recall.
If it does contain them,hehe I will get it tomorrow no question about it.

My research on cambodian customs have come to a standstill.Cant exactly find out precise information and is not allowed to use wikipedia.Damm.Atmost what comes out seems this khmer rouge guy and some stuff that I dont understand about their civil war etc.

Recently went to my aunt's house again to play with Danish.He is one heck of a weather cloud.He may be playing with you one moment,and the next he will throw random stuff at you out of a fit.He evens runs into me and can take me down and pin me to the floor ^^;;.Doesnt hurt and sort of fun actually.He will be celebrating his 2nd birthday soon and ny mother bought a set of clothes for him(which I joined in and got a T-shirt out of it too XP).

And now on top my classmates.After 2 weeks with them,my opinion of them still havnt changed.They are to me still basically talk sh%t and have no idea what the hell they are talking about.I have no respect for that kind of people - -;; as it seriously pisses me off.Its not being accomadating nor just turning a deaf ear sometimes anymore,especially when some are pretty racist,although I do condemm my own race.

Havnt been able to draw at all as I am swamped with all this work poly is giving me.While I havnt encountered any real difficulties,its just irritating and yes I have already begun to skip lectures that I find will not benefit mankind.

Came across achmed the dead terrorist during orientation camp,and yeah it is the funny.Xun did show it to me but my desktop com has no sound.I watched it by downloading it and watching it on my phone.

Lastly,read black lagoon on onemanga.com and balalaika is even more cooler in the manga.Revy seems atad tamer though,and sometimes I could swear her ponytail is missing.

Oh last good news

LOKI DA GFX MAY RETURN XP!

And damm typing on a the laptop is like playing piano,so nice~^^
the touchpad/mouse thingy on the other hand,is something got to get used to,its hard to play games with it.

At a lost of words

2008-04-24T08:27:00.000-07:00

Finally,god gives me a break,which isnt totally the answer to all my problems.
Basically heres the breakdown of the problem that is pilling up.

OLE is the root cause here,because I as a RESPONSIBLE student have to download lecture notes,tutorials and assignments from there.....on my own + with no printer + libary printing system sucks = problem.Did manage to remedy this problem with a little of Loki's ingenious resourcefullness.But again,it is being update daily,so I cant always go to that place to print.

Another problem.My account apparently has some problems,I cant access surveys.....which I ABSOLUTELY MUST DO,quote the teachers there.The solution,call a number which I dont have or know where to get.- -;;.

The not having Laptop is seriously killing me as most assignments are to be done on it.No solution anytime soon.It also should double as lecture notes as its actually crazy to printout the whole thing which is like...30 pages?

The books cost a bomb,although they did say High reccomended to buy.....

EZ-LINK is still no where to be seen....

Care person just emailed me the exemption thingy...which is due tomorrow...which I dont have school...- -;;.Its like almost they dont want you to be exempted here....

We pay like $1,600 in school fees and they cant come up with a decent printing system through Ez-link like the one in ITE?

I think the people who came up with "lets leave the students to print their own notes rule"thought that all students have printers and are rich SOBs.....

With that of my chest,its time to move on.Plus side is that I have a 4 day school week,which is bound to change after the first semester.So far I have about 4 assignments,which is well......irritating.I miss ITE,cause well the system is much more better,nuff said.

It looks like I wont be able to buy any new games anytime soon as my money is slowly being sapped away.

Just got my graduation invite and will most definitely go,(good reason to skip school).Sazali and Asyik already said they would go but,got to take that with a pinch of salt.Farid wont go cause apparently he if he didnt,he would jeopardise his WHOLE LIFE if he was absent for even 5HRS.No joke(joke intended here).

Oh yeah,out of competitve-ism,I did.....draw...Its nothing special and just made me realise how much I suck at drawing but,what the heck.Quite proud of it actually.It was supposed to be Lanna...but half-way realised that she was supposed to have curly tresses.....so the girl now is a "random"character or so until I change my mind.....or something
And yeah the throne like thing could use more details but I was lazy after drawing the girl.

Oh if you cant really figure out,she is crossing her fingers..like Intergra from hellsing always do.

I WANT GTA IV........T_T.........

back

2008-04-18T10:54:00.000-07:00

Finally back from camp,and the so called week zero is coming to a close.
The camp was well fun,would be crazy not to call it fun.
Just have a few small gripes here and there.
Like cheers were literally droned into our brains.
Had to sleep on a hard wooden floor
The food was...umm maybe hospital food kind?lol
At bedok reseirvoir,cant see the stage and whoever was performing.Could only see heads.
As I predicted though,my name wasnt on the list and my matric card has not appeared.
Its kind of irritating due to the fact of the whole process is different for ITE graduates then fresh O level people.

They recieved the enrolment package way earlier,ALL of them already have their Ez-link cards and their name already is registered.I am still borrowing my mother's EZ-link due to my ITE one already has expired.
MR LOKI ON THE OTHER HAND,recieved it only on the 10th which I could only get most of the form done on the 14th as some required my father to be present at the bank and some bank seals,and I only had 5 working days to settle everything....- -;;And I wasnt told about the ITT orientation camp either.Lucky for me,I read and called up ITT and had enough time to download and print out the form.I was like Jason bourne for the next half hour of the camp as some teacher was finding out which class I am in and if i was really in that course.

The course seems pretty intense.I do have some experience in programming,but most of them are machine related.Having some doubts whether or not I can actually make through this.Unlike ITE,cant really afford to slack alot.I also cant mess this one up as alot is ridding on me here.I rarely get stressed but this time I can really feel it,the fear of failing is hovering over me like some cloud and I am seriously scared.
I know I can do it and I am somewhat smart,but maybe its not enough.
I dont expect to get distinction or anything.Just want to get enough to pass if possible.

Afraid cause it not just me,but my parent's hopes are also riding on this.Since my eldest sister has let go of all resposiblities and my parents already somewhat disown her,the task of providing for family falls on to me.My youngest sister is only primary six and my father is getting in on his years.He cant possibly work at his job for another 5 years as its already taking a toll on him.If I fail the course,$3,000 is burnt just like that,and for my family,that is alot of money.This thought is always at the back of my head.Thats why I dont dare to dream of entering university after NS.
If I dont make it,I think I would overwork myself to death.Like work 2 jobs simulatenously.
And must get hands on laptop........................F***.......................

So do you think loki can make it?please sms your vote to islokidoomed?(the tagboard)

Mixing with 16-17 year olds in my class,I realise,that I miss my old class.I enjoy my old class cause they were more down to earth and more driven.We also share a common goal,which is to support our families.They were also alot more open and honest with themselves.Dude if you arent aleast bit interested in THAT kind of stuff,your not a dude lol and deny it is like...secondary school man.Yes my mind is that corrupted.Oh photo time ^^
forgot to post these and decided to post everything one shot.

HK seminar,infront of bruce lee...well statue.

Loki not very good looking....- -;;

Inside millenia tower building,on the job^^

HK seminar,one of the best moments of my life

Danish,the soon to be 3 year old.

And the terrorist photo is missing....damm.
This blog post sounds very depressing....hmmm

Riot Dragon

2008-04-14T10:46:00.000-07:00

Finally am about to finish answering all the forms,thanx to mother for filling them up for me while I recite my NRIC and other stuff like a broken nusery rhyme.
Only left with the medical checkup tomorrow,which I dont even have to book an appointment due to it being....SATA?
Its amazing how many forms you got to fill up.Its like they purposely dump forms on you just to discourage you from entering in the first place.The more irritating forms are the ones regrading financial stuff.THEY require YOU to go down to a BLOODY bank to get a STAMP just to autheticate stuff..- -;;.....and that hasnt include to include your parents IC,your IC,birthcertificate and even yes....My parents Marriage certificate.
And my new photo taken is well...umm looked like I just woke up and was riding a motocycle XD.

Had a look at my O'level result slip.Been two years and yes it was dusty.Still think it was a **** up that i got results good enough for JC yet poly wont accept me.

On sunday went on a worthless trip to some place in malaysia called Nilai...which was basically something like Arab street,just add sufocating atmosphere and its very hot.
I thought it was me,being too pampered with shopping mall Aircons,but it was damm hot.I could swear,someone could suffocate to death when you walk into the bazaar.
But on the plus side,got to play with my cousin's(which is more to auntie status although cousin) kid.He's name is Danish and he's slowly learning to speak and its amazing how fast he learn things,he's only 2 years old.He's very friendly although alittle on the spoiled side.He would pinch those who dont comply with his demands....and yes,his pinches hurt alot ><.To show how smart he is,He figured out how to switch on my PS3 lol.

Recently watched rented dvds,cause even with SCV,it is possible that it get boring sometimes too,even with additional 100+ channels.
Watched "Enchanted"
It sort of made me actually wanted to add singing scenes to my stories lol.It was great,not sappy and the songs actually fit the theme of fairy tale meet real world.
Watched Fight Club,cause some internet dudes were raving how great it is.
Didnt really understand it.Thought the whole movie was about...well underground fighting.But is more of a dude,didnt realise he had an alter ego and was going about blowing up buildings etc.

Been playing harvest moon...which is a farming game..........not much to say lol.

Reading a doujin that has dark saber in it was quite interesting.
Not that I have interest in the actual story but the characters are good.

What this do again?

2008-04-10T10:20:00.000-07:00

The PDL in the end costed $25 and you get
*que get quest item sound*
A measly green card which you have to tear along the perforated line yourself.
No wonder everyone was gripe-ing on that piece of paper cost $25
My father is excited on the prospect that I may be driving him around soon^^;;
I figure it would take about a year,that hasnt also included that WE DONT OWN A CAR.
So that would add on another 2 years max.
Father has been busy asking me to find a private instructor and get with the program soon..- -;;

After buying the PDL,decided to try out the Naked Fish Shoppe at the grassroots club at Yio Chu kang.
And Damm it was good and the service was unexpectedly good.
I had the tuesday promotion,which was Surf & Turf,which was fish that was pan seared and smotherd with lemon butter sauce and a steak with black pepper sauce.
My mother and little sister had fish and chips lol
It was very nice,only wish they added more sauce for me and the waiter explained to me that I get soup,tea and a desert...didnt know that ^^;;
The manager even changed the desert for my sister as the ice-cream was all melted.
Back at pizza hut...i just serve melted ice-cream XP

Which reminds me.Pizza hut decided to pay my remaining salary....
...with just $30....WTF!!!!
I am a victim of exploitation here!
I worked my bones off my last week there and this is the thanks I get?
F*** pizza hut....- -;;

Kenneth's Figurine collection is quite extensive.I already went to his house on two occasions.He recently got a Tidus and a traditional Yuna which stood on his self above his PC which he never switches off, in a room which is chaotic peace,meaning its messy but what you need is all there in the clutter.He also paints,but so far on gundams...not full scale,the almost chibi ones.

Today I went to collect my enrolment package.
Along the way,unexpectedly ran into Azmi and Farhan.
First question Azmi asked was..
"Kau dah main MGS4 ke belum?"(Have you played MGS4?)
"Havnt released yet,its on JUNE"
"Oh..."
Farhan was laughing I think.
The enrolment package....IS A MASSIVE HEADACHE ATTACK.
First I must accept the offer online before Firday 5pm.....which I cant as I have to print out the medical appointment form which I cant as I dont have printer and I must make an appointment with the list of clinics providing this service and I must pay $25....
Must also print GPA transcript and also must go back to old school to ask testimonial from Mr ruhaizat......- -;;
On top of that 3 passport size recent photos AND a whole load of finacial forms to complete which I dont dare to complete as I may make a mistake and declare bankruptcy or something.Going to ask my Aunt to help fill up as she's experienced with forms ^^;;
oh and did I tell you I must complete this quest within 4 days I accept the offer?

I read on the booklet...and came across one thing I hate most...
Orientation.
I mean,yeah I am going to know people and make friends but not through a series of mindless-no-point games and maybe embrassing games in front of the public eye....- -;;
Oh they included a one-night camp....oh joy....
build rapport with seniors,juniors and freshmen they say,get to know the surroudings they say...

Actually I know what caramel dasen is,seen it around but I thought it was the Numa Numa dance lol.
And by the emperor....
THEY MADE ONE OF DANTE AND NERO!
its.....heresy beyond heresys!The creator should be burned,grounded into dust and used as a lubricant for bolters..- -;;

As far as I know about PS3 being modified,I only know about the sofware being changed to Yellow Dog linux to play SNES games.So far from the few games site and forums that I check on for developments,so far none so the news of my friend purchasing a modded PS3 and dowloading PS3 games is sort of suspicious.The person who sold it that is.Its sort of a problem for the PS3 the way I see it as download size + Install size = minus the hardrive space on your PS3.And maybe downloaded PS3 games could have problems playing online,like pirated PC games.

Rated-Rsz

2008-04-07T10:35:00.000-07:00

Today,after failing one Final theory Test due to over-confidence,I finally passed it.Now that the Theory part is over,the real fun begins.The practical.Every dude dreams of the day where he can roam free and travel around,without having to stop needlessly at bus stops to pick up people,tap money sapping cards(Ez-link) and bear with the musical of the bus engine along with people talking at the top of their voices and the occasional "Ding-dong".

Only one slight oversight.I forgot that SSDC,most of the transactions are in NETS.- -;;So I queued for 1hr+ for nothing.....
So I couldnt buy the PDL(Provisional Driver's Licence) and yes tomorrow I have to return again and wait out the 1hr queue.

Another piece of news is,Yes it is true,Loki the Deciever was accepted into Temasek Poly under the course for Games and Digital Entertainment.PAST experience tells me that often,the name of the course sounds impressive but actually its not that great.Why I didnt choose to go on to an engineering course is that well,I wanted to learn fabrication but that was in Nitec and Game related stuff was also in Nitec BACK THEN.So techically I spent 2 years doing...nothing^^;; but atleast well...umm..learnt mechanical stuff.....which I have no idea how's that gonna help me lol.
Maybe in a situation where....

Somewhere on a road...
Driver:OMG!!!!THE BUS ENGINE IS DA DAMAGES!!!
Passenger's:OHNOES!!!!!
*Loki goes to look at the Bus engine,sees a rod sticking out and pulls it,the engine "wakes"up*
Driver:THE BUSS LIVES!!!!!!THANK YOU KNOWLEDGABLE ONE!!!!

Have to somewhat agree that Singapore Education System does encourage Elite-ism.While the brilliant ones have their future literally paved in gold for them with people hailing them as kings,the ones that are left behind arent really taken into account on how they too can be successful.They have to find their chair of hope,playing musical chairs in the room of darkness in hopes to daydream their future.I know this,from first hand experience.They are equally great people,just alittle lost and unsure of what to do and what is being taught at lesson seems..useless to them.So they succumb into deep sleep mode in which they dont care and this effect is multiplied when their peers does the same.They are given a false future,that is the current often under-payed and exhausting part time jobs they have and believe they can atleast survive on this alone.

Anthony bourdain way's of hosting his show"Anthony Bourdain's:No reservation" has infected me abit.The way he describe culture etc.Made me come up with a different way to describe things by relating them to situations and characters we know.

Patapon.Its a blast to play and how your patapon reacts to you is pretty adorable.Just that its SO HARD!.Some boss fights require you to mantain"Fever"....which is hard as when they enter fever,I get lost on the beats and usually beat too fast.. - -;;

God of war:Chains Of Olympus is pretty brutal smashing fun.The way you execute your opponent is to a what a hammer does to a tomato with sick ninja moves.And there should be more of "that"kind of mini-games,considering there is only 1,most of the female characters in the game are topless and well the first 1 is just a vibrating candle and you can never go wrong with those kinds of mini games lol.

Crisis core wise,I stopped playing for awhile as the gameplay system is pretty much the same and I dont like the fact that my limit breaks are random and often not very group killers.
Atleast Aerith and Cissnei was in there to provide reason to carry on lol.I find it amusing that Zack can take on armys,bosses and summons whose attacks literally destroy part of the world, cant survive a sniper shot to the head.....- -;;

Dawn Of War II has been annouced.Its like the girl at the back of your class,you ignore her and think she's no threat to your throne,when suddenly one day she goes into super saiyan mode 4 and big bang kamehameha X100 to nothing.Not alot have been mentioned,except for the playable races are Space marines and the Orkz.

While roaming around,discover some interesting forum member replies
"Cause Real girls are ugly,high-maintainence and talk too much"A reply on why video game girl characters are hot lol.

Lets Rock!

2008-04-02T09:32:00.000-07:00

well....
I 1/4 bricked my psp...due to some instructions on youtube and the curiosity of loki...lead to one of the flash files being corrupted...- -;;and the uploader of that video...hasnt answered how do i make everything right again.It seems the methods that i come across can never revert back to normal and its doomed to never play a PS1 game again....another thing is that a software update my brick it 100%....- -;;....Ah well I think about it later I guess...

My FTT(Final Theory test) is on the 7th,my poly result is also today at 12pm.Havnt studied for the test and feel like never want to step into school again lol.Got used to being a useless bum around the house for a month^^.Good life actually.Play games,watch TV,surf the web and sleep alot.Stress-free and makes you very lazy to do anything.

My sister told me recently that I am simple,not deep and above all mean lol.I guess I am that,but most often not.My deux ex machina(Heart of the machine),the brain is pretty well complicated,something like a rainbox kueh lapis so to speak lol.

Patapon.If you own a PSP and havnt played it yet,you should use that PSP as weights as its so ingenous and on par with crisis core.You play the mighty patapon,a god so to speak and control a small tribe of patapons which will expand.You advance,attack and defend by simply beating the notes which is pretty simple but break the note,your patapons will go disarray.As you beat the drum,they will sing for example"Pata pata pata pon"which will eventually get stuck in your heat willingly like some pop song britney spears came up with 5 years ago.

z00ms

2008-03-21T09:39:00.000-07:00

First picture is me and my team,which if you zoomed,you would notice that my eyes are actually closed - -
The other 2 pictures are my attempt at making choclate fondant(chocolate lava cake),which turn out pretty nice although the second pic shows it alittle burnt but its not burnt,its dark chocolate when baked lol.It tasted quite nice ^^

One thing that would eventually bite you during the holidays if you arent busy or working is
BOREDOM
Yes i am bored.In fact I could die of boredom - - ;;

Recently read that the guy who acted as L in the movie deathnote,actually declined a date with Leah Dizon(google her,)as she was a fan of him.........which got me screaming.....THATS LIKE A WASTED OPPTUNITY YOU IMBECILE!.If I was him,atleast even if i wasnt interested,its nice to have a friend which is so.....umm godsent(i would use beautiful,cute etc,but it would make me appear like i was after her looks which often not really).

I would have Yuna Ito's wish by now but somehow the transfer got interrupted and is deprived of another day of hearing her new singles.I WOULD buy her cds but apparrently most cd stores here only heard of Ayumi hamasaki and Koda Kumi....- -;;
THATS HERESY I TELL YA!

todays's post is short cause....boredom kills thoughts and creativity... - -;;

OH AND I FINALLY DID CHAPTER 4!!!!PLS READ AND COMMENT ^^

Finales

2008-03-16T10:05:00.000-07:00

Its grim reminisce the theme this week.
School has ended.
Work hath been quitted.
Feels like time moved very fast.I was looking at the classroom where I spent most of my first year and though,damm 2 years gone just like that.And back then,I couldnt wait for school to finish.Over that course of time,gain new abilities,experienced and seen new sights,forge new friendships and gain new perspective on things.

Last friday,I returned my uniform and name tag.My manager still didnt believe I was really quitting.As I said my last goodbye,well she atleast said thank you for everything which was really nice....followed by an auntie asking me why I quit.
Actually I enjoy working there.Its just the distance thats the problem.There's also the fatigue factor and my the little hiccup with my pay hastened my decision to quit.

Finally won 6th out of 26th at the robogp at Funan IT mall.It was my last one so it was nice to win something.Didnt expect to enter final as my programs were considered safe but slow.Didnt even wanted to enter finals as I had to come back to school on sat to build on a better program and come back on sunday to compete.But that happen and 48 hrs later,a tired rag-tag team raced first to set the bar for the competiton.After that played at a Lan gaming center...which I became a member in which I would never come back there again as it was so far.
Anyways played C&C generals with Shu Bin.Played against him which was a great game but in the end,I beat him XD,solely because he was kept to his strategy to bomb me to death with helicopters while the everchanging Loki dealt him with the slow poison which is the stealing of cash lol.

Finally got around to buy a manga.But not a new manga,but an old one.Didnt buy it before as I already watch the manga and is a fan of it.But reading it proved me wrong.It was the Complilation of Rurouni Kenshin vol 1-3.Saw it at Kinokuniya going at $28,which is a save considering 3 seperate vols cost $42.Kenshin's and Kaoru's personality goes alot deeper in the manga and is alittle more grotesque....esp a severed head on a podium..- -;;
The action scenes,like most manga are pretty hard to understand,but still enjoyable.
Finally understood someparts of the Rurouni Kenshin movie.
The next compliation is coming on april.
still cant find...black lagoon

today after collecting my medal,went off to a SP clubhouse,where a few relative and my parents and little sister are Karaoke-ing.The child of my auntie was there and damm for a 2 year old,he is very very active and very smart too.He knows what buttons does and can command you to help you carry him for him to press it.Most of the time he runs around like an energizer bunny and can take falls and keep going.

Kotoko's Blaze.Well I wished she didnt do the double voice thing in the beginning of the song as that some what turned me off alittle.The rest is okay.Havnt heard Sociometry yet.

Currently customizing my black converse jacket.Have bought 2 black skull patches for the shoulder area.My plan is to
-add a canvas-y hoodie
-a dragon insignia somewhere
-maybe straps the forearm region for no apparent reason,maybe to resemble the jacket which restraints mad people ^^;;?

oooo this is an SOS

2008-03-10T21:14:00.000-07:00

Currently hooked on the Jonas brothers "S.O.S" and "Stop and Stare" by one republic so if there is a kind samaritan reading,pls forward the songs to me ^^;;

Anyway,I somewhat lost respect for my GFX teach,FrozenAngel.No offence but taking tutorial lessons on GFX from RIN.....thats like...asking Kaoru to teach Battousai a few basic moves.No offence but Rin is.....well.....not good and about the last person you should ask.You may not agree with me but thats the truth.I can even say Clare is atleast better than RIN.

Passion saw my recent picture of me and said I was cute and have innocent eyes..XD..I hadnt realise how great it felt to be complimented XD.Well my eyes sure arent innocent lol,seen alot of evils.

Today was the last day of school,technically it was an exam..which...safe to say was passable...considering I burned a few questions.Syed was alittle....well estatic about mantaining GPA 4.But to me,its not such a big deal as I care more about passing then passing with flying colours and GPA 4 is no deal considering its ITE.......The class later had lunch at Seoul garden which i didnt follow cause I dont like seoul garden...not my thing.Although I did bump into someone who looked like Nazir or Nazar...but i didnt say a thing cause I was afraid if it turns out to be the wrong person...he also didnt say hi.

Was looking through manga at Page one at vivocity and times at Tampines mall.....and I realise something.American Manga was everywhere...in which I dont exactly like.No offence but it deviates alot from the norm manga and one manga even had underline words so that those studying English can use those words.....WTF
I hope that when I finally compile my own work,I dont what they say...Bastardize manga?lol
Anime wise,if it does comes into frutition,even though in English,I want to keep it the same feel as a regular Japanese anime,not some saturday morning cartoon.I realise that Japanese anime is enjoyable because of one of the reason is
1)They have great voice acting
2)The girl hav a bloody cute voice......
I seriously need to get back into anime....just which title...should I continue being a rebel and be fussy or become a mainsteam zombie and follow the crowd.....hmmm

Guitar hero 3 rocks XD
Finally bought it and now is one medium difficulty.Even my sister plays it lol.
Just that I wish for an original self custom rocker than choosing one premade one.
Read somewhere that someone wanted to created a real guitar game using a real GUITAR...WITH STRINGS.which seems like a bad idea.Mainly because its a game,doesnt have to be real.

I have officially quit Pizza hut and cant be bothered to go to the course today.No point going for it as i have q-u-i-t.They were telling me to go for it during my last week.AND WTF,PART-TIMERS DONT HAVE TO GIVE 1 WEEK NOTICE TO QUIT...- -;;..even my mom and jufree knows that...
*Burn-To forget or leave it as it is because there is no hope for it(Loki's dictionary)

100000x

2008-03-03T23:03:00.000-08:00

Just realise something...Blogger doesnt necessary successfully post online on my blog what I have written,so I was like didnt update my blog for a month when i did....somewhat.So for a one time special you get not one but two posts for today lol.One is today,the other is on the 19th of febuary.

Decided to quit working as well...ITS KICKING THE HELL OUT OF ME.
Seriously,I feel like i just got beat up by someone.Shoulders and arms are sore.....because I had to carry 4 TINS of Pineapple-ly doom from marina square to Suntec,in which half-way through both plastic bags gave way and it twas bombs away XD.
Primarly because I dont want to enter poly like a half-dead zombie.

What Jufree and my mother said has a point though.It too far away and went your tired,you are literally dragging yourself to go there only having to wake up early just to go to work again after a late night of work.

On another note,had a few interesting convestation with a few of my colleagues.Like the one with Ari,idonesian dude
A:got alot of hot chicks at geylang
L:Really,you go there before?
A:Yeah,accompany friend*shows him being grabbed by a girl,who also said"I let you f*** me for $30"
L:You got go ah?
A:No so expensive,just to f***, but I like chinese girls

On another occasion,yesterday,same guy
A:tomorrow onwards I get two days off,yeah(he said it in indonesian),go to geylang f*** for $42
After that he continued by saying his little brother needs entertainment for so long...LOL

Oh he also said Yi Kai likes me ^^;;....Which I flat out dont believe but it does make my heart feel funny ^^;;like i'm-flattered kind of funny.

My other manager,said she plans to change lines after 22 years in F&B,partly because its tiring.She said she has a degree something related to Airlines,so most likely would be seeing her at SATS two to three months down the road.

While tiredness aside,working there aint that bad,people actually work together and its pretty fun.

I recently bought two shirts,A Deathnote one and a FFVII:AC.FOR $48,which is alittle steep...but out of fan-da-rism(I refuse to call myself a fanboy of anything XP).Which the deathnote one had the picture of L instead of Light...oh well.Bought them from the basement at Far East Plaza.

Bloody Palace is not so fun....wish it was more of the one in DMC3.I prefer fighting random enemies......
Recently bought Burnout paradise....and the verdict is....
7/10
The single player is horrible.Sure you get excited and all,but a day after that,you find yourself roaming around doing nothing.
Currently contemplating on whether or not want to buy Guitar hero 3.I am no musician nor interested in music.....but rythm based games are fun to me......
And now my gaming condition is backed to being depraved of good games as MGS4 is only coming out july 12.......
Interesting enough Kojima said MGS4 cant fit on the blu-ray disc...which is 50GIGS......even the whole WoW wasnt that big....

I am an anime fan.I really am.Just that current anime...well just doesnt interest me at all.Maybe its because they no longer challenge your expectations anymore,or you seen most anime,you seen them all.I dont know.

Presenting....

2008-02-19T17:03:00.000-08:00

Been close to 2 weeks since I last Blogged.Mostly because my internet connection is as stable as a house of cards,I couldnt be bothered to update.Anyways here is a recap on Loki's life in tiny digestible bite size pieces

1)Went to Langkawi,Malaysia during the chinese new year

2)was fun but the tour organizer just sucked,while the malaysian guy was awesome

3)Skipped 1 day of school as came back to singapore late like 7am

4)I am now somewhat Bar/Cashier guy now

5)My previous boss didnt key in my salary.......

6)Hope new boss settle it for me

7)How my salary works now confuses me except 22 and 7,the supposed dates that I received them

8)Didnt do anything for valentine's day

9)Applied for Poly with Games & Digital Entertainment as first choice

10)Didnt choose games development as I dont have nor will I produce a portfolio

11)Just completed DMC 4,last boss was annoying rather than hard.

Had a meeting till 12.30am last friday.- -;;.Lucky for me,the boss let me take a cab and gave me $30 to do so.What sucked was I reached home at 1am and that I have to wake up at 8.30am the next day to go to work.....- -;;.Nowadays,I am like the 4th person to go home as I got to count the cash,do the reports on the sales of the day and close the bar.... - -;;.

Lol Yi Kai called Pizza hut last sunday and ended up chatting with her for bout 5 minutes.Abigail noticed and join in the fun XD.

Recently purchase an advent children shirt and a death note shirt.Cost me about $48 and it totally blew my budget ^^;;....

Went to go see Jumper.It was a pretty good movie,but alot more could be done.Hayden Christensen acting lacked charisma and charactability.A good comparison is Johnny Depp.He gets so into character,its believable that the character exist,like Captain Jack Sparrow.The highlight of the movie for me was the Jumper VS Jumper fight.The ending was okay.I would give bout 3.5 out of 5.Would have seen Sweeney Todd but my sister isnt old enough...- -;;

DMC4.Lucifer is ridiculous and hard to use.Doesnt deal a whole lot of damage on its on and.....i dont know...The last boss,Diablolica Sanctus,is irritating as you got to destroy his force field and then you can damage him.....provided he stays still in the first place.The ending was okay but still not used to seeing Dante taking a backseat and let Nero be the star.The cutscene before the Angus fight was cheesy.Dante and Angus was engage in some theater play.

Dragon ball Z on the psp wasnt as much fun as the PS2 version....I WANT TO DO A 100X BIG BANG KAMEHAMEHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!

During the time that I have worked,I met all kinds of customers.But usually the ones that complain and act like they are some Empress Dowager and expected to be waited on hand and feet are the LOCALS.

*que where is the love by Black eye peas XD*

MaDnEss

2008-02-06T19:11:00.000-08:00

Finally an update after two weeks?Finally got off my lazy self and write this post.
Anyways just got my pay yesterday and....
IT WAS $56 SHORT!!!!!
Now there must be a reasonable explanation for this like
1)I was cashier for the last two weeks and there was shortage at the end of the day
2)The manager didnt clock me out
3)She's a moron
I mean,I work myself to death out there and here you are short changing me...- -
Going to slow talk her after chinese new year as I am on leave now.

Oh would be in malaysia for the chinese new year for 4 days.Not sure where I am going though as didnt really bother with the details,and I always pack last minute.Dont really undestand why people pack the day before though.That time I went to KL for a school trip,return,chill for another 3 days before flying off to Hong Kong for the student seminar.Now thats packing.

DMC4.
I got to say,Nero is pretty fun to use.....just that,wish he had more variety of weapons.I know Nero's emphasis is just using Red queen,Blue rose and Devil bringer,but it kinda gets old going through 13 missions with him.Using Devil bringer on bosses is pretty fun to see.
Dante.Well.
I wish they stuck with the DMC 3 system.Because now styles instead of they leveling up through experience,they level up by buying them.....which makes you have to wait for a while if you want to get flush for giglamesh...- -;;.The styles change on the fly is also something I am not used too.In the middle of battle,I tend to stick to one style and one style through out the whole game,probably because of DMC 3.The new Devil arm,Giglamesh is pretty slow for its successor to Ifrit and Beowulf.Although I dont understand why Dante is equipped with a mask each time he uses it.
On the other hand,Pandora's box....IS EVERY GUNSLINGER'S DREAM!If Kira yamato had it,it would be Strike freedom X 10.If Rossette Christopher had it,it would be like J'eanne D'arc.
And the Video showing him using it is just plain chessy.A minigun,a bazooka,a missle launching station and a boomerang.From one box.And possible 666 combinations...which I think only a few would be in it as Dante's missions are pretty short.....like 4-5 in total.
I give it a 8.5 as more could be done for Dante and Nero.

Soulstorm seems to be getting Flak for deviating alot from the fluff and the new commanders are just plain idiotic.The Developers must be on crack........

Working has made me a heck more tired...- -;;.Another weird thing is that I keep getting cuts on my left hand.

Curses

2008-01-29T17:51:00.001-08:00

Curses

2008-01-29T17:51:00.000-08:00

2 More days till the end of this month.
DMC 4 TIME XD!
On another note,2 managers at my workplace will be transfered to a different outlet,and I will get two new ones who are from what I heard very strict.I liked the Store manager Adrianne cause although sometimes she yells orders at you,she helps you out and if your in a pinch or taking a break,she would get someone else to cover for you.The other manager thats gonna be transfered,well I say good riddance cause so far she's not very well liked.I hadnt had breakfast and was gonna have soup when she told me to go deliver the food to some tower...- -;;
My current plan is that if the two new managers are bearable,I give it another 2-3 months.Anyways I am very tired.I am obviously not cut out to do grunt work...- -;;.So tired infact I had to skip a few classes to regenerate my health back lol.

Yesterday,Passion019 added me to her now newer msn add which was kind of out of the blue and at first I thought it was some guy.Later she came on and we talked and she ended up in the same situation as me.You know the situation with me and that elusive where-in-time-is-carmen-sandiego.And yeah its inevitable Passion would mention her sooner or later.She mentioned Mai was going out with alot of guys,Trying hard to love a guy and something along the lines of trying to make me hate her or something.Well frankly I dont know.I dont hate her thats a fact.And yes I still L_ _ _ her if you are wondering.That brings about a very interesting thought though.How the hell can you love/like someone you have never met before in your whole life?Isnt it the same like those old chinese movies where the dude/chick falls in love with a ghostie?Same here except no voices,no exploding powers or evil vampire warlords.

You know,spending on stuff is addictive and when you own new stuff....its like you feel powerful,even so if you have cash in your wallet.

Daywatch....Oh man its was so awesome,if fact I am still talking about it right now.Rented the VCD from nearby shop.Was more well done than nightwatch,although I wish they explained whats the Gloom.Anton is pretty skillful for a low-level Light Other despite being up against higher level ones.The part where Anton and Olga switches body was weird lol.
"You made me into a tranny"
"And why is my ass wiggling?"
Anton seeked the Chalk of destiny and discovers that you can only remake decisions that you made,not others what made.The Daywatch seems bent on breaking the Truce by framing Anton for murder.They ofcourse cant break it outright less the Inquisitors come and punish them.The Daywatch are much more sneaky and cunning,probably because of Zavulon.

Also rented Pirates of the Carribbean:World's end.I have to say,I needed subtitles most of the time as I dont understand what the hell they were talking sometimes.Jack Sparrow again,proved why he was so hard to catch.And why the hell Davy Jone's locker isnt a locker??

Taking forever to complete 1 game out of 4 games in Orange Box.Realise that Half-life 2 is pretty long winded,due to the fact of very long vehicle scenes...- -;;

Polymourous

2008-01-20T17:36:00.000-08:00

- -;; blogger had better publish this post....to lazy to rewrite a another one.Turns out its my Computer/Internet that has rebelled against me.They make the internet so slow that every,almost every website I visit I get a website not found.....- -;;...

Recently noticed that my finger nails,you know the pink part is turning a darker shade of pink and sort of purplish at the base.Is it the sign of an illness or something?If someone has information,please come forward.And also when I cough,I can feel it in my stomach and also feels like I want to vomit.Plan to go see a doctor at the end of the month for a check up.

Okay so possible death causing illnesse indications aside,work news now.The SSU,(Self-service unit) is the most evilest computer ever to have been placed in a restraunt.Its so un-user friendly and when stuff goes wrong,you be hard pressed on how to recitify the problem.UNfortunately,its also the computer that I have to use to key in orders... --;;.Its relatively simple if its just a small order,but hugely difficult if its a long order or the order has alot of combination of meal deals and such.The manager even told me that I key in slow....thats because like I only have a week of work experience.....- -;;....Anyway I did bar for 3 straight days ^^,which is kinda better considering how crazy it is during dinner service.For most of the time I am alone but somtimes Shukor,my bar mentor is around as he has to handle the cashier and helps me out alittle.Yesterday was funny as its difficult to listen to 4 people talking at the same time.- -;;.Sharmilla was asking me about the melted Ice-cream.The CSR auntie was telling me to serve 2 Ice-cream.The manager was asking me something and the server was asking me for Ice water.All this while I was trying to scoop Ice-cream. - -;;.

Order taking is easy.But there comes a time where,it is difficult.Take one group of customer I took an order for example.I asked the dude what he like to have,he replied in a tone as if I killed his cat or something.I had to repeat my order again as the other two of his companions couldnt make up what they want and kept ordering and changing stuff.Yeah It was pretty scary as it look like he was about to rail at me at any moment.
My pay is about 4.50 per hour,which isnt really that great considering all the work you got to do.But thats work right.Cant always have your cake and eat it.Just put up with it for the cash.Getting my pay tonight XD.Working at Pizza hut is pretty tiring but its pretty fun and okay.Shukor turns out to be a friend of my classmate in ITE and his girlfriend who works there knows them too.Some are sec 3 people.Some are waiting for O'level results.Just saying this but,there is a girl,sec 3 Normal Academic who just work there 3 day.....is pretty interesting
^ ^.Think her name is Yi Kai or something.
Project-wise....it is what it is.Making slow progress after finally starting on something last week and our date line is febuary.........Ayumi Hamasaki recently release 'guilty' over here and despite the news of her being handicapped in the left ear,I am still not a fan of her simply because like Koda Kumi,she tends to diva-rise her voice and over accessorize everything as if it was a chingay parade or something.As you know by now I am a Yuna Ito fan,her CDs are non-existant around here,she is not known around here and most likely she will never have a consert here.Why I like her is because her singing is pure and simple.
Her MTVs showcase the song,her singing and the message well.Like "endless story".It was set at a castle,she was in a beautiful red dress,the MTV showed the beatiful landscape,simple yet great fomula.And yeah she cant really dance like Nami tamaki or some others but her great live perfomances makes up for it.http://playlog.jp/yuna/blog/ her blog...supposedly.Cant tell as my com turns jap words into squares.

Yes and Loki is still afraid of cosplayers.^^;;.Something I still can never get though.Cosplay is about looking and acting like the character.But if you dont really look like the character,sound like the character then......umm you just dress up for fun and go to a cosplay convention just for the spirit of cosplaying???And most costumes that were made dont seem wearable in real life as opposed in the anime where the characters wear them everyday and it doesnt seem polyesterly or canvas-y and more of its actually made of cloth like cotton.Also the reason why I design my my characters costume to be more on not so over the top side and incorporate more usual clothes for the missions on the human world and more amour-y outfits for the demon mission.For the final battle,their armour is so armour-y,I can be sued for resembling them like space marine XD.

To add on.I have the fitness level of a FAT person..- -;;.I failed 2.4km run,long jump and Chin up for my NAFA test.Even a couple of girls beat me..- -;;.Such is a price when your mind is constantly developed but the dude who has the mind is lazy to exercise.Body still sore from the shock of exercising for points...- -;;

Rioting Dragon

2008-01-15T08:02:00.000-08:00

- -;;...blogger didnt save my previous draft of this post...resulting in having to re-write this post....again.Where to starts....

Oh Mai the ever elusive leprechaun appeared on MSN this past monday.Dropped a few hellos but didnt reply.Status was set to idle.Stayed on until eventually I had to go to school.
Working is pretty fun....just that I get so tired after working,its like I am super lazy to go to school.Mr Rohaizat nominated me,Jufri,Shu Bin and Samuel for the CCA award.Dont know what its for but no cash is involved so I didnt really pay heed to it.Whats important for me is getting the progression to poly second year thing.

So far I have worked for 4 days and seems to be coming along quite nicely.I havnt been doing any order taking despite me being a server as well its the most important part and is the scary part.One thing that I dont understand is when the customers asks me all sorts of weird questions and I dont really full know the menu.Doesnt help when you dont have a good memory as well.Part of ordertaking is also keying in the order at this computer terminal which is pretty confusing.So at most my job as a server is just to take the bill,clear the table,send food/drinks and set the table.If someone wants to order,I just find someone that knows how to order take,which often most of the time,that someone is already busy with something and its like I am making it worse for them.

I enjoy doing bar most though.Everything is in order although in midst of chaos.Even if I dont know how to make a particular desert,there is a file teaching me how to do it.I am pretty anxious on getting my first pay XD.The manager said its every 2 weeks.Its been two weeks....umm..maybe...dont know.
So far I met all the managers,and most often is the store manager and the AM manager that I worked with.
Abby and Farahan(sp?) has gotten better at their work when I came for work last friday.They knew what was what.Its pretty obvious because they worked everyday and I only worked on friday and the weekend.Makes me feel like I am the only Noob left...- -;;

On more pressing matters,is well my project Module.I can safely say that my group has so far for six months has done,absolutely
NOTHING
and the due date is in 2 weeks time.I find that the main reason we havnt done anything is because of our project supervisor.Each time we try to source materials to even try making something,he doesnt know anything and doesnt give much valueble advice.He also doesnt push my group earlier on to do something.Another reason was that getting everyone together was difficult.Always someone is absent.I find what Mr Rohaizat said to be true.
"If you wait for everyone,the project will never take off and in the end everyone loses interest in it"
On the positive side,Raj said he's making progress building it on his own(i didnt know this until this week).At this point,I dont care anymore.I just want this Mutha-F***** of a project to just die.Who the hell suggested we do this anyway.....

I find that girls in story/anime/games are better suited for heavy melee combat and guys better suited with guns.It somewhat breaks the stero-type of girls using butter knifes or a gun totting madames of doom.Thats why I gave Ciel a monster of a sword thats larger than her to handle with only ONE ARM,thats the intended result although she uses both hands at the start.i guess its more awe and cool to see a girl swing it around than a guy do it and guys look alot cooler with guns.Example of this is Dante.Badass with guns.So far few has managed to challenge the prowess of the Gun queen,"Two-hands" Revy while guys there had been alot like Vash the stampede,Train heartnet.

When the hell is DMC4 coming here.It isnt fair Europe and other parts of the world is getting it first....I am pretty bored as I finished Folklore and WWE smackdown VS raw(finally).My little sister commented
"Who ask you to finish folklore so quickly?"
Cant help it.Once I have a new game,I would play and make sure it is complete.I sure hope DMC4 has bloody palace.Makes the game more fun and endless.Too bad Nevan isnt in it.......
but gilglamesh looks pretty fun to use.And oh Dante gets Yamato.Thats Vergil's sword.He's so badass with it that he Judgement cuts the whole screen!Vergil could only do it half screen.
Theres been talk about a DMC5,taking place 50 years later.Dante doesnt look half bad for an ageing demon hunter.
http://i4.photobucket.com/albums/y101/Carbonox_ratchet/DMC4Scan2.jpg
It was floating around at Gamefaqs.

The Golden path is alittle....I dont know off-key to me at the moment.I find Jin Long to be someone who became like that due to circumstances and that the evil guy is still winning lol.
Kinship II.Well I sort of prefer the so called bad guys as they seem more real,have solid reasons on why they did what they did and less irritating that the good guys.I swear each time Yusheng calls Dinosaur,its so irritating and who in the correct mind would call your mother in law mama dinosaur.Even if its a joke,thats pretty disrespectful.

3,2,1 Karas

2008-01-10T07:58:00.000-08:00

Skipped school by accident today.Work up at the wrong time XP.

Was tired from the whole Singapore Robotics Games thing at Science centre.Ended up not doing anything,other then taking down times of the wall climbing robot as my mouse maze robot officially passed away yesterday and my teacher was insistant that it wasnt dead and wanted some expert to try and revive it.

This year the souveir is some deformed pen which is kinda awkward to write with.Lead me to believe that the SRG people were over budget and decided to go cheapo.Last year they gave out book light thingys.

When it comes down to school pride,people can really get paranoid..- -;;.A TP student reported NYP student robot had exceeded the restricted extension measurement when its the TP first place postition was unsurped by the NYP.

Dude,we measured it and like....unless all of us were on 10 cans of Jolly shandy,we cant be wrong - -;;

Thank goodness though,My teacher decided to drive us home.Had to keep awake as didnt want to possibly stain the car interior with acid XD.

I forgot to mention that My pizza hut shirt was alittle burnt.^^;;.The manager has asked me to iron it after i got it,with a weird iron and it was on a square computer table...- -;;.She set it up to high and I was smart enough to stop when i smelt something burnt.Hope the Boss which I havnt met yet dont umm pick me out and ask me the 10 moments thing from the corporate training video as I am not so sure I remember all of them.Lets see

1)Greet/Show seating 2)Give menu(make sure its on the soup and salad)3)Take order4)Serve soup/salad/entrees/drinks 5)Serve Main course 6)Follow up with desert 7)serve desert 8)present bill 9)cant remember....10)wish them bwye.....

My mother told me today turns out my Auntie's husband workplace,canadian pizza had wanted to hire people........

I was like......

IF YOU TOLD ME SOONER,I WOULDNT HAVE TAKEN THE PIZZA HUT ONE IN THE FIRST PLACE as the Canadian one was in Siglap...about 30mins from here.Auntie fault here...

--;;

The website I get most of my animated gifs is pretty well racist,primarly to the white/black person thing.For some reason though,Black people are more prone to violence/killings.I dont confirm this nor do I say any of this is true.Anyway most of the animated section...is pretty umm..offlimits to minors ^^;; for good reason as there is some sick ones.. - -;; like umm real-life bombings where body parts are flying.

Yuna Ito's "A world to believe in"is awesome.Its a duet with Celine Dion.Watching the MTV is alittle weird as Celine's parts arent many and its like she's thinking"I be dammed if I let her upstage me".

Cant listen to it until I upgrade my memory card to 4 gb.

So far all my Jap songs are about 1.27 gb,about 279 songs

English ones about 689 mb,about 107 songs

In most peoples computers,thats not very alot I gather.

So far the list of must buy i have compliled and goes something like this,

Devil May Cry 4 $89++,collectors edition $120?

DualShock 3 $69

4 gb memory card $80

Gaming stuff aint cheap...- -;;

Decided to write a mini-story as well I dont exactly have the time to write a full one and wanted readers to read something....seeing that my readers are only clare and faithy... - -;;......

Thats very.........encouraging.....not.Atleast 2 is better than 0......not by alot.

And I present the Gif Section.Pity you cant take them due to the right click disable XP

Very funny gif on swimming

Paper folding,Matrix style

The new meaning of Tired-ness

2008-01-08T08:12:00.000-08:00

Just started my job at Pizza Hut at Suntec City..

And it was so damm tiring.

Still feeling the sores in my calfs and ankles.

I worked about 11hrs on that day and i was abit sick too.

The job was not bad.The positions are usually rotated,and i was given the job of manning the bar.

The seniors were nice,especially this girl whom i think is older than me,by the name of Sharmilla.She is nice and all but I am somewhat fearing to get on her badside.
she worked there for a good two years already.
^^;;

It started off good with me just dispensing drinks and adding lemons and peaches to lemon tea or peach tea.I still cant grasp the specialty drinks like kiwi frizz or starberry frizz.The AM manager did help me out every now and then with those kind of drinks.

Then came dinner service.Well actually I could have left by 5pm,but seeing that it was my first day and thought I stayed back at the manager's request.

It was hell i tell you.Orders kept coming in and soon all the seniors who were helping me around the bar was doing order taking,serving or cashier-ing.Then it was quiet.Then it became strange.Why is the servers tell me the orders instead of the ticket machine behind me dispensing tickets????Turns out it ran out of paper and when Sharmilla came back to check on me,she refilled the ticket machine with paper and a long.....DAMM LONG list of drink orders piled up- -;;.

She reprimanded me."If there is no drinks orders when it is so busy,confirm something is wrong right?".So I worked to finish the list and the manager help to check which drinks were already made.And so i was up to my neck with work like preparing cold water,the dispensing of pepsi etc and washing the cups,when it became quiet without me noticing it again.This time another senior checked on me and pressed the error button to get it working again.

"Bro next time the light never light up,call me okay"
AGAIN another longer longer longer list of orders came out.The Manager instantly came and helped me out till it was cleared.Another problem was that the servers werent bringing back the glasses so I was left with very little glasses and when the glasses did come back,they came back in mountains...- -;;.
Was also reprimanded by Sharmilla again for the way i tore of the ticket.Apparantly it has to be diagonally across and not just pull down.She swear she scream at me if I did that again and made me practice it over and over.By this time I could tell she's alittle annoyed at me but who could blame her as I am somewhat making her job harder.But honestly I could use help without someone asking me if they noticed a huge load of dirty glasses behind me,orders stacking up and cold water glasses were dissappearing..- -;;

At the end of the day I had a pretty bad back ache from the bending over with heavy load of glasses to put into the dishwasher.Confirmed my schedule with the manager and its something like this
Friday:3pm-10pm(i think)
Saturday:11am-10pm
Sunday:5pm-10pm but most likely I would change it to 11am to 5pm instead cause monday is a schooling day.
Was told i would do serving on Friday + some typhoid injection.

Today also had to attend to my club booth(dont ask what club as I didnt join on my own free will,more to coerced into it)at the CCA fair.I WANTED TO GO HOME AND SLEEP.I been having Insommia.I think i figured out why.If i think alot before going to sleep,i would have trouble sleeping due to my mind being too active and when my body sleep,my mind would be an ongoing radio playing random songs that I heard before...- -;;

Been entertaining the thought of possibly coming up with a detective story but alot different from Matantei Loki or Deathnote.Not different for different's sake but.......
Was inspired from Keats from folklore.The Otacon look alike with serious faery firepower.Even his cloak looks cool.
Also been entertaining something of a black lagoon meets Gundam seed fusion kinda story.
Oh if you been wondering how Ciel looks like,while before watching chinese drama,they show who the sponsors right,Ciel looks like that girl posing for Shiseido,Maquillage.Right down to 80% of her Legends uniform.

The Cold war at home seems to be escalating - -;;.Father not talking to Mother and vice-versa.Usually I dont know what the cause is and I dont take heed but the increase of this sort of thing warranted my attention.Its hard having a hot tempered father and now over worked mother cause sometimes I dont even know what to do.Both getting on the years and Father been having this bad cough.My elder sister...well lets just put it as my parents have dont care she live or die/disown her and she is free-loading of my house/hotel to her of electricity(and i mean lots of it,she doesnt switch of her room light for 22hrs straight) and water.My little sister...well she is too pampered to even bother doing everything.So my mother is now tired from getting overworked from doing all the chores.I do help out but cant really do much.

Case File 1989
Warm winds swept across the roof of a lavish aparment building.In the mix,a long,silky black hair danced among the wind and shone through the afternoon soon.Black tear trails told the story of how much regret she has felt.She curled up to hide her face from the all seeing sun and wallowed in the shadow of herself.People were scrurrying about like little ants she thought as she peeked over the ledge she perched on.Her long,fair legs dangled from the ledge,no longer feeling fear of possible death.Her white sun dress finally rested,after fluttering about in the wind.She took a deep breath as she slowly stood up from the ledge,going to test if a person really does turn into a blood pool after hitting the ground from a roof of a 100 storey building.
*BANG,DOOR SWINGS OPEN*
"Your one hard person to catch Miss Anderson."A confident voice made her pause.It was her pursuer,coming to bring her to justice for the audacities she hath comitted.
"Leave me,I deserve death,I cant bear to face anyone anymore"She cried,making her final demands known.
"I am not here to tell you not to jump,but just hear me out.In a way,you did no wrong,rather its what anyone would do in order to survive.You killed that manager by accident out of anger that he cheated of every cent that you had.Knowing how your heart is,you were guilty beyond reason.He still haunts you at night.You also felt you let your fans down,everyone including your sister.Its still not to late to right the wrongs.Just a question whether or not you have the courage to face the music"With all that said the pursuer began to climb down the stairs.
"What ever it is,I will meet you downstairs by the cafe for tea,see you"after the brief pause as he dissappearing into the shadows.
*Ring(insert your handphone ringtone)*
"So have you aquired the suspect?"A female voice beckons the pursuer.
"Nah,give me another 10-15 mins,she is still thinking"He answers simply
"Thats a very dangerous suspect you have on the roof up there.She killed her manager using an illegal class 5 magic incantation,attacked the police and Cypher team sent to arrest her and..."
"Blew up the standford bridge with another class 5 spell when she escaped custody,I know,it was a bloody fireworks of a day that day.But come on,cut me some slack here,you know she is my...."The pursuer ended her list of wrongdoings of Cynthia Anderson for her.
"20mins max,another second and I am sending another Cypher team armed with Arcane beam rifles."
"Usually your suspects end up dead or dismembered...She must be something different"The operator thoughed.
"Thanks J.C. I knew you knew me the best"The pursuer hung up.
10mins later
The pursuer sat outside the cafe,under the shade of a huge umbrella.A strawberry parfait was slowly melting,as it sat on the table across him.He waited patiently for the ultimatium.When...
*THUD*
Something had fallen from a height and made a large sound.The pursuer analysted the sound.
"Its too soft and uniform.....and theres no sound of squishy-ness.....what was it that..."
"Is this for me?"A familiar voice broke the thoughts of the pursuer.
"Yeah,you only have 5 minutes though"The pursuer smiled as his gamble had payed off.He peered to the back and noticed it was a matteress that fell out of the sky.
"At most you would get 10 years at Maxell women state pentianary.Thats in Demon years so wouldnt be that long."
Cynthia kept quiet as the pursuer blabbed on.
When she finished her parfait.The pursuer said
"Promise me,keep on singing okay,you may not believe it but,your songs are something like penicillin for emotional pains ^^"
With that,She shed a tear,as police officers arrived on the scene and approached Cynthia with Impartial Justice written on their foreheads.
"Hey no Handcuffs for her,those things leave scars."The pursuer barked an order as he sank back into the garden chair.
"Sorry sir"

Not directly related to LEgaCY

New year

2008-01-05T07:11:00.000-08:00

As you may or may not know,the reason i was unable to come online for the past two weeks was that Starhub cut my internet connection cause the previous bill hasnt been settled.And those were like the longest 2 weeks of my life..- -;;

Cause I was bored out of my mind,I suffered mild insommia due to my brain not being used alot LOL.
And I did try to find a job......I applied for a service crew position at Suntec City's Pizza hut.They only replied like 2 weeks later after I applied.Bad news is that I am down with the Flu...come to think of it,whole family is down with it....more bad news is that they want me to come down tomorrow at 10am for training+some typhoid injection(just a code name for nano implants to make me move like a ninja XP)

A few weeks ago,because of boredom,i roamed the internet and came across the what you might call,the Motherload of Doujins.Fast forward a few days,and i already downloaded like....100+ doujins?which umm most of them arent intended for minors ^^;;(dont judge me,I am an anime fan guy ><)
It really impress me that some of the best drawings are in there.Seriously.It also has the most stupidest storylines ever..- -;;well some of them.I particularly like Eye behind the eyepatch for it made most sense and its more sweet kinda stuff then umm....you know.

I rebought folklore at $49,a few months after Sony "ate" my $70 one.So total I spent was $119 for the same game..- -;;.That aside,I am pretty glad I did.Story wise,its damm good.The twist in the end left an unanswerable question....is Keats a halflive?After all Ellen/Cecilia drew him 17 years ago....plus the magazine he worked for ended 17 years ago....but that still doesnt answer why he was able to appear during the day and he was able to absorb other folks.To think all the dark sercets all started with young Cecilia just wanted to save her friend Herve.I still havnt figured out what Ellen's mother came to Doolin for.Bad points are well the voice acting could be way better.They almost sound as if they werent trying.Would love a sequel that brings back Keats,another new girl and maybe a kid.

DMC4 is coming out end of this month.I also came across a DualShock 3 controller.Most likely DMC4 would cost about...$80-$90.I think i have spent $500 on gaming alone.

Placebo vol 1 was okay for me.I couldnt indetify what the main character was trying to be.For most part reading the book one name keeps popping out and comparing Millia with her.Thats right,she is "Two-hands"Revy.Revy seems alot plausible despite her vulgar attitude and not so great appearance,but atleast I know for sure what she is.She is cold blooded when need be in order to survive,as it has always been since she was small.Her gun antics are also more cool.And her partner which Millia claims isnt her partner looks alot like Daisuke from D.N.angel

That brought me to the whether or not to continue LEgaCY in the third season which brought about a very interesting twist that will make you yell out WTF!!!! if you were watching the first episode(in anime form which is never gonna happen).As far as I know,it has never been done before.No its not some mixed up of episode chronology like Suzumiya Haruhi,infact its like telling a kid to ride a bike,then suddenly jam the brake and tell him to skateboard.

Faithy said that I am picky about girls?^^;;....Well to tell you the truth,I am not picky.Just that if the girl doesnt have a bit of interest in me and vice versa for me,theres no point for me to even do anything.And theres affinity and so and so.If you want to help find one for me,be my guest.My ideal girl is
-like that girl in Air,not the blond one,the one who has a kid sister.I like her subtle-ness and not mean sarcasm.She cooks too
-honest
Thats all lol.Either that surprise me with something else.

Tempest Blade

2007-12-18T10:19:00.000-08:00

The Subject for today is:Jobs...- -;;
I figured since I am having the holidays,might as well take a part-time job.But alas finding a job with zero qualifacations and experience is pretty hard.Zero qualification as in I havnt got my Higher Nitec Cert yet.There is also the element of whether or not I am interested in it.Like I dont like jobs which deal with customers all the time like being a cashier at KFC.There's this ad at Century Square's arcade concerning finding a part-timer/full time job there.Going tomorrow to ask for more details.Followed my mother for an interview for a cleaner post at terminal 3 at some URA building.The office was pretty nice.The receptionist was well very trendy and cute for a 28 year old.Her job must be boring at times as i notice her loging on msn lol.

Hady Mirza pulled off an unexpected win at Asian Idol.I must admit,I wasnt supporting him at all lol.You see,in almost most competition concerning countries,I have zero national spirit or patriotism ^^;;.I believe in the term,I rather see and judge myself rather than to just blindly support.Oh and I was supporting for the Indian dude.His outfits were cool XD

And while thinking of adding Singaporean elements to my story like history,something brought my attention.Remember that in the past,Singapore was once taken over by the Japanese.So if I put that small part into my story which in turn turned into an anime which is created by the Japanese...isnt that like blasphemy to them?Was inspired alittle by Leftnan Adnan.Valiant Soldier.Would make a great Imperial guard commisar.

Time for something interesting ^^.The way I walk,talk,move sometimes is weird so that inspired me to create a move list XD.
Double step- Moves in anydirection quickly
Step Install-Suddenly stops with a sceeeeert sound.
Dancing Dragon-Moves pass multi people with turning of body to avoid collision with people
Druken Chicken-Weave in and out of crowds while pretending that I am driving an Audi R8 XD
WOAH-Duck underneath objects like umbrella while moving ahead at fast pace.
Deep thought-Thinks about theorys,stories and anime while walking.Warning as it takes away awareness of not to bang into people or lamposts.
Mind quaremire-Make people angry,calm them down,confuse them,make angry again.Repeat and repeat till they go insane.
Word stall-deliver a confusing statement
FINSIHERS
Nothing-I say nothing?
Forte Imaginastco-A weapon comes out of nowhere and I proceed to do a combo upon combo of weapon attacks until SHOWTIME ranking appears untop of my head XD
HERESY-You are pwned.No description needed.

I realise that I cant think awell now because I lost my music(no reference to Suzumiya)as I delete them all to optimize space for my PSP for games.They are all store in the com though,WHICH CANT PLAY THEM......I did try to fix the sound problem,but only let me to attempt to erase it's pathetic existance...

I do watch chines drama serials too.Golden path is pretty good to me.Kinship 2....hmm..i dont know,i just dont like the feel its been given.I also hate that dinosaur guy.BLOODY 3 TIMER.....
House MD is pretty good,but i cant find a place to watch it from season 1.My wife and kids man,they can kill you.I like the episode where they were doing a play for katie's kindergarden.They decided to do a play of romeo and juliet.COMPLETE with Ninjas,one flying ninjas and a cyclops...XD.Funniest when Mrs kyle said
"What?My baby girl is the wind???"

The History

2007-12-13T10:21:00.000-08:00

Today....- -;; is like i used up all my luck this week and left with the bad ones....
1)The Phase Test(Important one)was easy....but for some reason the PLC was giving me a hard time to make the actual program work.
2)I WAS THE LAST PERSON TO FINISH IT.
3)After 2hr+ of rewriting,15 times of redownloading,Some genius was overzealous to serve Master Kumar that he switched off the main power of my CPU,which i hadnt save my program.....
4)I had to copy Jufree's program on paper and I ended up not submitting the Diskette version

Although Mr Tengku said i would pass anyway.....wonder how this affects my grades though.Yeah it was a shot to my ego too as I used to be able to do the test and go home in 30mins flat and it gave Syed some material to snipe at me..- -;;Yeah I realise that even Loki lose sometimes.

Oh and was late for the Safe home appreciation ceremony.When I and Kenneth arrived,it was over and well it was good as we got to eat straight away.Got a sourveir which I named
DA CUBE
It was a crystal cube which is pretty heavy and had the words SAFE HOME in the middle of the crystal,like its floating.
Later I followed Kenneth who originally wanted to get Anime figurines at Sunshine Plaze at La tendou(sp?).He ended up buying paint to paint his gundam as most of the shop was for some reason closed.Took awhile as the lady mixed the paint for him.Saw a I think somewhat defective Lunamaria figurine which looked weird going for $10.
Figurine wise...most likely i would get was the Asuka Langley one.And for good reason too.
Nice Bike + Hot girl with in red jumpsuit with zip all the way down to her belly and her chest is too revealing so much so the owner put plastercine to cover her up XD LOL.Didnt take photo of it as didnt want to get chased out of the shop or something.
I am a guy so go figure XD
And WTF is a Mickey Gundam.....

*Play FF7 victory tone*
Yes it is the holidays for me finally and I am skipping school on friday as well no one would go anways.
Some simple plans.
1)Get track 4,5,6 out as fast as possible
2)Maybe draw?
3)profit?

Reading at the girl I fear blog,brought up an interesting idea.
What made me?

Lets see:
Primary school has thought me to
1)Start fights
2)RUN WHEN YOU ARE LOSING
3)steal,shoplift
4)Demoralise your enemies
5)Play Counter Strike
6)Lie,mostly white lies
7)Do stupid things like ring doorbells of peoples homes and running away,which is stupid IF YOUR SCHOOL IS JUST NEXT TO THE BLOCK YOU ARE DISTURBING

Secondary School has taught me to
1)Umm discover Loki??
2)zzzzzzz
3)That if you mingle with good people for a long time,you forget how being evil is so gratifiying LoL
4)Teachers can brainwash you with all of crap.Like ITE simei got fight every now and then and you die if you go there.- -;;

ITE has taught me to
1)"Good" Evil Stuff
2)Car,motocycle stuff
3)The True meaning of Chilling out
4)Upgraded my intellect interface that my sentences no longer makes sense if not given a seonc thought like"This week is the next week of last week"
5)That people usually arent as bad as people may say.I found some real great dudes over here.
6)Evil minds think alike lol
7)Interesting things happen in the guys toliet like a toliet paper tornado or the incredible hulk just ripped out a urinal from the wall and left it on the floor.
8)The fun part about taking aeroplanes are only the take off.

Oh almost forgot.If you noticed,I called my story entries by tracks now as chapters are meant to be long and I obviously dont want to bore you,so I broke it down into smaller digestive,MRE,ration size bites.In my mind what happen in 3 tracks may translate into one episode of the story(as in animated like an anime,yeah weird I know)
Does Ciel Aluncied sound earthy,humany to you?^^;;or does it sound dracula-ish,magic world kinda name sounding thing?

And after waiting a month.....the photoshop i dowloaded.......

Had a serious error and couldnt launch at all.....great......

Techni Colour

2007-12-10T16:48:00.000-08:00

Was gonna post pictures of the IRO here but,My camera isnt with me...
Anyways IRO was THE MOST TIRING JOB I HAVE EVER TAKEN ON IN MY LIFE AND IS SERIOUSLY UNDER-PAYED FOR THIS.
I even got blisters on my thumbs..- -;;
The main difficulty I faced was the language.So I had to like make motions with my hands and try to use very simple english with the Koreans and the China competitiors. The main problem they had was the difference in electrical power ratings between countries.So they have all manner of weird plugs/adaptors that i never seen before.
One myth about Koreans are true though.They are Hard-core gamers.Even in the heat of competition,they can still play pokemon,CS or starcraft.....
Another thing is that,never,I mean never stand infront of the gate when the event is about to start.Its like letting the bulls out of their pens,despite constant reminders NOT to run.
Its the kids(yes there are kids taking part) when they lose,sadness is almost visable,but hey atleast they didnt cry.
On the Creative competition,someone drew a sick Maid robot,but i think they didnt made it through,thats why they didnt build it and present it.
Was not able to photograph contestants building the robots cause...i was suppose to patrol around..- -;;

Will be having another class gathering on the 17..- -;;Dont really plan to go as...well it makes no difference whether or not I am there.And its a barbecue.....and the ride home is quite far....and Loki is LAZY......
I think I have noticed it by now that Loki has evolved into a more evil-er version of him that was fresh out of the O-level.There is a difference in speech when i talked to Gap or suhendi.It was like I was some back-alley gangster and they were some uptown righteous citizens.Its true that my mind isnt innocent like theirs anymore.Like they say in the movie 8MM
"The Devil is changing you man"
Despite that my high level of wit still remains in me.Hmm maybe I can become a Triad boss or something.Oh that reminds me of a Warhammer 40K qoute
"Always have your holes dug"
My hair is now about shoulder length XP.The reason i havnt cut it yet is because I lack funding to do so.Mr Rohaizat hasnt noticed so....PIKACHU!EVADE!!!!!(thats sounds so....weird)

Kane&Lynch was pretty okay for me.Somethings bother me though
1.The grenades are use-less...wait all explosives in the game are useless...they are like fireworks....enemy AI just shrug them off.
2.Ally AI is very the.....Idiot.WHO GETS STUCK IN A PILLAR?And most often they take the most unstrategic postion leading to a very bloody,leady death
3.The revive system is so much so that you cant die aslong as someone is still alive.Save for overdose...Republic Commando used the same system but it wasnt that bad.
The funny part was the vulgraites.They used the F word like in every 2 sentences.Even my mother said that its like its some kind of food or something.
Overall it had a very solid story.Just wished they stuck with the freedom fighters scheme instead,way more fun and Ally AI was more clever.
Okay its true,i been brought over to the dark side.I mod my PSP to play download games...
=====MORALS:-50 POINTS=======
its because i been spending cash on PS3 games that i neglecting old PSP,and there were some games on the PSP that i wanted to play.
Princess Maker 2
How the hell was i suppose to know she leaves me at age 18..- -;;...so she turned out to be a fat housewife XD.......

Season 2 of my story is well.More dark.Its to well follow this qoute from Pirates of the Carribean:Dead man's chest
"Already the world seems less bright without good old _______"
Not to worry.There will be fun,cute and happy moments just that the circle of 4 has been reduced to 3+1-1+1...get it?

"Do what you want to do,but get this,bear what might come your way"Loki ^^
"No use hiding it,its after all human desire.Its either accepting it,denying it or acting cool about it"Loki ^^

Sighz

2007-11-25T15:39:00.000-08:00

Whats this?Loki posting at 7.40am?
Out of boredom and having a slight headache,decided posting would be the next fruitful thing to do...next to umm....looking at questionable sources.

- -;;When my parents have a slight tiff....usually I am the one who suffer.Cause like my Father if he is at home usually ask me to do the stuff my mother normally does....in which i dont know to do some of them or dont do them as well.Another thing is that I would be bored to death as my Father would watch TV the whole day outside while my Mother does the same on the inside......I somehow managed to survive two weekends without even playing the PS3......ITS CRUELTY I TELL YOU!!!

Been thinking alot,observing alot and experience alot.While faithy seeks to attain perfection or something close to that,I seek something close to us but yet we fail to understand fully a part of us,which is what makes us human.Through my 5 years watching anime,i realise Anime is somewhat what the creator thought of as perfect and in the long run,its starting to bother me.Perfection does not exist as people have different perception of perfection.You cannot pursue something you dont know what it is or where it is,what you are actually seeking is something that is able to satisify yourselve and appeal to others so they share what this "perfect" of yours.I think it was a movie with Toby Maguire in it that shows perfection at human level and how dull it was.Anime doesnt have alot of disabled people in it,real reasons of why the people are there,large diversity of people cute but otherwise irritating if they exist in the real world characters.I guess normal reasoning would be"hey chill out,its an ANIME not some real life drama",but anime has evolved to be something close to that hasnt it?Though I say this,but i still watch anime,just more selective than usual.
That is my Revolution.Pretty sure i would piss off some anime fans due to the lack of Moe characters but,i think a different kind of anime is good for once.And i dont mean Suzumiya haruhi - -;;Biggest mistake made in my life.

Photoshop is at about 53%...after like about...2weeks?So that means another 2 weeks it would be dones..- -;;...god...

Replayed Dawn of War at a higher graphic level and man....It made a world of difference.Although it could lag if theres too many action going on,there were more effects,like necron buildings has green ligthing crackiling about them and the daemon hunters listening posts has disco like lights on them.Necron Lord fully decked out on wargear and upgrade,is the most powerful hero ever....next to the Warboss.Lightning field damages everything once fully charged,Phalentry regenerates your health and Resurrection Orbs bring back all your comrades.

Uncharted:Drake's Fortune seems interesting,although seems alittle short.Not sure when is Haze coming out.Not interested in Assassin's Creed as....well not interested in medivally places that doesnt involve ninja's doing sick stealth kills albeit Shinobido or Tenchu series.

I find House very funny although i cant seem to catch it on a regular basis.The sketch show is also funny,just simple straight to the point comedy although not sure when its showing again.CSI Las Vegas has ended i think,AXN showing re-runs and not interested in CSI new york or Miami.I guess its the Gil Grissom dude in Las Vegas that makes it so cool.

Mazda Ryuga is so cool.2010 would be available.

Burn dude burn

2007-11-21T22:01:00.000-08:00

For some reason,the picture is incredibal-ly Blurry....guess which is Loki ^^

2 weeks and no update..

BOW DOWN BEFORE DA MIGTHEE PS3!

wow.Hadnt realised Loki has been THAT lazy....

Anyways to start things off.

The Class reunion....hmm..Lets put it this way.Its like putting a Saltwater fish into a Fresh water pond for me.Firstly no one told me where the hell the restaurant was except Marina Square....So one who has never been to Marina Square would expect it to be in the Building....- -;;but no......it was outside the Building...- -;;.Second thing was,i dont mean to be ungrateful or rude but why the F*** was it at Marina Square?I mean Tampines Mall basement has Breek's too...

Lucky for me,i watched a food show that showcased that Breeks was somewhat renowed for its pasta,so i didnt regret my purchase.Lol.I was the odd one out.Because Syam was absent,I was the only one who went to ITE....the rest are all Poly people.....and i didnt understand a word they were talking about,like the people they meet in their course or the teachers.I only spoke to Suhendi and Firdaus throughout the dinner as well.....I am not really sociable.And yeah some of them chase each other in the restraunt like little kiddies.Another thing is that for some reason,yes i admit i am still deftly afraid of Zafirah.I dont know why.Oh yeah met Zahariah and Mr Salleh on the way to the restraunt.

Next week would IRO week.And i get to skip class the whole of next week XD.Mostly South Koreans,Malaysians,Indians and umm Phillipians? would come and do the robo-olympics.If you know me well and in case you are wondering...yeah some part of me hope that there is a small chance that someone would appear...but that remains highly unlikely........

Just bought Raw Vs Smackdown 2008....and...well quite frankly i prefer 2007 cause the controls for 2008 is alittle more iffy.Its more uncomfortable and awkward to use the analog stick to exercute grappling moves.The 24/7 mode is deftly boring....................you fight the same people over and over again and after like....60 matches...i only made like 9% progress....- -;;.The redeeming points are well new moves.....umm......thats bout it

will be writing the next chapter...during my holidays which is in....3 weeks time i think.Mainly cause i am busy being lazy and playing games.Another is that my little sister often stays up late and.....bothers my imaginative mind ^^;;.

boredom

2007-11-09T19:31:00.000-08:00

Finally have completed Genji and Ratchet and Clank.
And now back to bored...- -;;
Going to take my Basic Theory Test for Car on the 27,but i still havnt read the book XP.I think i would read it sometime.....later haha.
Recently went out on a Hari Raya outing with friends last saturday,3 november(a little outdated but nonetheless).It was pretty umm,not eventful for my part for most part as i joined them about mid-way through.Honestly,i only joined in for the cash and well to see what has become of my former classmates.Lol honestly i think i look like some Chinese Triad member henchmen due to my really long hair at the back and a beard.All that is missing is a scar on the cheekXD.I havnt got caught for my long hair yet,but it gets kinda irritating like my head gets "over-heated" more easily XD.
and when was told that i was rich to buy the PS3
I said"well i got no girlfriend to spend money on,might as well spend it on games"
which Nazar replied"Thats true,truth is,you shouldnt spend money on girls at all"
i dont agree totally but more or less.

The trip to CMPB for healt check-up was well...very strange for Loki.I got a PES B assesment cause i was too skinny.And they drained blood from loki!think about 10cm worth.....not that painful but...kinda unerving to see a needle entering your main blood vein on your right arm as you feel cold sharp pain of the needle,which is quite large.At first you see nothing,but after he is done,you see your blood in containment......after that boarded a bus....which was loop service and ended up back where i started.A man who sat beside me think i am some drug addict due to plaster on my right arm.Oh yeah....there was a really stupid IQ test after all of that....in which i typed the answer with my right middle finger....which was used to drain blood too...which..yeah i left bloody finger prints on the keyboard.....XD

My photoshop download on Ares is only up to 11%.....in 4 days.....I am dying to photoshop custom PSP themes for myself.My current Theme is Jigoku Shojo which is pretty cool.The other theme is Dizzy from Guilty Gear,which the wallpaper i dont really agree with.Updated my PS3,which toor an hour,now it can use themes too,but arent as many as PSP ones.Kenneth has a cool Shakugan No Shana one with the icons replaced with Alastor.

Ratchet and Clank was fun.I still havnt totally complete it per say as i havnt gotten RYNO IV,all the skill points and gold bolts.The six-axis,motion sensing thing was use mostly for the mini games like breaking a lock,using a lazer,using a tornado weapon and free falling on to the ground from a ship while avoiding missles lol.The last boss fight is pretty epic too although he's attacks some of it is damm cheap....spamming missles all over the place and while you avoid them,he hits you with his other attacks.I must say though,groovitron is the only weapon in the universe that can make bosses dance XD.AND CLANK HAS BEEN TAKEN AWAY BY THE ZONI!!!!!HE IS MORE THAN A TOASTER XD

Genji on the other hand....the last boss was sooooo easy.I just had to spam Kamui all the way^^.The fight before that was so irritating and long for stupid reasons......The most enjoyable fight was with Yoshitsune's brother though.The english dubs...were off..it was like a japanese person speaking english for the first time in his life....I like Shizuka's outfit though,she sounded cute while executing her attacks.Didnt realise mini-skirts and thigh high socks already exist in feudal japan.

One thing i like about MGS series is that the characters grow,mature and their ideals change.I want my characters to mature and their perception change over time.I find that most animes lack this kind of things or either that it is used as some plot device to describe why he became so different.People change a little over time and usually it requires no earth shattering reason at all.Think i would start to draw again during the holidays which is in december i think.They may not be too notch but,hey atleast they are characters,not just a drawing ^^

Mami kawada's Joint is the rocking.Inspired to create a scene where Ciel would play nevan at some concert XD.Ciel's costume would be a Dante like coat from DMC 2 and a Top hat like the one undertaker uses.Oh yeah and her bottom would be the zip skirt used in Parfum extrait.

"The battle ahead will be tough,and many will not surive I shit you not.They come in hoards and are unrelenting.We are but only a fraction of their numbers.But we will not lay down and die for them!We are going to give them hell and send them back to which f***ing hole they came from!!!WE WILL MAKE THEM REMEMBER OUR NAMES!!!"
steps down from the podium and dons her helmet.
King asks"thats a little..well..umm unlike you to use those words...who taught you that?"
"TV father,TV"

DAMM!

2007-10-12T15:06:00.000-07:00

its 6.06am in the morning and i am already pissed...- -;;
Seems like owning a PS3 automatically having a target over your head.- -;;
I just posted on some forum thread about upcoming games,so naturally i posted PS3 ones.
And then they started to attack.Both of them were Mods too...- -;;
They were some Zealots of the Wii game system and will not take any prisoners.
I didnt even start it in the first place.- -;;
While i liked my PS3,i didnt make comments about the Wii or 360 for that matter.
Now i am standing my ground against two Wii crazed girls who are Mods and is clearly going out of topic....- -;;
If you like something,that doesnt give you grounds to attack something else with pure unfounded reasons...sheesh

Its hari raya morning now,will post more as at the end of the day.

Attack protocol 23

2007-10-08T17:33:00.000-07:00

*Listening to Mushiuta by akatsuki*
Only a few more days till Hari Raya!Finally i can view questionable content during the day XP(the see no evil rule).
Whats affecting me now is...the ulcers in my mouth.I have no idea how the hell i got them and they sting like hell.One is on the inside of my lower lip and the other is on the outside of my upper lip.Been applying Bonjela but not really effective.
Its day 9 and still no answer from sony....- -;;.I really hope they call me soon to deliver the blow so that i may lament on what to do sooner.Ifs its repaired...then thats good cause i can return to my not bored gaming life and not stare at the visible empty space beside my TV.

Whats weird is that i dont seem to be like most anime fans.I find it pretty weird.Especially most anime fans seem to not mind the lack of something,the absence of important elements.Its pretty easy to differentiate anime now like thats the grusome anime,thats the weird anime with espers and thats the anime thats damm funny.I find that alot of anime uses hype.Like the bad endings in School days or the weirdness of Haruhi Suzumiya.FLCL,that was an enjoyable anime and safely say no one can ever take the title of weirdness away from it and it wasnt hyped at all.Probably because of my nature that demands things to be different that i discover anime golds that are usually overshadowed by anime i deemed propaganda.Like Sayonara Zetsubo Sensei.The Author won an award for it but yet no one seems to know about him.And it seems i prefer anime that is human like Kino No Tabi or Air.They didnt require alot to tell a nice,moving story and i mostly like it anime that way.Comedy anime i prefer ones that are creative.Action anime the ones that delivers yet doesnt overexaggerate action.Love anime that actually show what love is without the ungodly amount of ecchi scenes and girls.And i mostly avoid Harem or aptly put Trap animes cause well...there's limit to my limit of believing.

Oh and about the rising amount of under 18 murder cases and that gruesome animes may be linked to it...well to me it doesnt really influence but it does in a way affect people who view it.Its sub-conciously.Like the voice in your head.Let say this girl has seen school days or higurashi.She later encounters a series of situations that backs her into a corner and she gets really stressed and riled up.She chances upon a knife.Images of what she seen would be playing in her head and whether or not its strong enough to make her kill is depending on the girl.What started this trend of underage killing is this Japanese novel and movie,Rumble something.High school students are pitted and is encouraged to kill the other until the qouta is meet.I like violence as much as the next guy but.....seeing "kids"as i put it killing is pretty wrong.Like morally wrong.Could be because I am alot more mature that I see things in a more different light but thats just my opinion.Anime is entertainment....and i dont see how teenagers brutally killing each other is entertainment.Heck even Black Lagoon Vampire twins who were under 12 were that graphical.I guess its how its portrayed.

Shakugan No Shana the Second episode 1 was okay for me.Didnt really blew me away.Could be the fact i was watching it without sound.But the feeling"Shana and gang was back!"didnt hit me.
I will finish the series though and hopefully it gets better.
I want my Black Lagoon 3.The series is too good to be ended like that.Revy puts most female hero's to shame by putting her money where her mouth is and then some.
Threads of fate anime would be cool.Too bad the author of Love hina didnt want to.The characters and music is just too immersive to not do it and why Square-enix didnt want to make a sequal of it is just beyond me.

Saw two boys playing Dawn of War at a department store.And it made me laugh on the inside.LOL.the kid didnt group his army together and is slowly getting decimated.

Posted Track 3 and updated Track 1 and 2,cause re-re-re-re-re-reading it makes me think its not plausible or Loki-standard.

- -;;

2007-10-02T11:02:00.000-07:00

What are the odds of the worst possible thing that can happen to you happen?
Its 0.3%...and it did happen..- -;;
My PS3 broke down...or more specifically,cant detect any discs i put in it....
the next bad new was
It didnt have any warranty....as I was stupid enough to buy it without a warranty,having confidence in the console and well the 0.3% failure rate........
The next bad news is that...
It maybe a parallel import..which means that it is bought from another country and sold here without authorization from the previous country...which means the sony technician here,under some regional procedure cant repair it if its not from Singapore.I did buy it in singapore,from the shop owner that claims that its a local product....Now not entirely sure..
The next bad news is that...
It may cost me alot to repair the thing.But my investigation tells me that it could just be a minor problem...everything else works fine,just that it cant detect discs for some odd reason.
The next stupid news was that...
I left my game disc,Folklore in it when i sent it for repairs at the Sony place at Bugis.
And that about sums up the problems that i could hav avoided if i just purchased the thing at an authorized dealer.....- -;;.
Yeah i overestimated....so go ahead and paste "Loki is a moron" on my head...- -;;
So stressed and worried that i lost sleep....
It may be a small thing to you but,its the first thing i bought with my own money that costs a whole lot...
And it was my scholarship money too....money can be used for other useful things....
and that it may just be for naught.....- -;;
So gomen for halting my projects......>_<

Returner

2007-09-24T16:11:00.000-07:00

Just realised that i havnt been posting in a while.
Thats because trying to figure out the perfect recipes and yeah fasting.
Fasting cause well you have to wake up at 4am and have something to eat and recite your intention to fast and seeing that i normally am awake till 3am...well i decided to not sleep until 7am plus.Recipes cause well the cold war between parents and older sister stil goes on and looks like i have to step up to the plate to make the Hari raya cookies,which i never made before and my elder sister has all the recipes.So its trial and error with my first chocolate chip cookies.So far it has been promising.Not the same for my recent attempts on making chocolate pudding and Choclate meringue pie.....both turn out...umm edible but not appetizing- -;;....
Fasting wise,i dont mind the hunger but its more of the thirst and sleepy-ness for me..haha.Whats more i have an irritating cough thats getting worse by the minute.Even doctors medicine isnt working.

As you know i am having my holidays in which......i havnt done anything productive at all.Track 3 is still on hold as i am still undecisive whether or not to include a certain scene.To me its illogical but at the same time,i hav no other ideas how to move on from there.The problems i regularly face when i write is that,the first few entries,i got to like set the stage so that everyone understands what i am talking about,and later add more significant stuff as we go along.Because I lack visual aids and well my style of writing is very visual,its hard for me to explain what i see and what i write may not translate to the exact thing that you see.Its like a grey ball.To you you might see it as a grey ball but to me it a grenade or something XD.Thats why i hav to read evey entry atleast 10 times before officially posting.And then you may hav to re-read it cause i may change a little thing in the previous entries.I wish there was a software where i plug a usb cable into my head and the images just transfer to the computer and it forms a movie and i can just edit it and it becomes anime.....- -;;LOL anime people need not work anymore

Recently purchased Soul Calibur 3 and its pretty fun.Although the characters just get 2 sets of costumes and the customizeds ones repeat the same line over and over again..- -;;.One thing i dislike though is the ring out thing.....which is sort of cheap way of winning.And been wasting ingame currency on irrelevant things like amour although it doesnt affect gameplay...just visually.I must say though,the backgrounds are beautifully constructed....could be because it was on a HD tv and on the PS3.

Today september 25th,Halo 3 will be released and ignite the flame wars it did.Not to say that it will kill the sony PS3 but the fact is that Halo 3 is just over-hyped....i mean its everywhere!Even PS3 advertisements wasnt like this.In anycase,I am not that worried cause MGS4 and other games are coming out next year and that will certainly boost sales.Just that in Gamefaqs...its like pandemonium lol...and when its fanboy vs fanboy...it gets really ugly to the point facts are just words..- -;;
Seen the new MGS4 trailer and i am like....YEAH.Naomi has got better(Hotter) fashion sense,The new fox-hound,rat patrol function,sense and act as one,a chimp and a weapons/magician/soda loving dude Drebin,Metal gear REX VS Metal Gear RAY,biomechanical bosses,the Beauty and the Beast which you can choose not to kill...take that transformers! and a child named sunnyOnly worry is that the gameplay may be overcomplicated.....
DMC4 is equally impressive...still not liking Nero being the main guy.....BUT
Lady got a more cooler updated look which i admit...she looks great,unlike her in DMC3
Trish eats pizza..her hair seems gelled back though.....
Dante's new weapon,gilgalmesh gives him a free mask to equip lol
Hoping to be able to get my hands on folklore today...but seeing its like we-are-running-out-of-money situation...probably get it on the 30th and i plan to buy another controller...the thing is there is a dual shock 3 controller with vibration(the current one is just wireless,not vibration) is annouced and i hav no idea when it will hit stores and i cant wait to fight my younger sister in soul calibur lol.
I admit i been giving the PSP no love cause well,i dont hav a good game libary for the PS3.The plan is that i want to build a good game libary and then focus back on PSP.Crisis core and Dissidia are coming out next year so they are a must get.

Normally i dont pay attention to stuff i want to display..like posters.But really,the posters i want is DJMAX,DJMAX 2,the FF8ones.Ironically they arent for sale and are on display at the gameshop on the last floor of century square.And i absolutely WANT TO GET MY HANDS ON THE 10TH ANNIVERSARY FF7 POTION!.Its soooooo cool and it comes with a booklet...which is in japanese but hey,there's interesting pictures....and the POTION IS DRINKABLE!.Found out on ebay that it cost me about $77 and that dude is in Hong Kong.

Oh on the side note.I really love the mega burger at Swensens...the bestest one i ever eaten...before that was A&W double cheeseburger which was big and nice.Never liked mcdonalds cause.....its not worth your cash...really..for $5.70 you can get like a decent meal which is qually nice,nurtitious and value for cash.And yeah,their burgers hav shrunk.

"How the hell you even survive 10 years?"Snake upon laying the smackdown on jonny after he claimed he is a 10 year war veteran

R2-RX

2007-09-13T11:37:00.000-07:00

Been really busy lately.
Finally my exams are over...YEAH
and the fasting month has just started yesterday.
Soooo things will be alot slower hahaha.
In anycase the exam was well not that hard but yet i was careless lol.Mr rohaizat who happen to be the invigilator,kept walking pass me and telling me to slow down,its a 1 and a half hour paper.I do it fast normally cause I want to go home fast lol.DC paper,well it was the same except i stayed in the hall for the full 1hr30mins and manage to talk alittle to the elusive karina lol.
I will be booking my Basic theory test paper at SSDC(Singapore Safety Driving Center) cause well found out there is a straight bus from tampines from here.Kudos to kenneth for clearing stuff up for me cause having most friends who take the motorcycle license,leaves you with zero knowledge on how to even enter basic theory for car...- -;;...

Managed to talk to an old friend cause she was working late for a project.Dont know but was obligated to share with her my cold war with hider and also the truth bout me.Yeah it sort of sad to have friends but they dont understand you.So I strayed away so that i dont both them.Maybe this year wont go hari raya with them....so dont know..She later mentioned that there was some sort of a reunion dinner last friday,one i wasnt told about by anyone...- -;;.Some reunion.She mentioned maybe a reunion breaking fast but i told her chances of me showing up is 50/50.Cause I hate to be left out and its for the betterment of mankind.

Kinda short cause is lazy.But good news as i am re-re-reading track 3 as of this moment.Sigh wish i could get more people to read and give comments...- -;;

60 post

2007-09-04T10:59:00.000-07:00

As you may or may not know,today is my birthday..well considering i am posting after 12pm makes that it was yesterday.Coincidentally its the 60th post for my blog too.
The arrival of the new Robo racer had me going.....WTF
The new program for it is a little more complicated as it has alot more to tinker with.And so I posed this question
"YOU WANT ME TO WRITE A NEW PROGRAM JUST WITHIN JUST 3 DAYS??"I cant even make head or tail of the new programs.
Pior to that, few days of staying back resulted with a program to run the track within 42 seconds.
Now the best time i got is about 35 seconds.
Still Mr rohaizat wants it to be under 28 seconds.Possible but very time consuming.....
So the plan is that we give the new one to the 1st year and tell them just to mess with the speed profile.
All this before a week i am going to take my DC and AM exam...- -;;.

Decided to go book my Basic Theory Test for car next week and pay and select the date for the test.I havnt been reading the book and probably would be going for the classes.Honestly cant wait for the pratical lessons.The fear of the accidents is still there though cause I am pretty accident prone.Think my first car would be a Mazda 6.Pretty sporty looking and close to the RX-8.

Bought Amoured Core 4 last Saturday and...guess what....i finished it the next day lol.The gameplay was surprisingly short and the parts to customize,well wasnt that alot.Probably gonna play again sometime soon but decided to limit the number of times i play it cause it will be sometime i buy another game and i dont want to keep selling old games for new ones...it shrinks my game libary alot..- -;;.Waiting for Heavenly Sword now...although its reviewed to be short,well the gameplay is what matters.
And seems that a small number of PS3 owners at gamefaqs are selling their PS3 simply because they couldnt weather the game drought.As of present moment,PS3 doesnt hav many hit titles going for it yet,but its about to change come next year.With games like MGS4,DMC4,FFXIII and other titles,that should create enough momentum,confidence in the system and stuff l0l.I know why they are selling their consoles,cause they are second guessing their choice.I do get it sometimes but,i hav confidence in Sony and its games.Besides even if it fails which wont happen as a games console,its still is a blu-ray disc player and when blu-ray becomes mainstream,i dont hav to get a player ^^

Decided to watch Air the Movie.I dismiss it earlier cause someone said its the summary of the anime with extended cuts..but found out later its a simplified retelling of this great tale.I enjoyed Air Tv alot and i must say its pretty easy to get lost with all the things going on that isnt totally related to each other.Air's ending was one of the endings i cant argue with,or wish that it could be better.It actually brought tears to me hahaha and i am a guy lol.The other anime series/movie that could do that was Samurai X:reflection where Kenshin finally found peace.
Although some argue that the effects and style used for the movie was cheesy,well i liked it to the extend that it was what should be in anime in the first place.Like the sun glares strongly during a summer, during the day,it should be bright and intense.And awww they made a better story for Ryuya and Kanna,although i prefered the TV series one cause they totally excluded Uraha in the movie....which was unforgivable...- -;;.
That brings me to the next thing.If asked my favourite anime girl was,i would say Minagi Tohno from Air.Its because her style is like cold and reticent only its happier and it isnt hurtful at all.Another reason is that she is pretty strong.For years she has lived a dream of another person.Her own mother though she was her younger sister that had died due to a mental illness.Plus points are that she can cook and knows astronomy ^^.Cant name other reasons cause i cant really remember them well.
Watched Ratatouille.Well its good but could be better.I mean Liguini could have been made into a guy who aspire to be a chef but isnt that great....why else did he dump all those ingredients into the soup earlier in the movie?Later on he citied that he wants to be a garbage boy......and what later with remy's help he wants to become a chef again?.....although what attracted my attention the most was Colette ^^.Hehehe she is one tough cool lady.So much so it made me think of the Captain of the Best Cypher team.Havnt though of a name yet but most probably Francisca L'olvel or some believble common name thats french.Superb knife skills and uses knifes beyond the ways one would.Along the lines of Shenhua from black lagoon...minus the money grubbing and lust for the kill part.
Another thing that inspired me was once upon a december from the disney movie anastasia.Its a scene for Lanna.She returns to her ------------- after her -------------was ----------by------- for the first time in----------- and she recalls and supposedly sing that song.
Somehow,thinking back..i think i may get back to drawing after watching Air.Its not really important how your character looks,whats important is that you used them to potray emotions,messages and stuff well and to your story.Whats really important is that the people who read understands the story,is able to relate and enjoys it.Somehow along the way,i lost sight of this i guess.I want a story that doesnt leave out minor details.Like people act like people in the background or a character is wound,he continues to be wounded or a character can actually die(i can see it now,people complaining why the hell is the hero and his gang so effing weak,well its to potray that they are just people with slight powers.Its their skill in their weapons and quick thinking that saves them from the numerous and more powerful Deimos.)
Alot wont agree with me for sure lol.
"Even a warped mind can see its odd stacked against it"

Crusade

2007-08-29T10:12:00.000-07:00

Been thinking alot
I seem to be able to make more enemies than friends.I dont know why.Its like for me,its that much easier.I envy people with lots of friends.Its like their phones ring with SMSes every minute and they will never run out of stuff to do.Hahaha i guess its the same reason i dont hav a girlfriend.
I am a pretty boring guy..atleast i seem so...lets see...
Hmmm my interest include gaming,anime,Cars,random thoughts which bore anyone,cooking.
I dislike people who impose their opinions down my throat.
Dont laugh at lame jokes...mostly.
Have no interest in singing or hav the ability to play any musical instrument.
Have no interest in any sports nor can i play any sports well without any injury.
I think i look alright....atleast i look human
That pretty much seals my fate huh.
Yeah thats why i trouble faithy and neko-pi when i am bored...but yeah they have their own stuff to do and people to talk to so......
Maybe i should pracitice personal isolation like Itoshiki lol...but
Truth is,i hate being alone...hate being left out of something....- -;;.I guess thats partly my own fault.
Yeah feeling sentimental and what not cause turning 18 soon and a look back on my life...so far i havnt really accomplish anything significant nor hav i been of any use.Its like i can do anything but not be great at anything.

SIGH
Mid Life crisis lol
Moving on...
Lol i must be the last person on earth to know that the author of DNangel has stopped DNangel to focus on her other projects first...thats why there isnt a volume 12...- -;;.
Sayonara Zetsubo Sensei gets more weirder each episode and as the class is now filled with the girls who hav been introduce,the opening cinematics changed...which is a pretty interesting concept.
The opening has no random images,parodies of stuff and umm Yuri positions lol.
Although to me the wierdest girl is the girl who has a tail-pulling fetish....
"I dont meant to brag but there isnt a cat in town whose tail i havnt pulled"
"Thats something not meant to be bragged about ^^;;"
and when she tries to put a tail on Itoshiki
"She's a pervert"LOL
The hot spring ep is funny too
"Sensei must be made of pure toxic...."upon seeing that he didnt reappear from the hot spring.

Finally got my PS3 to access the net and do online stuff.Finally Anime and such with sound^^
More importantly been playing Resistance:Fall of man online against other players.
Think i am pretty good really.Got a third out of 11 places.Got first in a match in the beginning but lost the lead due to the game dragging on so long and fingers were tired lol.
Seen the new Crisis Core trailer.....WTF ANOTHER ONE WINGED ANGEL?Maybe thats one of Hojo's more sucessful clones or Sephirtroth's brother.....In any case its great to see Aerith alive but the AerithXZack pairing doesnt seem right to me...look more like Bro and sis

Must get my hands on Photoshop software somehow and regain my moniker as
"GFX'ER OF ALL GFX'ERs"
Yeah right...- -;;
if i was that successful,people would come to me not that heretical witch...- -;;

currently on the 11th level of the 10level depression ladder chart...- -;;

Death from Above!

2007-08-26T11:50:00.000-07:00

"DEATH FROM ABOVE"-Assault space marine

I seriously need more people for review on my stories..- -;;
Faithy and Neko-pi is way too busy pre-paring for their exams thing....
tempted of posting it at SGF....BUT my pride and Ego is preventing me to do so.After all i did decide to abandon that place considering it was a heresy fest.And the fact someone else is there is ugh....- -;;why am i worked up for a person i never see in my life anyway?lol
Hayate liked it ^^ so thats good.

The Ang Mo Kio roadshow seems to hav been infected by my bad aura lol.I was already feverish and panadol wasnt that effective.When i first arrived,they were about to fire up the Blue Robo-lion.....THEN

It was discovered a screw was loose....but this aint some ordinary screw...no...it had to be located in a place where you had to open up the whole thing just to screw in that one screw....and it wasnt easy.I and muk where like surgeons using scissors grips and the soldered components aint blunt either.Then after fixing that,dicovered some of the wires had short-circuited and melted some of the wire components.And as luck would hav it,we had no spare parts.....Some other dude had to run down to Sim Lim to get the components while I,Muk and Juf went down to mcdonalds to cash in free lunches.

It broke my one year fast from Mcdonalds... - -;;

I found asking myself.....has Mcdonalds downsized or something cause the burgers was way smaller than i last remembered it......

When we returned,Mr Tengku was already repairing the Lions and all of them were operational.
The dude returned 2 hours later with ther already uneeded parts lol.Syaid,the voluntary overworked dude came down to do photography and take over our shift which ended at 4pm.Decided to go do to the Odex thing at the youth park.....which either the event was like a 10-second event or there was a no show cause all i saw was a bunch of americans skateboarding.....- -;; heresy

Sayonara Mr Despair gets better in each coming episode.The second episode is really is funny lol.Fuura thought a Hikkikoomori was some kind of a demon and a stalker an intense love.Although i admit the Hikkiko mori girl was cute but the stalker was damm....like a level 100 stalker.As if that wasnt enough,it set off a chain of stalker.

Ever heard of a stalker of a stalker of a stalker of a stalker of a stalker of a stalker of a stalker?lol.
Third introduces a girl who has a multiple personality.One is japanese the other is foreign.The Japanese one likes the teacher while the foreign one doesnt.Favourite scene is when the teacher thought the overseas student was hopeless and proceded to try commit suicide....with the stalker girl doing the same lol.
The winning qoute is"They arent illegal immigrants,they are returnees to Asia"LOL.

Discovering a new term ROLF(Roll on Laughing Floor).Used as a more exicited ROFL

Hmm my birthday is coming soon...wonder if Neko-pi would send another card lol.But then,i am just another dude on the net.Hmmm lets recap on Loki's personality.
I am Evil..well not insanely harmful evil but more on scheming harmless evil
I am a Devourer...eats large quantity of food
I am Hopeless....
I am stubborn and sometimes impatient...runs in my family
I am not impressed easily...dont know where i got this from
I am WEIRD...never heard of a normal dude running around saying"I hav arrived" in a deep voice right XD

"MCR is a rock band??No way,their lyrics are written by some 5 year old"Some youtube user which i agree with the Emperor's Approval.

Accelerateh

2007-08-24T01:26:00.000-07:00

Now at the present moment down with dah flu again.....yeah curse my low immunity system....

Yesterday was a total waste of time as....the whole mechanical block was closed..meaning no lesson....DAMM...As usual no one told me,so i came and no one was there.Honestly wouldnt hurt for people to spread the message or something.

Seedgenesis apparent was back online a while back....somtime early july i think and no one told me.Yeah sure i dont like the place as much as i used too,but i still hover around there.And let me tell you.

CHAOS HAS TAKEN ROOT AT THAT PLACE!

AN EXTERMINATUS BY CYCLONE MISSLES ARE NEEDED!

Honestly,the place is rule by X-bots(people who think the world of the X-BOX 360) who kill every PS3 stuff etc over there....>_>

While i am somewhat biased about the X-box 360,that doesnt give me the liberty to go on an attack another system on do i?

Yeah i admit,PS3 is somewhat on the losing end cause it was released late,has a few AAA titles and is the

most expensive console,but i see it more as an investment.Soon later in the future,Blu-ray disc players would be in demand,more AAA titles would be released and X-BOX 360 has a higher console failure rate.

MGS4 i believe wont be multi-platform as it is Hideo Kojima's last work on the MGS series,and it exploits at least some of the PS3 powers and in the gameplay video it clearly showed a PS3 controller lol.

Another Heresy is that Rin is some kind of incharge person for GFX.And i say....what?

I admit her designs are good and she has improved but....She stills overkill her work and it is still empty.Its like a painting of a rainbow,only its on a white canvas.Now if the painting of the rainbow is set on the backdrop of a forest wouldnt it invoke the sense of serenity?And she tends to use cute scans most of the time.I only the other hand dabble with all sorts of scans and effects.

Too bad my photoshop is gone due to com reformat.....

Another heresy...well its not so much of a heresy.Mai.i decided to do alittle detective work and i found out a number of things.

1)her last time on SGF was set to private,the last time i checked her profile it wasnt

2)Death posted where are you etc on the 9th of August lol

3)Death topic about her dissappeared

4)She conviently reappeared coincidentally when Death's topics about her became popular and she explained herself.

Yeah.....so i dont know.......and her friend passion019 played a ghost on me and changed her hotmail...which isnt so surprising considering i fight with her all the time.

Recently watched this anime"Sayonara zetsubo Sensei" which is damm funny and weird.

I think i am like the dude,Abysmal hopeless-ness

Yes,i tend stray away from the norm,propaganda like anime.

Resistance

2007-08-20T10:42:00.000-07:00

Okay the last safe home project was by far the most boring one to me.I was picked out from my team,paired up with a first year and attached to a PUB personel.
My job was just to open the taps,add this thing called a thimble and move on.
The whole thing lasted me until 10.00am.....
Jufree and the others had a difficulty in fixing the door latch as the wood is of the hard kind lol.
And i wasnt there to help hahahaha.
Its my last cause i hav the ITE roadshow next week and i am graduating next year.Yayness.

Finding myself skipping lessons alot more now.Mainly cause well.....the lessons are either boring like Customer Service or well just revise as Exams are coming.
OMG exams are coming?lol
Well cant say it would be easy,but passable lol.Luckily ED and hydraulic has no exams or mark by words,cause of the teacher who teaches my class,we are all screwed.

Finished Resistance : fall of man last saturday.Enjoyable but wish it was longer.Now replaying it at a harder difficulty seeing as i hav no other game to play.DMC 4 is delayed to next year...damm..well atleast WWE smackdown VS raw 2008 will be coming this late september...and buying Gundam seed Destiny: Rengou vs ZAFT plus II seems very out of the question cause it cost $109...dammmmmmmm
and Bioshock is a FPS and it wont come to the PS3,get over it.....not that i even like FPS alot in general.
and yeah no one around me has it.....so borrowing is out of the question
And dont worry the PS3 is just having a slow game intake for now....

Oh yeah...teacher's day is coming.Been awhile since i came back to East view.Not that i plan too but wonder about my fomer teachers.I only know Mr Aww is on some sabbatical to new york.Yeah not going back to avoid the dredded where loki has ended up question and to avoid last time classmates at all cost.Hehe recently hav been doing some classmate research.Some hav changed into a more emo version.Elie still looks as fine as ever XD.some cant really understand their blog as its in like either too much cute stuff,work stuff or written in a level of english incomprehenable by the common dude.Come to think about it...havnt met up syam and the rest for a long while now.not that i miss them or anything hahaha

And about the whole odex thing....hmm..well i cant say downloading anime is a right thing to do...but we all arent rich pompous kids to some rich parents....so i take a neutral stance.As long as well anime is available on youtube,crunchy-roll etc by legit or illegit means i wont get so cranky lol.As for the so called odex disc cracking ceremony lol,well....lets just say its a waste of money just to crack YOUR own disc to express displeasure.Make pod-castes or something.Just dont riot or protest as well you can end up in a lock-up haha

In the process of writing LEgaCY chapter 3.Strange,no one gave feedback on the first two chapters...which is very worrying....Initially wanted to continue where i left off,but the excitement of introducing the dynamic duo Rinz and Kai made me decide to put it off later in the chapter.Wanted to make Rinz like some Flaming Yakuza heiress while Kai like a wallstreet stock broker lol.And please leave feedback once read cause...need them to know where i need to improve.

Hayate drawings once again left me....OMFG THATS DAMM GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I think i need a special teacher who just teaches me and no one else.........

"Words have power too,they chain and effect you in every way..so be careful what you say"XXX-holic

Gun Kata

2007-08-13T10:48:00.000-07:00

Ah yes
I managed to drag myself here to post on the misadventours of Loki
Went to KL from 8 Aug to 11 Aug
Found a few laws of the concrete jungle of KL
1)The road condition is way different from Singapore,Look 4 ways before crossing any road
2)The traffic light actually tells you to run across the street when the green light is on
3)Motocycles are king and can make any pavement their road
4)Traffic police are just people who direct traffic and not give out summons
5)Taxi drivers overcharge despite having the sign"Metered Taxi"
6)Taxi drivers will take any road to reach your desitination albeit a construction site
7)All malaysians are under the impression all tourist is rich....
8)Some anime tend to hav fake crossover titles such as Air the blue movie...- -;; heresy
9)Its not as nice as you see in the TV folks
10)....most of you hav cars and wouldnt hav experience what i experience...- -;;

Bought a Spinner belt(very cool),two foil like shirts(one a green skull,the other a decepticon logo)my Hari raya outfit and a HDMI cable lol.
DEEPLY regreted no picking up Shakugan No Shana DVD at Sungei Wang Plaza...><...argh

Currently is in a stupid boredom situation.Sold Ninja gaiden sigma,but currently dont hav cash to buy a new game,so stuck with wangan midnight.Thought of buying Gundam seed zaft vs omni plus but the copy in tampines,someone beat me to it,hav to travel to ang mo kio to get it at a price of $108.....HERESY.....and DMC4 has been delayed to next year....so that leaves me with nothing...- -;;.....boredom....

finished Ninja gaiden sigma and i was like....meh....not much worth my toil and sweat.You cant carry over stuff you gain to a new game and there is no incentive to play it again.The last boss wasnt that awe-inspiring.WHERE IS MY DMC4?????????MGS4??????????

Ah now is you are wondering,where is track 2?well i forgot to put it up for download and re-re-re-reading it again,i missed out one major point.I forgot that the main operation is on the airship.Ah well,while on the subject,i might aswell elaborate more on Loki's gunsmanship.

It doesnt at all resemble dante's style in DMC although it looks alot like it.
It is heavily influenced by Gun Kata,a term used in a quite good movie "Equilibirum" and it is used by Cleric John Preston
.Loki for one has limited ammunition and hav to reload after emptying 15 rounds per magazine.Both guns although look alike hav different effects in terms of bullet magic.'
Like Hati allows bullets to explode on contact while Skoll allows the bullets to be more amour piercing.Add this with bullet manipulation like throwing the magazine at opponents like a hand grenade or using bullets around and control them like dragoons in Gundam Seed destiny.That hasnt include what loki does with the guns it self.Loki will tend to block attacks with the gun side facing the opponent(example is to make an L shape with your right hand,pointing up).This is very uncommon despite to me its more effective than to use the barrel of the gun(eg your index finger).Another thing is that he could use it to attack like tong-fas(umm nightsticks).
I deliberately didnt name the Axe,cause well the reason will be known later on.
Crossix function as a chain mostly to bind but could be used as an offensive weapon like how ghost rider uses it.I guess his main weakness is he cant really block all kind of attacks especially if the attacks like a fireball is way larger than him

Ciel style is way more simpler and straight forward as she only has one weapon,that is Alister.In the beginning she starts out with two hands but as the story progresses,she is strong enough to handle it with one hand.Amazing feat and I dare say no anime female protagist has every handle a sword that weights as much as two person with one arm and does it well.Her attacks are pretty much what you expect out of a big sword,with one exception and common misconception at first glance,it is damm fast.Especially her"Sword of Illuminati"(obviously she wont shout it out),the stance is like Destiny gundam about to charge at the enemy with its sword attack.
Hehehe,wont describe "Godsend"here as it is made out of pure pawnage and it would ruin the surprise as how powerful it can be ^^

Erisyiah style is more long ranged and laid back.Her sniper rifle doubles as an anti-tank rifle and that is pretty much all she needs to wipe out all Deimoses.Other than that she has an extenable electrical baton like reno in FF7 advent children.

Kai and Rinz will be added on later on.
Lanna style would be the most hardest as it incorperates 3 elements.Iaido,Kodachi and Psychic on the level rarely seen but is used frequent in horror films.Just a small spoiler,she is not talking to herself,rather to herself.She isnt just a pretty face,bookworm smart,clumbsy commander people,or some philosohipcal songstress that knows nothing about war...She is the real deal....almost like that last boss you dont want to fight ill prepare hahaha.She isnt the Scion of time for nothing.

Oh and recently bought this manga called"World Embryo".Its the next manga series written by the author who brought one of the most in my opinion great anime"Chrno crusade".
Although the story frequently makes me lost interest as i dont know what the heck are they talking about and for some reason,i keep on expecting to see Rossette pop out somewhere hahahaha.Its okay but well the female lead tends to remind be alot of rin tohsaka and the cool at the begininng but open up to people at the end syndrome.

and is watching this anime called Mushi-uta which is pretty cool.But its pretty illogical to be happy at the person who shot you in the beginning.........

Ey the troubles of having a Singapore PS3....Hayate has an American one and she can virtually PLAY ALL PS2 GAMES AT THE MOMENT....damm you region locks!!!!!!!!!!!!

Doujin

2007-08-05T10:32:00.000-07:00

Despite having no sound...well Loki was too anime deprived to bother anymore.Decided to watch something that caught my eye recently,that is Doujin work...
AND LOKI INQUSITIONAL JUDGEMENT IS....
its Damm funny XD
love the train scene in episode 1 and 2 and the ending at episode 2.
"Young lady,did you drop your porn?"
XD hahahahahaha
and the ending one was
a pretty cool guy walks up to najimi
"here you drop this back there"
*gives adult game,which had an evil glow to najimi*
*najimi stones while tomoko besides her go*
"Hey i can see it ^^,that must mean i am special woo hoo!"
Not going to elaborate on what the story is about,but it does features small parodies of various animes like in the opening,some were from Galaxy angel and Jigoku Shojo.
Although it seems that after Melancoly of Suzumiya....it seems mandatory that every anime character must do some funky dance in the ending....- -;;

This week is officially Loki relaxes week ^^.Decided to not to go to school on tuesday and wednesday.Wont be missing anything significant anyway.And would be going to KL with family from 9 august onwards to sunday i think.

Well,so far Ninja gaiden is surprisingly not that hard anymore once i possesed the vigoorian flails(nun-chuck like weapons) and dialabhro(huge sword).And yeah i still die every now and then.I prefer DMC combat style cause,1)it discourages using the same combos or attacks over and over again 2) you can switch weapons on the fly,encouraging combo madness 3)Dante's quotes during attacks are just cool 4)And face it,once you used Nevan...all weapons pales in comparisson XD

As for the Wagan midnight racing game..............still griping that i cant choose my own car,choose my races,customize my ride and the visibilty of driving at night on an expressway forces me to restart race often.....

AA.....sigh.yeah i know all the suggestions i received are invalueble but....heck i am scratching my head over what to do.I dont want to implement a change only to see that its in vain and the lack of manpower restricts what options i hav left.

LEgaCY chapter 2 is due out this week^^,the main plot has been laid down,just hav to Loki-ised it abit more and proof read it again and try to react the scene in my head so that it doesnt sound or appear iffy.Been told my style is more of an anime rather than a manga lol.Thats cause the story is already in motion form in my head,rather than random images.
Can I get a show of hands who is interested ^^

The Bourne Ultimatium and DayWatch interests me.....

Okay

2007-08-02T09:52:00.000-07:00

Legs are sore....
apparently thats what the lack of exercise and not stretching before playing floorball does to your legs...- -;;
Lol the bad neko, clare asked me to soak them in lukewarm water......i dont hav a bathtub.....
applied some medicinal balm and my legs feel like hot water is being poured on them....minus the second degree burns of course lol.
my little sister laughed at me as i climbed down the stairs....funny-ly lol.
the worst part is my left knee...i knocked into Asyik,in which my right knee knocked into my right side of my left knee...almost like a hammer...- -;;
Yeah loki is very accident prone in any sports ...- -;;
Oh yeah and being an evadesman...doesnt help in being a goalie as i tend to evade the ball not block and that results in a goal.......
Oh yeah......i hav a somewhat sensitive back^^;;...a slight poke on my back will result in my body moving as if i had a bad scare...- -;;...yeah there were a few people in the past who used to bother me once they knew about it.Even to the point pinning me to a table and rentless poking ensues...- -;;....hope they rot in hell or something
Was planning to put my stories at a different blog....and picked out a Jigoku Shojo skin at first...but when i pasted the XTML codes on the blog.....it resulted in an error.....so screw that,i chose a nice Shana skin...which again resulted in another error....in which i am this close to delete that accursed blog........anyway i named it Croseux...pronouced as CROSS-SUES...name of a weapon i thought of..a sword(how typical)....dont know where to include it.Maybe I post it at AA....AA is currently filled with all manners of heresies.....I should create a new RP to draw away Kura from that ugh....well as a guy yeah thats..umm interesting but its not right in a way and its violating some board rule in which i agreed to when i made the board....a TOS violation i think.But the problem of creating a new RP is people....in which i dont have........millions of users on the net and i cant rope in enough people to sustain my board....

I HAVE FAILED AS DA HEAD HONCHO....

currently hoping there is some PS3 crack that allows me to play all PS2 games cause i really want to play games like radiata stories and Sword or mana or Odinsphere............................
The Lights of the Warp mod is pretty fun,although the removal of hard cap and squad limits...well removed the fun of the game....I can spam tier 3 units ...which gets bored real fast/....although there was no new units for Tau and the Orkz.....Cant wait for the farsight enclave mod for the tau......

I miss doing GFX work...ever since my com crashed and had to reformat...the program and all my scans,brush and works poofed.I guess i am only good at making current pics better but not good at drawing the pics it self.....Ironic.....

We live for today, knowing our demise tomorrow,filled with memories of yesterday... that alone is a promise to fight for the future,thats is why "we" dont regret.Erisyiah

Alright,LETS GO!!!!

2007-07-30T11:02:00.000-07:00

Drum roll please
*drum roll*
Loki has gotten his hands on a PS3!
rejoice ^^!MGS4 and DMC4 will be released soon
His days of RPG gaming shall return
....my only gripe is my PS3 is an NTSC-J....meaning i can only play NTSC-J PS2 games......and currently most PS2 games are NTSC U/C....sucks....Xun seems to have the same trouble but atleast he has a wireless router and a PS2....rich....
Havnt written an entry in awhile cause i fell sick last week....cough and flu got the better of me ><...had to go to doctor in which doctor gave me free MC ^^.Hayate sounded real sweet hehe ^^;; or maybe she is like that with everyone....lol
August is shaping up to be a busy month for me.RoboGP is one.Safe home is another.The ITE roadshow is another another.Helping out Mr Rohaizat is another another another.Going to KL with family is another another another another.On top of that exam is coming...- -;;....real fun party.

Have decided to not continue on to advance class as one i am still well whats the proper word....not that good...mediorce....Decided to do my own time,own target drawing until i get good then maybe i rejoin advance class.The teacher was hinting at me throughout the previous class...with quotes like"See darilyn can draw well,i am impressed...you will join the siti,yilling,cheraliyn at advanced class".- -;;....and yeah i know,i am getting pwned by a primary 6 kid........as if i wasnt feeling bad enough.........

Oh yeah..forgot to say something.I like Faithy costume....just that i didnt think the headband part was necessary...was never a big fan of them lol.Caught a glimpse of the maid cafe(it actually opened lol) with a maid outside and it somewhat made my day ^^ lol...well would love to see more but i was in a bus and is going somewhere so....one thing though....what the hell was the french people thinking when they made maids wear those outfits in the past.....perverse people lol XD

Ninja gaiden Sigma is a bad first game to buy when you only hav 1 game to play.......i died constantly and i absolutely hate the system.There is no lock on and its like you cant mash the buttons...HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSE TO RELAX AND PRESS THE BUTTONS WHEN MY LIFE IS LIKE 1/8 LEFT????!!!.And unlike DMC,if you fight a boss and die...you dont end up at the door before you fight it...oh no....you START all over from where you last save....and if you forgot to save....you got to curse and swear why didnt you save.......

Customer service and Sport and wellness lesson is not as fun as the ones i had in the previous year as the teachers arent that engaging and hav a dont care if you come or not attitude and well the class i hav now is not as fun.I got punked into coming when there isnt for the past two weeks and is feeling like not going tomorrow....- -;;

I apparently hav to do the medical booking for NS.....damm....anyway if i hav to go in next year and cant be deferred...i will go in anyway...I mean its like irritating man...the goverment controlling you...- -;;...girls have it easy as they can study all the want........lol and i am in no shape to enter NS....i am damm unfit....lol i think i come back as a skeleton after NS XD

"Even the smartest of minds can be fooled by the simplicity and innocence of the cardboard box"Gamefaq board member-Simply genius that Kojima used inclueded a cardboard box as a hiding tool lol

Legend killer slayed?

2007-07-19T09:05:00.000-07:00

ey carumba.....
After seeing what Karei though of Cheraliyn drawing....my morale dropped like....into a bottomless abyss.Yeah if Karei though she felt downgraded....i feel like i am nothing...- -;;
If its one thing i particularly emo-ey about is drawing....its seems like an obstacle that i cant over come and making no real progress.I am sick of it..><..i draw and i draw and its still the same...I am perpetually stuck in a trap in cant get out off...and my mind keeps telling me that its a lost cause and i am starting to believe it.....
Its not like me as i never quit...even though it seems stupid or there nothing in it for me,i still try to accomplish it.....but i dont know....this challenge is seriously killing me.
*Sigh*
Anime says i draw not that bad and karei keeps telling me to just keep on drawing but.....damm it... ><
I know all manga artists hav problems and such but...heck atleast they come up with nice stuff despite when they were still amatuers...

- -;; feel like banging my head against something and drown my sorrows in green tea....

LEgaCY ep 2 is alittle delayed as i find it hard to write

Another day

2007-07-17T09:54:00.000-07:00

As for the mircomouse competition....lets say it was a bust...- -;;
It was so infurating and irritating as it was performing well on friday but on monday and today...it just sucked....>_>....went to Ngee Ann poly which i give the award of the most inaccesible poly among all the polys lol.And bumped into an old classmate - -;;...great
"Hey you are hafiz right?"she went
"Errrr yeah ^^;;" i replied
"You now what school ah?Oh ITE simei right?"She went
"Err yeah ^^;;"
"You playing this competition ah?"
"Err yeah ^^;;"
She later went off lol
Hahaha...i am that lame i know lol
The main reason i try to avoid old aquaintances from East View is that well i ended up in ITE while the others are in poly or JC.....
Decided to skip afternoon lesson and go home....I DID train hard last week after all hehehe

DJ Max 2 is aesthetically nicer but there is two things that i find abit off.....that their songs is way easier,the fever button is almost hard to press when in a button pressing frenzy and when i press and hold a button,sometimes it breaks for no reason(combo-wise)

Just realised that i havnt watched any anime in a long while now the main reason being my com cant play any sound and i find that highly irritating as one i cant tell how good the V.A of the characters are,music creates atmosphere and....i cant tell if i want to download the OP or ED if its good....><....

Everyone seems to be moving on to greater things...like one of my old aquiantances is a taekwondo/musician guy and hav accomplished quite alot.....and another one is studying aeronautical engineering....So i was like....am i moving at all?Its like me last year is the same as me this year.....even clare and faithy seems to be moving to greater things...that i am sure of whether they believe in it or not.Sigh...my future is real hazy as of now....i dont know whats going to happen later on in Poly.....Manga wise i am still the same so much so i hav no current motivation to practise and advance class starts in 4 weeks......my elder sister's messy predicament...my little sister's future.....my weird health and that i may be suffering from some sickeness(touchwood)......yeah may not seem like significant but they all are on my mind constantly and me not moving serves to make it worse....

The younger generation these days are arrogant in my opinion.....during my time,i only got my first handphone when i was in like secondary 3 and it was a hand-me-down one....now a primary 5 kid can hav the latest handphone and use it for god-knows what.....and its funny to hear them talk about love which is equilivant to buying the nicest candy in a cnady shop....and the fact that some of them brag about what ice-cream they ate or what secrets they know is highly irritating...Yeah i do get the Legend-Killer syndrome once in a while but i dont like flaunt what i know or have...sheesh....

its weird but i forgot when the last time i could feel my heart emotionally...currently to me like its empty and nothing was ever there.The last time i could feel it was with...*huge SIGH* with Mai.....and after she pulled the ghost on me,it dissappeared.Now i find it hard to even get interested in a girl...i meant interested enough to date etc ^^;; and i dont believe there is a girl interested in me hahahahahahaha....."she would hav to be blind"as my mother ept quotes lol

Destiny is said not to be set in stone and can be changed....but how do you now if you changed destiny?

oh yeah,i reworked the first ep of LEgaCY and now is working on the second ep.I take along time cause well i cant remember details exactly and i try to make it as interesting ^^;;....what i think would make my story if animated unique as 1) it has the most hardest love journey ever to the point you would be begging me to hav they atleast together doing couple stuff lol....2) is the breaking 4 th wall thing.....3) is how sometimes Ciel,Rins,Loki and Kai talk to each other...example is how Danny and Rusty talk to each other in the Ocean 11,12,13....hehehe...4) is that i would make all the story link to each other somehow like LEgaCY may be the prequel of another story or merely be a TV show in another story but this fact wont be so apparent of course.The other story i am also working on is "Tales"...about Pirates and that they are caught inbetween two warring nations although may not write it at all as i havnt figured a reason strong enough for countries to fight each other and why these pirates want to get involve in it anyway lol

"Its either you believe or you dont,there is no grey spots or what ifs...as it is possibility that clouds clear judgement and slows down the thought process"Loki-me hahaha

Inquistional Tribunal

2007-07-15T09:35:00.000-07:00

Is it really?Yeah i am back,after battling the KL trip,the Hong Kong Seminar and my com dying on me.....
I wont be talking about the trips just yet,i will in later post.
As for now,i will be talking about
COSFEST
Yeah i went there today and it was pretty great.I wont be uploading the pics as i am quite tired as of now.
It was a two day event so i went there on saturday first.It was a heck of a scary experience for me at first cause i am alone and so many people with costumes walking around me.....><.I compared it to walking into a room with ghost roaming about.After awhile it grew on me....and saw a replica of sephitroth sword,masamune....and ITS FREAKING LONG.I had no idea it was that long...its 198cm....no one on earth has the arm strength to handle such a sword....^^;;.After awhile clare and faithy arrived and played find-loki-among-the-crowd with them....and decided to meet them.Hahaha although clare isnt as short as faithy says lol.She didnt say a word to me though...- -;;...managed to make small talk with faithy,and she is pretty cute lol.She then had to be wisked away for the karaoke competition.The competition was well quite okay with the heretical song "god knows" being choosen quite a few times although the one who sang"eternal snow" i got to salute as thats one difficult song.Faithy sang quite nice...just that she wasnt looking at the crowd so no interaction thingy.Managed to see her performance before running off to meet parents at far east for dinner.

The second day was even more shorter for me as i had manga class at 3...so i went there earlier.It was bigger and i actually took some cosplayer pics.Then faithy arrived in a goth-ish lacey costume which was well nice but loki isnt into that kind of clothing as to him its very over the top....and thinks the yukata she wore was nicer.Actually managed to make proper coversation with faithy this time lol and she managed to draw something which was nicer than what i can ever come up with...- -;;.....then yiling and cheraliyn showed up....Yiling pointed at me with her camera and my ninjitsu-like instince hit the camera lens with my palm XD....then she proceeded to hit me and said if the lens is spoil,i had to pay for it...>_>...when its her fault to begin with.Then at 3 i ran off to manga class.Manga class today was a re-run for dynamic poses....i drew a dude doing a handstand while his legs was doing the helicopter thingy....yeah its not that nice....- -;;.....

In other news,my motorola E1 ROKR handphone officially when insane and i had to downgrade to a used nokia phone with no infra red,blue tooth,camera or mp3.The plus side was that it was easy to use for messaging purposes.My com now is a mute as after the reformat it lost its voice......making finding music alot more harder....

My drawing skills is so far...well so-so....not that OMG fantastic and not that OMG THATS CRAP either....so in a limbo and seeing better drawings at the cosfest serve to demoralise me further.....- -;; they draw nicer without attending any classes while i attend class and produce 5 year old kind of drawings...- -;;....yeah if its one thing i emo about its my drawing....sigh.....

Thinking back,me,clare,faithy and some others has come a long way from being mere board members at SGF....hmm if i remember right i was introduced to faithy at the SGF Ball which rocked under me and Frozen command XD.Then everything later on was mostly msn chatting.While all my SGF sisters went missing,I gained somewhat permanent friends in Frozen,Faithy,clare,anime and hayate.Its amazing that they havnt mysteriously vanished due to loki's relatively boring and uninteresting aura lol ^^;;

i will post more during the weeks to come
currently tired and tomorrow i hav to train for my micromouse competition that will take place on tuesday.....- -;;

"Until i kill you,you are all i think about"-Sniper wolf,MGS

>_>

2007-05-21T02:43:00.000-07:00

Wow no one tagged?Its like me at a maths convention....Quiet and cold....- -;;
-Blogging morale went down -1000 points-
In anycase,i managed to draw out Ciel ^^.Pretty good,well to me anyways.If you wanna see it,well its too large to be uploaded to photobucket so you got to catch me on MSN.I drew her in a well....what do you say semi-ballroom-ish kind of outfit.Thought i deviat from the weapons and uniform drawings for a while.Oh and at class i drew this Professional grim reaper.Pretty niffy too ^^,he comes complete with name card too lol.

Now my problem is that how to look a drawing "human" and more natural looking....and not awkward or automatas...

In order to learn how to draw the standard average girl,I had to look at more questionable sources ^^;;...cause well most decent pictures comes with the girls fully clothed and well its hard to draw a body without knowing whats underneath it^^;;...get my drift?And yeah Loki is a guy so he doesnt entirely mind this form of research XD.I shall repent from my ecchi-ness once i hav made my mark^^;;*twists his fingers behind his back*
Funny thing was that after my usual "research" this morning,during Customer service lesson i kept thinking of maids in very short skirts in very innocent yet seductive poses..XD...okay Loki stop now XP...

But yeah my drawing is still very amatuerish and lack soul which i constantly look for in my renders....will take 10000000000000000000000 years before Loki masters this...- -;;

I hav about 5 years to convince myself and my parents that i can do this and i can still somehow support the family with it too....My father is getting old and seems like he has only 5 years of work left in him until he can no longer work.My elder sister...is unreliable as she is as stable as water boiling.Her nightlife apparent shorted out her logic circuit or something..>_>.And i still hav a younger primary 5 sister.......
*Scratch head*
See my unforeseen problems.....

Starcraft 2?Well if it was 2 years ago i would be stoked but....I hav seen the new light which is Dawn of war.As it turns out Relic and blizzard in the past worked together on the Starcraft game...but they fell out and Blizzard took the already 50% finished game and vaguely changed certain things.I seen the Starcraft II trailer and is really unimpressed.A Space marine from DoW is way more cooler,disciplined,deadlier and proficient than the Terran space marine.....- -;;
Dow 2...just wait...it will be the best there is...

Times hav changed.And was pretty surprised that Hermi smoke and Syam probably went back to it too.Apparently if you are surrounded by people who smoke,chances are you would too.
Hahaha i think i am allergic to certain people.My stomach gets real uneasy when ever she is around....i already gotten over her believe me.Is is possible to develop people allergy?hahaha
Another thing is that i hav a pretty good sense of smell...so much so that people smoking or the smell of people who are stinky can send me coughing like a TB patient.

Well thats it for today....<_<...where is my loyal surbodinates for me to rant on....sigh

tired

2007-05-16T10:53:00.000-07:00

Seems pretty quiet in here.....the chibied one and faithy must be real busy....hmm their exams already has finished...must be their CCA...lol hmm back then i hav already quited Military band.

Caught a cold and an acheing headache...- -;;...and is too tired to trial draw an exam piece....Despite school being ITE and all,second year is not really slack like last year.This year its pretty heavy stuff that i am learning.Recently re-learned logic circuit....its really irritating.There is only two numbers in a binary ciruit...1 and 0....and just those two numbers can give you one hell of a headache......

Damm..........the wireless keyboard just died on me - -;;........so much for comfort.....now typing using the mouse and on screen keyboard...which is real awkward.

To say the least,i am not really a GFX as i dont follow rule number 1 which is to accept request from people.I create in accordance to what i see in the render and base on feel.Thats why i cant make them on whim....sure i can make on but to me,it will be just another empty GFX.

I hav to pratice somehow......in all i got only 5 years to get good.......cause thts when my fatherwould be too old to be working and i hav to work for income.Chances are that i may hav to give manga up......but i dont know......i dont want to as it i my dream after all.......in a dilema...sigh......i really hope that faithy get good and get her work published someday.Atleast in the end i am happy to know one of us made it^ ^.......
As it stands i have 4 and 1/2 stories and all original stories.Just havnt typed them all out yet.Another problem i that when i draw them out,i see them in anime form not in manga form..(yes loki's head is like nan animaion machine......
LEgaCY
Aerith
Fate E
Got Game
Retribution
would be pretty sad if my stories never to be read.........exceptionally proud of LEgaCY and Aerith as to me it destroy typical anime stereotypes and storylines.....and there is a hidden twist in all my stories......a small hint is that they are all connected...hehehe....in what way?that up to you to figure out my matanteis out there^ ^.

Typing using the on screen keyboard is a bitch........

dip dap dip dap

2007-05-13T09:26:00.000-07:00

Yeah Loki has still the touch^^.Made this PSP wall for a friend.Otherwise wouldnt hav used the render....

Had a weird dream...someone kept shouting"SEPIA"........
Next two weeks from now would be my Manga Exam.....
^^;; stressing already...despite this being a beginner course and that whether its perfected or not is not important,but yet Loki wants it to be great.

Surprisingly today i had very little trouble drawing hand and feet which i normally thought it was hard.The only thing that bothers me is that fingers arent normally straight and they are sort of hav little curves here and there.....

Inking is still irritating for me as despite transfering an already drawn image....it still looks different....haha i cant transfer an image right...- -;;.....although the end product does look okay though.

Now somehow i can feel alittle confidence in me to go through it all.Last night,i kept questioning myself is this really what i want....and the voice in me kept saying its too hard,give up.....Ah well i see how it goes ^^.I really want this.I want my story to be read.I want to be the first singaporean successful manga artist and all shall bow before my might!!!!!!! MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Finally the stupid project is done.My prediction was correct,we didnt get selected.That means less work for me in Hong Kong ^^.I decided to give up presenting forever cause,well its just not my thing.I dont exude confidence and charisma like most people though and my voice is monotonous and uninteresting.So that was my swan song so to speak.

Seems that my rewrite wasnt that well accepted.Okay for the last time.I made major changes so much so that if i continued from where i left off,there would be alot of incosistences and paradoxes....>_> like the whole deal about magic,i removed it so much so only Astrales,Deimos and demons can use them.>_>....Tsk no "good job" or "keep it up" fot typing this up at 2am and being tired from all that crap...>_>....
and for that
NO STORY FOR ANYONE TILL LOKI FEELS LIKE IT >_>

Finally finished Onimusha 3.It was hard,but Nobunaga fell and i was victorious.It was nice although the cinematics was cheesy and irritating to me....made me kept pressing the space bar to skip the movie.Maybe gonna try psychonauts next.Wait...maybe the PSP game Gurumin....hmmm.The PSP doesnt hav in my opinion a decent RPG.I wish creators of Grandia 2 would make one for the PSP.Seriously,the battle engine is off the hook.

Seto Hanayome 4.Made me wonder....japanese people either dont hav locks on bathroom doors or they are that dense to not lock the bathroom doors.Still funny however and the spiral shell maki is really irritating...Made me wonder,if i suddenly had a wife...what would i do...First thing i thing i would faint for 7 days and 7 nights.Next once I met my father-in-law,i would faint for another 7 days and 7 nights XD...hahahaha.Seriously i wouldnt know what to do.

Bought a Tifa advent children chibi keychain.Its so cute XD.I am like addicted to keychains now ever since buying the Yuki one from Vivo City.Its now part of my PSP along with the straps.I think i hav the most pimped out PSP among everyone in my school XD and Jufree said"dude you like lost your macho-ness by putting on a cute keychain like that.Hahaha i dont really care really.I even hav a pink pencilbox XD,cause well it looked cute.Next maybe buy a cloud one....hmmmmm.

Cant wait for Ocean's 13..........june 8................................Its better than the heresy of spiderman 3......- -;;

Fire in your eyes,burn in your heart

2007-05-09T08:35:00.000-07:00

As promised i rewrote my story into a better version that i hav thought up,hope enjoy you do ^^.
Honestly,I do not like the presentation as..well it doesnt feel right or natural.We all hav to follow the music...which i found irritating as the music isnt that important and the people who are watching the presentation will not notice it as its not that distinguishable....mataku(geez...)..><...
I nonetheless must dance to this tune atleast until tomorrow..if we are selected more of this crap...Another thing is that no one seems to notice that the music doesnt feel right with the script.I didnt hav mission impossible and oh fortuna in mind as i wrote the script...- -;;....ah well atleast if we arent selected,that proves my theory that it is just like Rin's GFX....flashy and overated,lack substance and feel.

Everything i do i base it on feel especially on GFX or when making something.It can look flashy or hav a dozen gimmicks....i rather a more natural look.

The egg project was disapproved.So we sent a paper shedder compactor as a second project...which is alot easier to do.As a backup plan,we plan to make a sumo robot for competition purposes....

Found out that i be going to Malaysia as part of ME club activity.It will be 5 days before i go to Hong Kong if i am selected.After the Hong Kong trip,i think i be having the manga exam....dun dun dun...................doesnt seem well for loki....

I named my story instead of chapters,into tracks and the title sound more like song titles...neat isnt it ^^..another thing is that...since i am telling the story...should it be in past tense or present tense?i havnt had english lessons for like 3 years...haha so not very sure so decided to mix it up jsut cause some sound nicer than the present tense counterpart.

First track:The symphony of gunpowder and blood
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~Play some creepy ominous music,preferbly kuroki neko from black cat~
Lightning streaked across the dark purplish sky,making shatter patterns across the motionless sky.Rain poured heavily and unrelentingly.The winds were roaring fiercely like jet engines.Yes ,it a symphony of an ominous storm which bode and exudes a sense of impending doom.
A hysterical laughter filled the the canyon in which this dark symphony was held.A figure was standing,steadfastly near the end of one of the ridges,which bottom seems to lead to a bottomless abyss.Her blond hair flowing in wind provided contrast to the dark setting.Her sword illuminated with every lighting that struck the area.Rain soaked her face,almost seems like she was shedding tears,but her eerie eyes showed murderous,malice intent.Her clothes was drenched,but she wasnt even shivering in the roaring winds.Her shoulder plate was shimmering.Her gaunlet on her left arm had an evil glow.She threw a smile...Her smile was sadistic.It was like staring at a beautiful devil.
"Dont stop weakling........,continue,SHED MORE BLOOD FOR ME!"She cried as swung her sword.Arcane energy crackled through the ground,seeking the enemy of her summoner.It found her enemy and exploded into a sphere of arcane electricity.A brief scream of pain disturbed the symphony.
A man was on his knees,and was being supported upright by his sword.His body was filled with slash wounds and blood stained his tattered clothes.He was breathing heavily and was bearly even concious.Dead bodies surrounded him like weed around a flower.....but they were all dried up to the bone.Their blood and souls hav been completely drained.The man stood up and charged towards the apparent murdress.His eyes was filled with anger.He positioned his sword for a sword thrust.The sword penetrated the lady.More than half went in....but no blood was pouring out.Instead there were fine crystals disintergrating from the wound into the air.She returned the favour with an upward slash of her own.The man fell like a sack of potatoes.She glanced at her tool of murder and licked the blood of it.Her eyes instantly was filled with lust,lust for blood.
"BLEED MORE FOR ME DARLING,MORE!!!!!!!"
The man got up to his feet again.The slash that was given to him wasnt deep...and it wasnt by accident either.She wanted to torture him more.
"Please...stop this.."
His faint voice didnt reach her.The girl he knew was gone.In her place was the very same monster he killed.
"MORE!!!!!!!!"
She charged towards him.He closed his eyes as he twisted a key on the hilt of his sword like the ignition switch of a car.His sword burst into pure energy and was vibrating strongly in his right arm.
"DIE FOR ME!!!!!!"She yelled out as she leapt towards him hungerily,like a lion after a gazelle.Steel met flesh and blood.Blood spurted out like a fountain out of the man's left shoulder.
"BLOOD!!!!!!!!!BLOOD!!!!!!!!!BLOOD!!!!!!!!"
The man's face was twisted in pain.He slowly,shakyily raised his sword,to the point of where her heart should be.He opened his eyes...finally coming to a conclusion that...she cannot be saved.
"Sorry...."
He looked away as he twisted the sword handle.
*BOOOOOOOOOOM*
The bottom hilt of the sword shot out flames like a rocket taking off.
*Sound of 500 degree flames burning intensely*
The sword,flew out of his hand,instantenously pierced her heart and sent her flying into the dark skies.Something shone.Was that stars peeking out of the dark sky,No....They were tears was streaming out of her eyes...a small final sign of humanity.
*3,2,1 some funky techno music plays*
~the whole screen shatters~
The same man awakes,in the sancitity of his own room.It was a nightmare,or more appropriately,a recollection fo his hated memory.His phone was ringing.He searched his bed for his phone with his half opened eyes.He grab hold of the phone under his pillow and flipped it open.A blurry face appeared on the phone screen.A 3G call.
"Wake up already,thats the 5th time i am calling you....you could hav more manners and answer it the first time"The face resolution becomes more clearer.It was a girl but she has a white blindfold on and a headset.Her blue hair was neatly center parted.Her faced turned into a more annoyed version when the man didnt answer her.
"LOKI!!!!!!!!"her irritated voice became an alarm clock to Loki.
"Yes i am here...wide awake...see....- -;;.Its only 7am and you are already nagging J.C."
J.C never changes..always had to be so right about things and never seems to realise that she is nagging and never realise that she is nagging.
"Well,you are already late for school Loki,and Lanna wont like it if you are late....."her gleefully grin grew wider.
"PAYCUT....!Muhahahahahaha"J.C let out an evil laugh.
"Okay,okay J.C get off my line so that i can go already shessh"
"Oh and investigate the park near your school after school...there was a sudden spark in arcane energy thi......."
"Hai hai,bwye"Loki flipped his phone down before J.C could finish.He got up and grabbed his towel and went into the bathroom.
*light switches on,but the bathroom was pink in colour*
The tapwater runs as she wet a towel and wiped her face with it,carefully going through every features on her face.Her eyes was heavy as she did it....she then lazily pressed her tube of toothpaste onto her toothbrush.She attempted to put the toothbrush but misses her mouth several times.Lack of sleep apparently messed up her coordination and sense of direction.She finally brushed her teeth and proceed to shower...with her sleeping clothes still on(XD).
*goes back to Loki*
Loki was already dressed in a neat white shirt and black pants,his school uniform.A pair of guns,one black,the other sliver was hanging from its holdster from his coat.The coat was jet black and had an insignia on it that read "TEMPEST" on the left and "LEGENDS" on the right.It was hanging behind the door to his room.His room was pretty undecorated and plain.
He grabbed his bag and headed for the door.He noticed his apartment was already empty.....as he didnt hear his riotous mother anywhere in the house.
"Mother must hav gone to the hospital early again"
Glances over to the table on the kitchen.
"And forgotten to fee her son again..- -;;...."
Noticed that the clock on the wall read 7.20am....
"WTF????????????LATE!!!!!!"
Loki wore his shoes without tying up the shoe laces and proceeded to dash to school which coincidentally wasnt that far.
*goes back to the other girl*
The sky was light orange as the sun is making its way out from the previous night sky as Hati resumes his job of chasing after the sun.Clouds were puffy and wind was calm.The makings of a beautiful day.
She was also making her way to school.Her walking was.....not steady as it was more to swaying side to side.Her uniform was same of that of loki's.Same school.
"I,Ciel Yamato must not stay up late again......It would be bad if i fell asleep in class...i am a model student*Picture of her holding an award and people cheering for her in the back ground* after all^^"Ciel said to herself
"Not my fault last night horror movie was so addictive......"Making excuse for her own fault....
Loki bumped into her as she swayed to the left,causing her to spin and fall.
*the sound of glass shattering*
"Sorry,already is late i am"Loki shouted as he continued to dash.
Ciel landed flat on the floor on her butt,although not bothered that someone knocked into her.
"Was that the headless ghost rider?"
*Waved at the figure in the distance*Apparently still half awake(XD)
A sense of coldness envelopes her.What is this feeling?She wondered.Its strange..she felt that there is something..but couldnt make sense what it is as it was a new sensation.She just noticed her watch read 7.30am.
"hehehe hey i am late....."
a few moments of slience as reality sinks in....
"I AM LATE!!!!!!!!!!!!"She dashed to the school gate that wasnt so far off.
"oooo...she make a delicious snack....young girl's blood taste soo sweet...and they are so tender and soft to touch...and their screams...hehehehehe..makes its so fun...."A being was observing Ciel as she ran.He licked his lips in ecstasy at the thought of his prey.

(Note that the being in the end is a possessed so therefore he is visible to normal humans and they then to go overboard in feeding than normal Deimoses)
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Testing

2007-05-08T08:27:00.000-07:00

I am soooooooo tired...So tired that my wicked intellect has dropped - -;;
The seminar thing is now in full irritation mode as i hav to stay back nearly everyday..- -;;....a few things loki notes.The presentation was nicely done but somehow it doesnt feel right for me.Its difficult to give a presentation,remember lines and now hav to remember to keep pace with the music.....apparently everyone else seem not to see this minor detail....and yeah loki's Ego is hurt on several occassion.For those who know me,knows that i hav a somewhat big ego.Since although i am a GFX,i had no part in putting together the slideshow as my team mate insisted on doing it himself...and see him getting recognition for it..is like..argh.....its not by intentional,but its something that i feel...although i did put together the script but heck anyone can do that...just whether or not its good.So yeah my ego is hurt so loki is in dejected puppy mode....i dont even know why i even put up with all this...- -;;...but i know that i cant quit and for some reason,seeing their smile..just makes it worth my while

YEAH i am a sucker...- -;;...always recieving the short end of the stick and can never say no to people..>_>....sigh

My greatest fear has always been not being adequent and people leaving me.Its just that people never really seem to stick with me long,as i dont know most people tend to hang out with more interesting characters.As the not being adequent part...part of me is constantly saying that its not good enough,you hav to try harder.Thats why its hard to convince me what i do is good unless i believe it is so.

Drawing....well i could say that improved abit....just that inking is my newest nemesis.I used the smallest pen nib and actually bore a hole through the paper XD.......and the other thing was that i was nearly already done when a drop of ink landed on my characters face...and now it looks like she got shot...- -;;.My other problem is legs and hands.Legs for me its hard to make it look natural as mine tend to look....unatural and hands....must be me but i tend to get confused on where the thumb should be XD....so far currently is drawing out the wayward one Rin Rin...but took the easy way out and not draw her hands but instead they are concealed inside her gaunlets.

Bought another PC game...Onimusha 3.Its pretty decent...but for some reason i find the CG cinematics very irritating.They combined movie and CG....i rather they just stuck to CG.Its hard to use a keyboard playing this game......

I bought my mother a bracelet for mothers day through "indirect" money hehehehe.If its one skill that i hav is that the ability to draw money from siblings and parents XD.That reminds me,the seminar teach,Ms cindy was pretty surprised that i was using a pink pencilbox.I used it cause it was cute and that my sister wasnt using it.She kept asking "is that yours?is that yours?"....it only has a cute pic of a cat on it...not some barbie or unicorn ...- -;;...and then she said"hafiz,you are cool leh,brave to use pink".Lol...she hasnt seen nothing yet.Loki of the 108 skills muahahahahahaha

Dont know why but i keep doing GFX of shana.....that brings me to another question...how old is shana?its like she is about i dont know 12?...her height seems to be around that age..but hard to tell....hmmm

JSF HAS ENDED!!!!!The ending was dammmmmmmmmmm sad.....humans are really the worse...- -;;....and why was Ai fate to be that??Its just to cruel.....after all,she did serve the master of hell for 400 years doing the insane work of accepting requests and doing it with a straight face....well atleast she be resting in peace in hell.Her three helpers parted ways as their miss cant remember them anymore...that was their "hell".Lastly,seems that there is a new hell girl replacement....hmm..although the identity was not revealed,i still prefer Ai as she was damm cool,her cold humour was hilarious and is kind....as she did something she wasnt suppose to do as she related what happen to takuma,as what had happen to her before she became hell girl.I should make a memorial for departed anime characters hahaha.

Good news,i may continue my story in my next post but it has to be restarted on the beginning as i made numerous changes.Typing it out cause i am afraid that i may forget certain stuff....didnt like typing it out cause its difficult to post consecutive stories + other posts.....
maybe my three only readers...*check tagboard* well two other readers can suggest something.

"Look!you idiot!,the miss is giving us her answer...."Wanyouudo-JSF

Heresy

2007-05-03T08:42:00.000-07:00

Arggh(say in a pirate way),seems the chibied one blog has been infested with heretical images,
the space marines seems to be taking care of that and the chibied one...hehehehe

Guess whats my final year project?Is it something big?no.Is it very high techy?no.Its an egg boiler thingy..- -;;.Not very eggciting idea isnt it.....Not my idea to begin with,some other guys idea and the others just went along with it.Ah well what the heck,less work for me

I guess I will set aside Saturdays to draw as i find that right after school,i take a nap then Tv then computer and then sleep...hahaha pretty lazy and uneventful.I guess i tire easily...loki is such a weakling....><.That reminds me,i hav a pretty low immune system aswell.I catch colds at least 3 times a week and if i am lucky they be cured by the next day.

oh yeah its Tifa's Birthday today.^^.Kudos to the girl who is helping out the emo cloud to resolve issues and help reconstruct his memories after Sephitroth did something to him lol.Not to mention that she has also alot of H doujins of her cause of her obvious proportions and her outfit in FF7.

That brings me to another issue.......There is this site called sggirls or something and it has pics of girls there.Dont get me wrong,i find them hot and all but i find it not natural and not very nice to look at,cause one they are posing,two they are trying to look as hot and cute as possible and three just dont like and they post the pics...meaning they want attention......What ever happen to elegance and grace...i rather look at pictures of that and be mesmerized of sorts.Modern clothing for girls...is barely clothing at all lol.More like a few inches of cloth covering here and there.I could swear sometimes the clothes that this girls wear is screaming"here come rape me".Its okay to wear modern clothing but well atleast it has to be more conservative.The world is really becoming superficial and well unpredictable...i hav a little sister,and for that i fear for her that much....and having a party animal of an elder sister...really gives me a headache..seems that i am the only sane one among my parent's offsprings.....

I want to watch JSF 26,Seto no hanayome 3 and Sola 4,but is too tired to do so.Riot Dragon...dont know,this title came to mind,the riot part came from Sol badguy's riot stomp attack.Wonder if faithy is still watching JSF....

Saving money to buy a PS3.Yeah finally starting to save....maybe will buy Valkery Profile:lenneth next month.need my fix of RPG madness.Just bought burnout dominator and is really addicted.Didnt thought of it much before playing it but heck,it more fun than need for speed.Need for speed is all about driving and becoming first...but dominator anything goes!Thats what i like...hehehe fighting dirty...
Starcraft 2?HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.Dont make me laugh....in the words of "The boss"delta 38
"A more elegant weapon for a more advance time?WELL times hav changed"
Dawn of war is the new frontier.No known franchise can even come close to beating any of the races in it.Wait till Dawn of war 2 show.....it will destroy the statcraft community like insects before the imperial titans...MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Cant wait for Ocean's Thirteen.Ocean's 11 was the best.Ocean's 12 was well more of the thinking man movie and one hav to be smart to figure out what is happening.Love this line between Al pacino and george clooney
Al pacino"I know all sorts of people in my line,they can cause you all sorts of pain"
George"Oh yeah?I know all the people who you are gonna hire and they like me better"
Simply brilliant ^^

Been watching this show on youtube called.Chad vader,the day shift manager and its pretty funny and awesome.The 8th ep is coming out this week.

"Help him up...you musician"lol